Submissions by Darkness_Fiend (Highest Dope Fiend)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
21st Dec 2023 6:31am
21st Dec 2023 6:31am
(20) Losing it #2 12.06.23 @ 2:27am
#SelfHarm
#suicide
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DRUGS POEM
Published
21st Dec 2023 6:27am
21st Dec 2023 6:27am
(3) Adderall #2 (08/15/2023 @ 2:21am)
I love being able to do it all, everything.
The ability to accomplish anything.
My love for adderall rapidly grew.
I’m aware of my addictions, nothing’s new.
I need them all to get through the day.
No longer do I feel like a lost dog, a stray.
I feel so powerful, I am the force.
My adrenaline runs track & I’m the horse.
Insomniac, I have no desire to sleep.
Label me the toxic black sheep!
Drowning in these chemicals, 6 feet deep.
It's essential for me to get through, leap.
I find this high very satisfying. ...
The ability to accomplish anything.
My love for adderall rapidly grew.
I’m aware of my addictions, nothing’s new.
I need them all to get through the day.
No longer do I feel like a lost dog, a stray.
I feel so powerful, I am the force.
My adrenaline runs track & I’m the horse.
Insomniac, I have no desire to sleep.
Label me the toxic black sheep!
Drowning in these chemicals, 6 feet deep.
It's essential for me to get through, leap.
I find this high very satisfying. ...
#drugs
#addiction
#temptation
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DRUGS POEM
Published
18th Dec 2023 1:20am
18th Dec 2023 1:20am
(2) Adderall (04/19/2023 @ 12:20am)
Ninety milligrams in the morning, I’m ignited.
On the hunt for a high like this all my life.
My brain’s well lit like a new lightbulb.
I’m fired up, my face is perfectly numb.
This ride can only be temporary.
Respectfully, I’m committed to the lovely Ms. Mary.
Three pills in the morning gets me running like a ferrari.
Ready to pursue procrastinated priorities.
You help me accomplish so much.
My life prior to our acquaintance was tough.
I’m able to keep up when times get rough.
Popping them, I feel like life is worthy enough. ...
On the hunt for a high like this all my life.
My brain’s well lit like a new lightbulb.
I’m fired up, my face is perfectly numb.
This ride can only be temporary.
Respectfully, I’m committed to the lovely Ms. Mary.
Three pills in the morning gets me running like a ferrari.
Ready to pursue procrastinated priorities.
You help me accomplish so much.
My life prior to our acquaintance was tough.
I’m able to keep up when times get rough.
Popping them, I feel like life is worthy enough. ...
#drugs
#addiction
#temptation
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DRUGS POEM
Published
18th Dec 2023 1:03am
18th Dec 2023 1:03am
(14) F.S.C (Fish Scale Cocaine) 11.28.23 @ 7:50pm
#drugs
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DRUGS POEM
Published
11th Oct 2018 7:55pm
11th Oct 2018 7:55pm
(16) Spiral Pupils 12.01.23 @12:38am
It’s been four months, abusing pure cocaine.
My mind’s lost in the clouds, blazing OG strains.
I’m speeding like I’m on a California highway.
Popping xanax, goddamn I’m fucked up today!
Cold streets & malicious grins.
Countless souls living in sin.
Peasants like yourself;
Will die indefinitely & burn in hell.
Rely on yourself, people are like pennies;
Meanwhile I sit here alone, sippin’ hennessy.
There’s not one soul I can trust in this world.
Thinking how they did me wrong, I’m about to hurl.
...
My mind’s lost in the clouds, blazing OG strains.
I’m speeding like I’m on a California highway.
Popping xanax, goddamn I’m fucked up today!
Cold streets & malicious grins.
Countless souls living in sin.
Peasants like yourself;
Will die indefinitely & burn in hell.
Rely on yourself, people are like pennies;
Meanwhile I sit here alone, sippin’ hennessy.
There’s not one soul I can trust in this world.
Thinking how they did me wrong, I’m about to hurl.
...
#drugs
#addiction
#despair
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DRUGS POEM
Published
14th Sep 2018 1:41am
14th Sep 2018 1:41am
(9) Twisted Way Of Living X-XVII, MMXV
Life’s a never ending smoke screen.
Not a religious fanatic but bless these toxins;
I doubt I would’ve made it through the years,
XIII years and counting, will the madness ever stop?
Take it any way you like.
When I drink, I never consider the consequences.
I don’t sugarcoat shit, I love snorting cocaine.
Every line I snort kills another memory.
Popping pills, I’m enlightened.
Life’s a phase & we’re temporary occupants.
Fuck it all up until you drop temperature in the E.R.
In death, forever we shall be at ease. ...
Not a religious fanatic but bless these toxins;
I doubt I would’ve made it through the years,
XIII years and counting, will the madness ever stop?
Take it any way you like.
When I drink, I never consider the consequences.
I don’t sugarcoat shit, I love snorting cocaine.
Every line I snort kills another memory.
Popping pills, I’m enlightened.
Life’s a phase & we’re temporary occupants.
Fuck it all up until you drop temperature in the E.R.
In death, forever we shall be at ease. ...
#gothic
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DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Mar 2018 2:40am
28th Mar 2018 2:40am
(15) Dark Times 11.29.23 @ 10:12pm
Solitary confinement within the state of mind.
I’m in a drug induced coma at ease.
Holding myself down, when nobody else will.
Destiny’s gone, will it ever get better?
Toxic chemicals flowing deep in my brain.
Outside these mental bars, hell awaits.
Eyes carved out from two decades of misery.
Years of prolonged substance abuse.
Seven day binge, I feel sick.
Won’t you take part in this enriched misery?
If so, who will be the last man standing?
I’m a incomplete soul, until the very end.
I’m still here, drinking to...
I’m in a drug induced coma at ease.
Holding myself down, when nobody else will.
Destiny’s gone, will it ever get better?
Toxic chemicals flowing deep in my brain.
Outside these mental bars, hell awaits.
Eyes carved out from two decades of misery.
Years of prolonged substance abuse.
Seven day binge, I feel sick.
Won’t you take part in this enriched misery?
If so, who will be the last man standing?
I’m a incomplete soul, until the very end.
I’m still here, drinking to...
#dark
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DRUGS POEM
Published
29th Aug 2017 10:17pm
29th Aug 2017 10:17pm
These Chains
I just want to be free,
From these chains.
Some may see myself,
Stuck behind dark clouds.
Shady days!
Beyond these chains,
Demons lurk.
"I just want to get high!!"
Today, tomorrow, forever!
These chains!
I want freedom!
With countless milograms and kilos.
By now,
You ought to comprehend.
The freedom I have in mind.
"The devils breath"
These chains.
An unforgettable court case.
Plead for insanity,
On first degree murder.
Her name was sobriety.
I'm back on the juice more than ever.
How...
From these chains.
Some may see myself,
Stuck behind dark clouds.
Shady days!
Beyond these chains,
Demons lurk.
"I just want to get high!!"
Today, tomorrow, forever!
These chains!
I want freedom!
With countless milograms and kilos.
By now,
You ought to comprehend.
The freedom I have in mind.
"The devils breath"
These chains.
An unforgettable court case.
Plead for insanity,
On first degree murder.
Her name was sobriety.
I'm back on the juice more than ever.
How...
#PopCulture
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Aug 2017 10:24am
29th Aug 2017 10:24am
Lost love
Please, let's get high.
You and I.
I know I'm a dreamer!
Your voice,
Soothing as your warmth.
You question my intentions,
Then question yours.
Love is something I can never claim.
She's here today.
"I'm here for you"
I've heard it all!
Don't you ever doubt me.
So I claimed.
Is this all confusing?
Guess this poet caught up,
With lost love.
You and I.
I know I'm a dreamer!
Your voice,
Soothing as your warmth.
You question my intentions,
Then question yours.
Love is something I can never claim.
She's here today.
"I'm here for you"
I've heard it all!
Don't you ever doubt me.
So I claimed.
Is this all confusing?
Guess this poet caught up,
With lost love.
#PopCulture
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LOVE POEM
Published
26th Jul 2017 6:27am
26th Jul 2017 6:27am
Dead love
She broke my heart,
When she left.
Not before I broke hers.
In her eyes,
My intentions are questionable.
It was all assured.
To what occurred, was never intended.
Between us, we were one!
Like a rose filled with morning mist.
Reflect upon myself to thorns, causing pain.
It’s all a flashback from a delusional past.
When she left.
Not before I broke hers.
In her eyes,
My intentions are questionable.
It was all assured.
To what occurred, was never intended.
Between us, we were one!
Like a rose filled with morning mist.
Reflect upon myself to thorns, causing pain.
It’s all a flashback from a delusional past.
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Mar 2017 3:56am
9th Mar 2017 3:56am
(24) Just Another Day 12.16.23 @ 2:19am
I’m smoking away these regrets.
With one, two, maybe six cigarettes.
Having been shot down by reality.
The results came back, fatality.
Isolating myself.
Looking at these capsules off the shelf.
The voices in my head are starting up.
Time to refill my damn cup.
To be me comes at a price, it’s not free.
Wishing I could just flee.
I’m stuck on this earth;
I have no value, I have no worth.
I have a million questions.
Does anybody have any suggestions?
If so, tell me what I should know.
Otherwise, I’ll go...
With one, two, maybe six cigarettes.
Having been shot down by reality.
The results came back, fatality.
Isolating myself.
Looking at these capsules off the shelf.
The voices in my head are starting up.
Time to refill my damn cup.
To be me comes at a price, it’s not free.
Wishing I could just flee.
I’m stuck on this earth;
I have no value, I have no worth.
I have a million questions.
Does anybody have any suggestions?
If so, tell me what I should know.
Otherwise, I’ll go...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
17th Feb 2017 7:03am
17th Feb 2017 7:03am
"A Stuffy Day"
A schizophrenic touch,
In its crystallized powdered form.
My life spoke for itself.
I was gone,
I was lost.
I had hope that became a loss.
Wishing for a better way to live,
Yet here I am, sniffing this shit.
G funk, real funk,
‘Cause I don’t live in the world that I was given.
I’m the type of fool that’ll forget your existence.
Don’t blame me for my actions, I was unconscious.
I’ll crush it up, then snort it up.
I’ll roll one up right after I sneeze.
Write a song, write it off, burn it out.
Is death concerning? ...
In its crystallized powdered form.
My life spoke for itself.
I was gone,
I was lost.
I had hope that became a loss.
Wishing for a better way to live,
Yet here I am, sniffing this shit.
G funk, real funk,
‘Cause I don’t live in the world that I was given.
I’m the type of fool that’ll forget your existence.
Don’t blame me for my actions, I was unconscious.
I’ll crush it up, then snort it up.
I’ll roll one up right after I sneeze.
Write a song, write it off, burn it out.
Is death concerning? ...
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