Submissions by Death_Will_Win (Almost_Souless)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
STORY POEM
Published
4th Dec 2017 1:01am
4th Dec 2017 1:01am
Never Get Out
I live in a place of darkness
Without a light at the end
I had to endure the pain
But how how long I lasted
The only one who loved me had a dark truth
Cheating on me with someone from nextdoor
Didn't even tell me face to face
A coward leaving paper on my counter
I stand here now, on hope's steel edge
Staring into the black waters below
In my right hand I grasp the note
I take a step, of my life I let go
Without a light at the end
I had to endure the pain
But how how long I lasted
The only one who loved me had a dark truth
Cheating on me with someone from nextdoor
Didn't even tell me face to face
A coward leaving paper on my counter
I stand here now, on hope's steel edge
Staring into the black waters below
In my right hand I grasp the note
I take a step, of my life I let go
#hope
#dark
#identity
#myself
#SelfReflection
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SONG LYRICS
Published
3rd Dec 2017 00:45am
3rd Dec 2017 00:45am
Human Noises and Lies
Don’t look inside of a soul you can’t handle
I can pull you in and make you feel how I feel
Never underestimate melancholy’s tenacity
Or you’ll be a dumb ass fucker just like me
I can kill these thoughts of uselessness
But they will never stay dead
Chronic resurrection makes out right depression
So stay with me until the world is dead
I am the reason I have to suffer
I am the one who decides to lie
I know my worth, only when it’s over
My thoughts will never compromise
Look at the shit filled fuck that is me ...
I can pull you in and make you feel how I feel
Never underestimate melancholy’s tenacity
Or you’ll be a dumb ass fucker just like me
I can kill these thoughts of uselessness
But they will never stay dead
Chronic resurrection makes out right depression
So stay with me until the world is dead
I am the reason I have to suffer
I am the one who decides to lie
I know my worth, only when it’s over
My thoughts will never compromise
Look at the shit filled fuck that is me ...
#PopCulture
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2017 00:45am
3rd Dec 2017 00:45am
Internal Decay
I walk away
To pretend everything is fine
But I cannot see
The rotting inside me
I turn my face
A hiding disgrace
Never proven otherwise
They make me ache
Things I can’t escape
The darkness inside me
I lie here
My heart spread wide open
No one to feel
I’m trapped in my emotion
Breaking inside
Losing my mind
Finding new ways
To end my life
I can’t take it any more
This isn’t for me
Don’t try to stop inevitability
I need to get to better things
Lead me to a...
To pretend everything is fine
But I cannot see
The rotting inside me
I turn my face
A hiding disgrace
Never proven otherwise
They make me ache
Things I can’t escape
The darkness inside me
I lie here
My heart spread wide open
No one to feel
I’m trapped in my emotion
Breaking inside
Losing my mind
Finding new ways
To end my life
I can’t take it any more
This isn’t for me
Don’t try to stop inevitability
I need to get to better things
Lead me to a...
#PopCulture
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2017 3:47pm
2nd Dec 2017 3:47pm
Ex Piece of Shit
I remember laugh at these cries
The depression I made fun
Karma didn't like that
So she made sure I had a taste
I am a piece of shit
You haven't hear of my past
You'd only see me as a bigot
I grew from that, I want it to be forgotten
It's nails in my head and they're showing now
I deserved all these scars
Laugh at the things that were so dark
Making fun of suicidal thoughts
And people with cuts
My indifference hos gotten me in this place
I am embarrassed by my grotesque apathy
The depression I made fun
Karma didn't like that
So she made sure I had a taste
I am a piece of shit
You haven't hear of my past
You'd only see me as a bigot
I grew from that, I want it to be forgotten
It's nails in my head and they're showing now
I deserved all these scars
Laugh at the things that were so dark
Making fun of suicidal thoughts
And people with cuts
My indifference hos gotten me in this place
I am embarrassed by my grotesque apathy
#anxiety
#depression
#relationships
#conflict
#LifeStruggles
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2017 3:42pm
2nd Dec 2017 3:42pm
One of a Kind
My love is undying
I'm see your love
And now I'm crying
Your love for me is substantial
This world can't offer anything
Quite like you
You have set yourself aside for me
I can't remember the time
Someone else had shown this love for me
My life seems rough to me, it's depressing
But with you, life's problems dissapear
I can never ask for something better
I'm see your love
And now I'm crying
Your love for me is substantial
This world can't offer anything
Quite like you
You have set yourself aside for me
I can't remember the time
Someone else had shown this love for me
My life seems rough to me, it's depressing
But with you, life's problems dissapear
I can never ask for something better
#love
#loneliness
#dark
#FallingInLove
#metaphor
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Dec 2017 9:12pm
1st Dec 2017 9:12pm
Neither Will I
The voice of pain needs to leave
It speaks horrible things about you
Fuck him, he should just die
I want that asshole out of my life
But how do expel something that is trapped inside
How does one rid of their own hate and negativity
Whatever it is, it has something to do with you
I will never let go, you are my medication
Make my life better with each pass of you hand
Hugs and kisses and the sweetest of words
Make me feel whole, a belonging I have been longing for
That annoying piece of shit can't love, he doesn't know how
But I do,...
It speaks horrible things about you
Fuck him, he should just die
I want that asshole out of my life
But how do expel something that is trapped inside
How does one rid of their own hate and negativity
Whatever it is, it has something to do with you
I will never let go, you are my medication
Make my life better with each pass of you hand
Hugs and kisses and the sweetest of words
Make me feel whole, a belonging I have been longing for
That annoying piece of shit can't love, he doesn't know how
But I do,...
#LifeAsAWriter
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Dec 2017 9:04pm
1st Dec 2017 9:04pm
Addictions Don't Quit
I am being called by all my past temptations
Alongside the new ones that have formed
A bottle of booze and a newly sharpened knife
Call my name with relentless repetition
Adding to the noise of my negative thoughts
And I love you's from my best of friends
Driving me insane, I don't know how much I can take
Eventually the calls will be sweetened in tune
They will appeal to me more than before
I will be doomed to drink from another bottle
With blood running from my arms
I know on that day I'll look at myself and feel shamed
Alongside the new ones that have formed
A bottle of booze and a newly sharpened knife
Call my name with relentless repetition
Adding to the noise of my negative thoughts
And I love you's from my best of friends
Driving me insane, I don't know how much I can take
Eventually the calls will be sweetened in tune
They will appeal to me more than before
I will be doomed to drink from another bottle
With blood running from my arms
I know on that day I'll look at myself and feel shamed
#PopCulture
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Nov 2017 7:02pm
30th Nov 2017 7:02pm
Undeserving Soul
Tears puddle laminated floors
I stare what has life come to
I see you love me, I know it too well
Stuck with voices of negativity
I wish I could die, at the same time I don't
You make me cry, with your love so beautiful
Something I don't deserve
I deserve torture
I deserve death
Yet you keep me here, holding me tightly
Never letting go
And for that I am forever grateful
I stare what has life come to
I see you love me, I know it too well
Stuck with voices of negativity
I wish I could die, at the same time I don't
You make me cry, with your love so beautiful
Something I don't deserve
I deserve torture
I deserve death
Yet you keep me here, holding me tightly
Never letting go
And for that I am forever grateful
#PopCulture
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Nov 2017 7:01pm
30th Nov 2017 7:01pm
Opposing Voices
I looked deep inside myself
The night you saw me at my darkest
I made the call, I had no choice
Nothing new was said
The same thing, but here came a new voice
One of love, of peace, of hope
Whispering in my ear sweet nothings
Alongside came negativity
Starting out with bellows and scream
"Kill yourself" It keep telling me
"Stupid, wasteful, hopeless"
It won't give up
And I try not to give in
But the noise is so loud
I can't ignore him
I'll keep myself alive for you
The voice of positive words
It...
The night you saw me at my darkest
I made the call, I had no choice
Nothing new was said
The same thing, but here came a new voice
One of love, of peace, of hope
Whispering in my ear sweet nothings
Alongside came negativity
Starting out with bellows and scream
"Kill yourself" It keep telling me
"Stupid, wasteful, hopeless"
It won't give up
And I try not to give in
But the noise is so loud
I can't ignore him
I'll keep myself alive for you
The voice of positive words
It...
#PopCulture
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STORY POEM
Published
29th Nov 2017 5:11pm
29th Nov 2017 5:11pm
Death of Waste
The door slams shut
Confrontation less than desirable
Pain is all I feel
It's better than numb
Worse than dead
I walk through a school
Empty, I'm alone
With eyes that look away
From the a waste
Floating around with a cloud above my head
I go home
The smell of booze fills my nose
I wash down the numbness
Awaking depression
A revolver waiting on my thigh
I give it a job as I close my eyes
Give my soul a rest
Confrontation less than desirable
Pain is all I feel
It's better than numb
Worse than dead
I walk through a school
Empty, I'm alone
With eyes that look away
From the a waste
Floating around with a cloud above my head
I go home
The smell of booze fills my nose
I wash down the numbness
Awaking depression
A revolver waiting on my thigh
I give it a job as I close my eyes
Give my soul a rest
#dark
#death
#alcohol
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SONG LYRICS
Published
29th Nov 2017 4:38pm
29th Nov 2017 4:38pm
Die
I'm stuck inside this hole
Losing all life's control
I can't see a future
Stuck with meaningless life
A dying will to fight
I will not get out of this hole
Filled with past regrets
I will end it with time
I will take the life that is mine
I can't see the ones I love
They've been taken from me
Never to return
Why is the world so fucked
When will I see a brighter future
I will not get out of this hole
Filled with past regrets
I will end it with time
I will take the life that is mine
...
Losing all life's control
I can't see a future
Stuck with meaningless life
A dying will to fight
I will not get out of this hole
Filled with past regrets
I will end it with time
I will take the life that is mine
I can't see the ones I love
They've been taken from me
Never to return
Why is the world so fucked
When will I see a brighter future
I will not get out of this hole
Filled with past regrets
I will end it with time
I will take the life that is mine
...
#PopCulture
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Nov 2017 7:07pm
28th Nov 2017 7:07pm
Forgive Me, Bean
I've been shown the greatest of love
Yet I still I am hated
You could sit with me and watch the world die
I would still say I am alone
Only I could have been so dumb
Everyone outside saw your love
How much of it was placed on me
I didn't see this compassion
No matter what you said, I interpreted it as a lie
Please, forgive my dumb ass
Yet I still I am hated
You could sit with me and watch the world die
I would still say I am alone
Only I could have been so dumb
Everyone outside saw your love
How much of it was placed on me
I didn't see this compassion
No matter what you said, I interpreted it as a lie
Please, forgive my dumb ass
#PopCulture
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