Submissions by Donnydarko
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am uh to the core irreplaceble one ofa kind young man, been writing poetry for over 400 years, my soul displays. Poetry is how i express myself without the need of stimulants or sedatives.Live a day at a time and that's all, no more no less.
SELF POEM
Published
15th Sep 2010 11:12pm
15th Sep 2010 11:12pm
As I Walk...
As i walk i feel empty emotionally but overfilled
with thoughts,
Thoughts of when she was by my side.
Thoughts of feeling her smoothe silky skin with ripples
of perfection and her form so exilerating.
As I walk my mind runs wild with fear and sorrow,
but the pain burns the blood that flows through cracks
in my broken heart.
It kills me inside each time I walk by her knowing shes there
but not showing it,
I just want to stop and tell her im sorry about the way i was.
But i just can't because sorry has been worn out way over the
fucking limit....
with thoughts,
Thoughts of when she was by my side.
Thoughts of feeling her smoothe silky skin with ripples
of perfection and her form so exilerating.
As I walk my mind runs wild with fear and sorrow,
but the pain burns the blood that flows through cracks
in my broken heart.
It kills me inside each time I walk by her knowing shes there
but not showing it,
I just want to stop and tell her im sorry about the way i was.
But i just can't because sorry has been worn out way over the
fucking limit....
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th Sep 2010 2:26am
13th Sep 2010 2:26am
Just Can't Accept The Truth
I loved her but I couldn't tell
her,
for her ways were so oblivious and mystery
like.
I acted the way i did and i lost her because
of it,
I miss her daily and mope around.
She meant more than i could explain to the expression
of life's purpose of existence,
My heart throbs with pain each day.
I just miss her so fucking much and i can't accept that
i fucked up to many times with my jealousy,
and my eyes are what withhold all the memories to my heart.
She was so elligent and perfect,
her ways were so more...
her,
for her ways were so oblivious and mystery
like.
I acted the way i did and i lost her because
of it,
I miss her daily and mope around.
She meant more than i could explain to the expression
of life's purpose of existence,
My heart throbs with pain each day.
I just miss her so fucking much and i can't accept that
i fucked up to many times with my jealousy,
and my eyes are what withhold all the memories to my heart.
She was so elligent and perfect,
her ways were so more...
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Sep 2010 8:22am
6th Sep 2010 8:22am
Can't Change No Matter What
The fucking anger controls everything in
him because he was raised that way,
he cannot change no matter what.
he can try all he wants but he's been trying
for son ling that hope for him is gone foever
and he can't do a fucking thing about it.
He cannot show Love just a depressed side of him
to a girl that he spilled to,
and she fucking threw it in his face.
The evil has shown and wants to feed on the negative energy he'll have forever, he wants to love so fucking bad.
Everyone thinks he's to young but he grew up earlier that any...
him because he was raised that way,
he cannot change no matter what.
he can try all he wants but he's been trying
for son ling that hope for him is gone foever
and he can't do a fucking thing about it.
He cannot show Love just a depressed side of him
to a girl that he spilled to,
and she fucking threw it in his face.
The evil has shown and wants to feed on the negative energy he'll have forever, he wants to love so fucking bad.
Everyone thinks he's to young but he grew up earlier that any...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2010 3:37am
3rd Sep 2010 3:37am
I've Done Thee of Thee
I've spoken the word of a life change
the commitment of turning into
the person i know i can be,
For I am going to be changed but they
don't believe what i have spoken is
true to what i say.
I have to prove all that I can change
and that i will be all that i can be
as to be a positive life of change accomplishment
and so much more.
I'm going to take the life to the next fuckin level
the level that i always wanted to be.
happy and free.....
the commitment of turning into
the person i know i can be,
For I am going to be changed but they
don't believe what i have spoken is
true to what i say.
I have to prove all that I can change
and that i will be all that i can be
as to be a positive life of change accomplishment
and so much more.
I'm going to take the life to the next fuckin level
the level that i always wanted to be.
happy and free.....
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2010 9:47pm
2nd Sep 2010 9:47pm
Gloom
Gloom followed me everywhere i went
and no matter what i did it continuously
took me down,
but i am changing my life around,
turning over a new leaf as they would say.
Im done being who i was raised to be and growing
in solitude with a heart the size of humanity,
Im going as far as the world ends and as far as the
life requires.
and no matter what i did it continuously
took me down,
but i am changing my life around,
turning over a new leaf as they would say.
Im done being who i was raised to be and growing
in solitude with a heart the size of humanity,
Im going as far as the world ends and as far as the
life requires.
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DRUGS POEM
Published
24th Aug 2010 7:12am
24th Aug 2010 7:12am
Hiding Away
Drinking became his only escape from
reality and so much more,
he would drink until he forgot where
he was and or who he was.
Everytime something bad happened or
he didn't agree with,
the bottle was in his hand and the alcohol
was rushing down his throat.
He hated the truth,
he hated being told what to do and how to live.
People judge him for his appearence because it doesn't
fit their standards or he is just different than
all them dumb mother fuckers.
People deny the truth of his existence because he's such
a...
reality and so much more,
he would drink until he forgot where
he was and or who he was.
Everytime something bad happened or
he didn't agree with,
the bottle was in his hand and the alcohol
was rushing down his throat.
He hated the truth,
he hated being told what to do and how to live.
People judge him for his appearence because it doesn't
fit their standards or he is just different than
all them dumb mother fuckers.
People deny the truth of his existence because he's such
a...
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Aug 2010 4:09am
20th Aug 2010 4:09am
Unexplainable
I see her everywhere and i like her alot
but im afraid of rejection and pain,
I can't take the pain because i can't handle it
anymore.
I want to ask her to be with me but I don't know
her thoughts about me,
I feel sumthing different with her but I
don't know what to say.
She is different in a way i can't explain,
it's unexplainable what i feel for her.
And I can't ever know until i try to configure
my feelings for her.
I'm bleeding majorly when she isn't around
but when she's here i feel like im completed,
completed the...
but im afraid of rejection and pain,
I can't take the pain because i can't handle it
anymore.
I want to ask her to be with me but I don't know
her thoughts about me,
I feel sumthing different with her but I
don't know what to say.
She is different in a way i can't explain,
it's unexplainable what i feel for her.
And I can't ever know until i try to configure
my feelings for her.
I'm bleeding majorly when she isn't around
but when she's here i feel like im completed,
completed the...
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Aug 2010 3:20am
12th Aug 2010 3:20am
Heart Straining Rage
The rage inside him eats away at his soft side
turning it into vicious hate,
he is relentless and is scared of no one.
People look at him wrong and he beats the shit out
of them mother fuckers,
they in his seat and they wont move he takes it outside
and fucks those mother fuckers' up.
He is racial as hell toward other races that are male
but sweet and loving toward any female of any race.
He doesn't have the looks because everyone is
always telling him he's ugly or stupid or dumb,
and it anger's him more and more everytime they ...
turning it into vicious hate,
he is relentless and is scared of no one.
People look at him wrong and he beats the shit out
of them mother fuckers,
they in his seat and they wont move he takes it outside
and fucks those mother fuckers' up.
He is racial as hell toward other races that are male
but sweet and loving toward any female of any race.
He doesn't have the looks because everyone is
always telling him he's ugly or stupid or dumb,
and it anger's him more and more everytime they ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Aug 2010 4:33am
8th Aug 2010 4:33am
Loved
It took me way beyond the world
it took me further than an person had ever been,
I was too far to be alive or dead.
I was in between a bullet and the girl of my
dreams,
I felt the red hot bullet enter my chest.
It didn't hurt though because she told me she
loved me,
I was the happiest person alive and that word stuck
in my head forever.
I used the remaining strength I had to stand there
and hug her as the blood was coming to it's last drip,
My legs gave way,
i fell slowly towards the ground and my eyes slowly shut
while...
it took me further than an person had ever been,
I was too far to be alive or dead.
I was in between a bullet and the girl of my
dreams,
I felt the red hot bullet enter my chest.
It didn't hurt though because she told me she
loved me,
I was the happiest person alive and that word stuck
in my head forever.
I used the remaining strength I had to stand there
and hug her as the blood was coming to it's last drip,
My legs gave way,
i fell slowly towards the ground and my eyes slowly shut
while...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th Aug 2010 1:16pm
7th Aug 2010 1:16pm
Unexisting Crash
Driving home on a rainy night
and havent spotted a vehicle passing yet,
The roads were wet slick more of just dangerous.
It wasn't a good night to be driving,
there was that gut feeling that i should've stopped
and pulled over,
but I didn't take my own intentional advice.
There was a turn that was seemingly a regular
ol turn,
but it was so decieving to the naked eye.
I approached the turn and there it hit me,
i came abroad the turn to fast at too hard of an angle
then went flying off the road.
The little time i had whilefalling toward what...
and havent spotted a vehicle passing yet,
The roads were wet slick more of just dangerous.
It wasn't a good night to be driving,
there was that gut feeling that i should've stopped
and pulled over,
but I didn't take my own intentional advice.
There was a turn that was seemingly a regular
ol turn,
but it was so decieving to the naked eye.
I approached the turn and there it hit me,
i came abroad the turn to fast at too hard of an angle
then went flying off the road.
The little time i had whilefalling toward what...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Aug 2010 00:27am
7th Aug 2010 00:27am
Sanity
I sit in here on this cold cement thinking
about what I did and how I was going to
get back at the person that got me In this
fuckin place,
How I was going to make their life hell
the way they made mine.
I was So young too young to have made it my first
time being detained and to be treated like a con,
The shitty food 5 hours of being institutional
and nothing to sleep and hopefully dream
of what you'd hope to be when you wake up.
But whenever a deam felt so surreal,
it was just a lie that took you down more
than before you fell asleep....
about what I did and how I was going to
get back at the person that got me In this
fuckin place,
How I was going to make their life hell
the way they made mine.
I was So young too young to have made it my first
time being detained and to be treated like a con,
The shitty food 5 hours of being institutional
and nothing to sleep and hopefully dream
of what you'd hope to be when you wake up.
But whenever a deam felt so surreal,
it was just a lie that took you down more
than before you fell asleep....
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Aug 2010 12:37pm
6th Aug 2010 12:37pm
Way Away To Far To Say
Im farther than I've ever been from my
life,
I don't know what happened.
After he died everyone crashed,
the toll devestated everyone
included people that never really cared
or noticed how important he was until he
was gone.
People started to become even more of assholes
than i wanted to even see of them.
They fuckin dug under my skin with out
even noticing it.
They dont know that they changed,
but they fuckin yell at me and my brother for
dumb shit.
They think they're helping,
but they gotta let people breathe
or they aint...
life,
I don't know what happened.
After he died everyone crashed,
the toll devestated everyone
included people that never really cared
or noticed how important he was until he
was gone.
People started to become even more of assholes
than i wanted to even see of them.
They fuckin dug under my skin with out
even noticing it.
They dont know that they changed,
but they fuckin yell at me and my brother for
dumb shit.
They think they're helping,
but they gotta let people breathe
or they aint...
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