Submissions by Darkness_Fiend (Highest Dope Fiend)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
"Today, Tomorrow, Forever"
"I smell your intentions through the smoke.
Little by little,
I'm shedding off hope from my skin down to the bone.
While I'm facing future life in a cancerous state,
All you can do Is contemplate,
Whether or not to leave through that door.
Let me tell you something, It doesn't matter anymore."
Little by little,
I'm shedding off hope from my skin down to the bone.
While I'm facing future life in a cancerous state,
All you can do Is contemplate,
Whether or not to leave through that door.
Let me tell you something, It doesn't matter anymore."
#grief
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(1) Highway thoughts (08/25/23 @ 10:00pm)
Swerving on this dark California highway.
Contemplating memories that occurred today.
I’m lost & drowsy behind the wheel.
Two in the morning, you know the deal.
My only friend is gone, now my heart’s blown.
My dilated pupils will let it be known.
I’m unbothered to even realize;
It’s the reflection from the mirror telling lies.
In the back seat on my way to a kickback.
I’m cruising East L.A. slangin’ dope sacks.
Lining up my cocaine ‘cause I can’t get off track.
Rolling up laced blunts, popping the seals off...
Contemplating memories that occurred today.
I’m lost & drowsy behind the wheel.
Two in the morning, you know the deal.
My only friend is gone, now my heart’s blown.
My dilated pupils will let it be known.
I’m unbothered to even realize;
It’s the reflection from the mirror telling lies.
In the back seat on my way to a kickback.
I’m cruising East L.A. slangin’ dope sacks.
Lining up my cocaine ‘cause I can’t get off track.
Rolling up laced blunts, popping the seals off...
445 reads
2 Comments
"They All Know"
473 reads
5 Comments
"The Darkest Of Them All"
417 reads
"The Pupils Of Mistrust"
I'm here for you"
"I got your back"
"Talk to me if you need too"
"Bros before hoes"
"I Love You"
"I need you"
I've heard it all before,
From the twisted souls around me.
The eyes, smile, and personality,
It's all hides behind the wrath of the dark side.
I wouldn't open my door for you if you were the last on hell's playground.
I can see through the peephole and right through you.
Rely on oneself because the others are pennies,
Two faced and worthless!
I can't trust myself, so why would I put my trust in you? ...
"I got your back"
"Talk to me if you need too"
"Bros before hoes"
"I Love You"
"I need you"
I've heard it all before,
From the twisted souls around me.
The eyes, smile, and personality,
It's all hides behind the wrath of the dark side.
I wouldn't open my door for you if you were the last on hell's playground.
I can see through the peephole and right through you.
Rely on oneself because the others are pennies,
Two faced and worthless!
I can't trust myself, so why would I put my trust in you? ...
482 reads
2 Comments
"Deadly Dreams"
399 reads
(29) The System 12.16.23 @ 5:53pm
A corrupted system all around, 360 degrees.
What exactly do we gain from this?
Where’s the value of molding the minds of tomorrow?
Where has hope departed towards?
Why do we blame the system?
We’re the ones that made it.
Except to learn from a piece of paper, more like memorizing.
How can there be hope for the future?
Without interactions with your students, where’s the learning?
Give these students something to be wild out for!
I’m not angry for yet frustrated.
This generation is getting worse by the second.
I gave...
What exactly do we gain from this?
Where’s the value of molding the minds of tomorrow?
Where has hope departed towards?
Why do we blame the system?
We’re the ones that made it.
Except to learn from a piece of paper, more like memorizing.
How can there be hope for the future?
Without interactions with your students, where’s the learning?
Give these students something to be wild out for!
I’m not angry for yet frustrated.
This generation is getting worse by the second.
I gave...
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(33) The Lingering Memory 12.31.23 @ 12:42pm
Too many years have gone by;
Since we encountered each other.
I miss you deeply.
I wasn’t perfect, nor will I ever be.
You accepted that.
Too self involved to realize all that you’ve done.
My heart gushes in regret.
These memories play back daily, recall.
You made me feel superior, king worthy.
I left you like it was nothing, for a nobody.
Your trap left an enduring bruise;
Self reflection all the while.
Your best-friend was in on your trap.
You decided to test my loyalty, for it I have failed.
After...
Since we encountered each other.
I miss you deeply.
I wasn’t perfect, nor will I ever be.
You accepted that.
Too self involved to realize all that you’ve done.
My heart gushes in regret.
These memories play back daily, recall.
You made me feel superior, king worthy.
I left you like it was nothing, for a nobody.
Your trap left an enduring bruise;
Self reflection all the while.
Your best-friend was in on your trap.
You decided to test my loyalty, for it I have failed.
After...
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"The Unknown Pain"
Ain't no female goin' love this dark soul
Nobody for that matter.
Dark without the light
That's how I like it
Look at my sides and tell me who's there?
It's not for me
Some souls aren't meant to be loved.
Contemplating past encounters
It's valentines day, and I'm chasing nicotine like a predator
They say it's bad for my health but not knowing
The feeling of sorrow and loneliness is far more dangerous
Then this carbon monoxide containing poison.
No family, nor real friends in this twisted life of mine
I'm lost without you, but in the end, it...
Nobody for that matter.
Dark without the light
That's how I like it
Look at my sides and tell me who's there?
It's not for me
Some souls aren't meant to be loved.
Contemplating past encounters
It's valentines day, and I'm chasing nicotine like a predator
They say it's bad for my health but not knowing
The feeling of sorrow and loneliness is far more dangerous
Then this carbon monoxide containing poison.
No family, nor real friends in this twisted life of mine
I'm lost without you, but in the end, it...
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" A lonely fool, with a beautiful dream "
My heart's a drug
These eyes fall on you like cold misty rainfall
I overdose with your touch
You're a goddess among them
You've caught my eye, like a suspect handcuffed
The beauty you encounter, overpowers my soul down to the core
Your smile intimidates me and shines throughout my dark universe
It's true what they say.
I got a crush on you.
These eyes fall on you like cold misty rainfall
I overdose with your touch
You're a goddess among them
You've caught my eye, like a suspect handcuffed
The beauty you encounter, overpowers my soul down to the core
Your smile intimidates me and shines throughout my dark universe
It's true what they say.
I got a crush on you.
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"My Finale Destination, Beneath the Surface"
I welcome these spirits into my lair.
Welcome, Mr. Black Reaper,
Guard me while I temporarily rest.
Demons!
Keep me company with your vicious poltergeist activities
Ol' mighty Satan!
Guide me to a better existence without the fear of living my own.
Fuck the holy bible(s), as it is filled with hatred against an individual
And filled with ignorance!
Allow myself to know no such thing as "sin".
When my time comes
Take over my figure and control the ways of the path.
Ol' mighty horned one, won't you open my eyes to the truth
And...
Welcome, Mr. Black Reaper,
Guard me while I temporarily rest.
Demons!
Keep me company with your vicious poltergeist activities
Ol' mighty Satan!
Guide me to a better existence without the fear of living my own.
Fuck the holy bible(s), as it is filled with hatred against an individual
And filled with ignorance!
Allow myself to know no such thing as "sin".
When my time comes
Take over my figure and control the ways of the path.
Ol' mighty horned one, won't you open my eyes to the truth
And...
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"Elevated"
Smoking toxic tar in the dark
With the lighter flashing sparks
Never forget the lie, that you forever depend on
Roll it up real tight, and forget about what's right
Don't worry about me cause for now,
I'm high and flying free!
I was brought in this life,
Involuntary doing a life sentence
Wake up and go to school
If not then you're labeled a stupid fool.
Changing my ways and paying up my dues
I'm making moves, through consistent progression
They goin' hate me when I hit the wall of fame.
Life is good, I can't complain, ...
With the lighter flashing sparks
Never forget the lie, that you forever depend on
Roll it up real tight, and forget about what's right
Don't worry about me cause for now,
I'm high and flying free!
I was brought in this life,
Involuntary doing a life sentence
Wake up and go to school
If not then you're labeled a stupid fool.
Changing my ways and paying up my dues
I'm making moves, through consistent progression
They goin' hate me when I hit the wall of fame.
Life is good, I can't complain, ...
400 reads
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