Submissions by Darkness_Fiend (Highest Dope Fiend)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DRUGS POEM
Published
14th Sep 2018 1:41am
14th Sep 2018 1:41am
(9) Twisted Way Of Living X-XVII, MMXV
Life’s a never ending smoke screen.
Not a religious fanatic but bless these toxins;
I doubt I would’ve made it through the years,
XIII years and counting, will the madness ever stop?
Take it any way you like.
When I drink, I never consider the consequences.
I don’t sugarcoat shit, I love snorting cocaine.
Every line I snort kills another memory.
Popping pills, I’m enlightened.
Life’s a phase & we’re temporary occupants.
Fuck it all up until you drop temperature in the E.R.
In death, forever we shall be at ease. ...
Not a religious fanatic but bless these toxins;
I doubt I would’ve made it through the years,
XIII years and counting, will the madness ever stop?
Take it any way you like.
When I drink, I never consider the consequences.
I don’t sugarcoat shit, I love snorting cocaine.
Every line I snort kills another memory.
Popping pills, I’m enlightened.
Life’s a phase & we’re temporary occupants.
Fuck it all up until you drop temperature in the E.R.
In death, forever we shall be at ease. ...
#gothic
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DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Mar 2018 2:40am
28th Mar 2018 2:40am
(15) Dark Times 11.29.23 @ 10:12pm
Solitary confinement within the state of mind.
I’m in a drug induced coma at ease.
Holding myself down, when nobody else will.
Destiny’s gone, will it ever get better?
Toxic chemicals flowing deep in my brain.
Outside these mental bars, hell awaits.
Eyes carved out from two decades of misery.
Years of prolonged substance abuse.
Seven day binge, I feel sick.
Won’t you take part in this enriched misery?
If so, who will be the last man standing?
I’m a incomplete soul, until the very end.
I’m still here, drinking to...
I’m in a drug induced coma at ease.
Holding myself down, when nobody else will.
Destiny’s gone, will it ever get better?
Toxic chemicals flowing deep in my brain.
Outside these mental bars, hell awaits.
Eyes carved out from two decades of misery.
Years of prolonged substance abuse.
Seven day binge, I feel sick.
Won’t you take part in this enriched misery?
If so, who will be the last man standing?
I’m a incomplete soul, until the very end.
I’m still here, drinking to...
#dark
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DRUGS POEM
Published
29th Aug 2017 10:17pm
29th Aug 2017 10:17pm
These Chains
I just want to be free,
From these chains.
Some may see myself,
Stuck behind dark clouds.
Shady days!
Beyond these chains,
Demons lurk.
"I just want to get high!!"
Today, tomorrow, forever!
These chains!
I want freedom!
With countless milograms and kilos.
By now,
You ought to comprehend.
The freedom I have in mind.
"The devils breath"
These chains.
An unforgettable court case.
Plead for insanity,
On first degree murder.
Her name was sobriety.
I'm back on the juice more than ever.
How...
From these chains.
Some may see myself,
Stuck behind dark clouds.
Shady days!
Beyond these chains,
Demons lurk.
"I just want to get high!!"
Today, tomorrow, forever!
These chains!
I want freedom!
With countless milograms and kilos.
By now,
You ought to comprehend.
The freedom I have in mind.
"The devils breath"
These chains.
An unforgettable court case.
Plead for insanity,
On first degree murder.
Her name was sobriety.
I'm back on the juice more than ever.
How...
#PopCulture
429 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Aug 2017 10:24am
29th Aug 2017 10:24am
Lost love
Please, let's get high.
You and I.
I know I'm a dreamer!
Your voice,
Soothing as your warmth.
You question my intentions,
Then question yours.
Love is something I can never claim.
She's here today.
"I'm here for you"
I've heard it all!
Don't you ever doubt me.
So I claimed.
Is this all confusing?
Guess this poet caught up,
With lost love.
You and I.
I know I'm a dreamer!
Your voice,
Soothing as your warmth.
You question my intentions,
Then question yours.
Love is something I can never claim.
She's here today.
"I'm here for you"
I've heard it all!
Don't you ever doubt me.
So I claimed.
Is this all confusing?
Guess this poet caught up,
With lost love.
#PopCulture
311 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
26th Jul 2017 6:27am
26th Jul 2017 6:27am
Dead love
She broke my heart,
When she left.
Not before I broke hers.
In her eyes,
My intentions are questionable.
It was all assured.
To what occurred, was never intended.
Between us, we were one!
Like a rose filled with morning mist.
Reflect upon myself to thorns, causing pain.
It’s all a flashback from a delusional past.
When she left.
Not before I broke hers.
In her eyes,
My intentions are questionable.
It was all assured.
To what occurred, was never intended.
Between us, we were one!
Like a rose filled with morning mist.
Reflect upon myself to thorns, causing pain.
It’s all a flashback from a delusional past.
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Mar 2017 3:56am
9th Mar 2017 3:56am
(24) Just Another Day 12.16.23 @ 2:19am
I’m smoking away these regrets.
With one, two, maybe six cigarettes.
Having been shot down by reality.
The results came back, fatality.
Isolating myself.
Looking at these capsules off the shelf.
The voices in my head are starting up.
Time to refill my damn cup.
To be me comes at a price, it’s not free.
Wishing I could just flee.
I’m stuck on this earth;
I have no value, I have no worth.
I have a million questions.
Does anybody have any suggestions?
If so, tell me what I should know.
Otherwise, I’ll go...
With one, two, maybe six cigarettes.
Having been shot down by reality.
The results came back, fatality.
Isolating myself.
Looking at these capsules off the shelf.
The voices in my head are starting up.
Time to refill my damn cup.
To be me comes at a price, it’s not free.
Wishing I could just flee.
I’m stuck on this earth;
I have no value, I have no worth.
I have a million questions.
Does anybody have any suggestions?
If so, tell me what I should know.
Otherwise, I’ll go...
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3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
17th Feb 2017 7:03am
17th Feb 2017 7:03am
"A Stuffy Day"
A schizophrenic touch,
In its crystallized powdered form.
My life spoke for itself.
I was gone,
I was lost.
I had hope that became a loss.
Wishing for a better way to live,
Yet here I am, sniffing this shit.
G funk, real funk,
‘Cause I don’t live in the world that I was given.
I’m the type of fool that’ll forget your existence.
Don’t blame me for my actions, I was unconscious.
I’ll crush it up, then snort it up.
I’ll roll one up right after I sneeze.
Write a song, write it off, burn it out.
Is death concerning? ...
In its crystallized powdered form.
My life spoke for itself.
I was gone,
I was lost.
I had hope that became a loss.
Wishing for a better way to live,
Yet here I am, sniffing this shit.
G funk, real funk,
‘Cause I don’t live in the world that I was given.
I’m the type of fool that’ll forget your existence.
Don’t blame me for my actions, I was unconscious.
I’ll crush it up, then snort it up.
I’ll roll one up right after I sneeze.
Write a song, write it off, burn it out.
Is death concerning? ...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Jun 2016 00:13am
27th Jun 2016 00:13am
"Today, Tomorrow, Forever"
"I smell your intentions through the smoke.
Little by little,
I'm shedding off hope from my skin down to the bone.
While I'm facing future life in a cancerous state,
All you can do Is contemplate,
Whether or not to leave through that door.
Let me tell you something, It doesn't matter anymore."
Little by little,
I'm shedding off hope from my skin down to the bone.
While I'm facing future life in a cancerous state,
All you can do Is contemplate,
Whether or not to leave through that door.
Let me tell you something, It doesn't matter anymore."
#grief
310 reads
DARK POEM
Published
23rd May 2016 8:27pm
23rd May 2016 8:27pm
(1) Highway thoughts (08/25/23 @ 10:00pm)
Swerving on this dark California highway.
Contemplating memories that occurred today.
I’m lost & drowsy behind the wheel.
Two in the morning, you know the deal.
My only friend is gone, now my heart’s blown.
My dilated pupils will let it be known.
I’m unbothered to even realize;
It’s the reflection from the mirror telling lies.
In the back seat on my way to a kickback.
I’m cruising East L.A. slangin’ dope sacks.
Lining up my cocaine ‘cause I can’t get off track.
Rolling up laced blunts, popping the seals off...
Contemplating memories that occurred today.
I’m lost & drowsy behind the wheel.
Two in the morning, you know the deal.
My only friend is gone, now my heart’s blown.
My dilated pupils will let it be known.
I’m unbothered to even realize;
It’s the reflection from the mirror telling lies.
In the back seat on my way to a kickback.
I’m cruising East L.A. slangin’ dope sacks.
Lining up my cocaine ‘cause I can’t get off track.
Rolling up laced blunts, popping the seals off...
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Apr 2016 8:39pm
15th Apr 2016 8:39pm
"The Pupils Of Mistrust"
I'm here for you"
"I got your back"
"Talk to me if you need too"
"Bros before hoes"
"I Love You"
"I need you"
I've heard it all before,
From the twisted souls around me.
The eyes, smile, and personality,
It's all hides behind the wrath of the dark side.
I wouldn't open my door for you if you were the last on hell's playground.
I can see through the peephole and right through you.
Rely on oneself because the others are pennies,
Two faced and worthless!
I can't trust myself, so why would I put my trust in you? ...
"I got your back"
"Talk to me if you need too"
"Bros before hoes"
"I Love You"
"I need you"
I've heard it all before,
From the twisted souls around me.
The eyes, smile, and personality,
It's all hides behind the wrath of the dark side.
I wouldn't open my door for you if you were the last on hell's playground.
I can see through the peephole and right through you.
Rely on oneself because the others are pennies,
Two faced and worthless!
I can't trust myself, so why would I put my trust in you? ...
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2 Comments
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