Submissions by DrugsandSex (Taking Back Monday)

just shut your fucking mouth
you don't know your shit
and you're gettin' yourself in some deep shit

you say i'm crazy
but continue to talk shit
you'll learn

i know i've fucked up
i've made too many mistakes to count
but that's me

so stay out of my shit
i don't care what you think
i don't want you near me

for all the times you've tried
tried to bring me down
how'd it work out?

i always tried to be cool but
looks like i've got the upperhand now bitch
i've fucked your shit up once

i'm ready for...

to believe in love
but know you will never find it?
to know there is forever
but you'll never have it?

there was a breif moment
in which i thought i'd find it in my heart
to love someone unconditionally
til death do us part

but i know now
that im too fucked up
to find the one
to fill my empty cup

i dont get the love
i don't get my other half
i've come to realize this now
due to my rough past

and im okay with this
to know its not for me
but deep down
i still want someone to set me free

to...

a true addict knows.
knows they cannot go without it.

its not something society deems as a drug.
not marijuana.
weed cannot make you addicted.

when you are willing to steal and even kill for it,
when all you think about is the drug,
that is when you know what a true drug is.

dope and molly are my addictions.
i threw everyting i had away for them.
they are my bestfriends.
they are what make me happiest most in life.
call me fucked up,
call me what you like.

I.. am an addict.