Submissions by Darkness20200 (DepressingBeauty2020)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hello, I am not very good at poetry yet but I don't write poetry for the world, I do it for me and to make myself feel better.
SELF POEM
Published
30th Jul 2020 7:30am
30th Jul 2020 7:30am
Glue
Don’t Leave Me on my own.
I am a pet for the darkness that owns my soul
All you know that I’m hurting
All I can do is pretend I don’t notice
Pretend all you are blind
Pretend none of you wanna see
I put up a front
I wear that mask
I play the lead role in a movie that is my past
I hide my feeling like a celebrity
Amongst the paparazzi’s camera lights
I pretend I enjoy fighting this fight
When you walk out that door is when I run for the glue
Grab a paper bag
It’s time to inhale those fumes
I be...
I am a pet for the darkness that owns my soul
All you know that I’m hurting
All I can do is pretend I don’t notice
Pretend all you are blind
Pretend none of you wanna see
I put up a front
I wear that mask
I play the lead role in a movie that is my past
I hide my feeling like a celebrity
Amongst the paparazzi’s camera lights
I pretend I enjoy fighting this fight
When you walk out that door is when I run for the glue
Grab a paper bag
It’s time to inhale those fumes
I be...
#dark
#LifeStruggles
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Jun 2020 9:40am
30th Jun 2020 9:40am
Despair at it's finest
I sit here in my room listening to the angered screams of unloving parents. Yet again alone. I call this hell hole my home but, can it truly be called that? Please I beg of you take me back, back to an easier time back to when you were still in my timeline. Back when you gave a shit. Back before you decided that leaving was an easy fix.
That leaving would solve all of our problems. If only you could have seen me fall. Every night was a battle I fought with myself. I cried for hours recalling your kindness, your smile, your laugh. My big brother was gone and my will to live...
That leaving would solve all of our problems. If only you could have seen me fall. Every night was a battle I fought with myself. I cried for hours recalling your kindness, your smile, your laugh. My big brother was gone and my will to live...
#sadness
#depression
#rejection #suffering
#rejection #suffering
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
30th Jun 2020 9:31am
30th Jun 2020 9:31am
Confessions of the human anatomy
I know it's stupid so there's no need to say it is
This is an urge I have been struggling with
This is called baby fever
Many teens go through it
It's a common feeling.
This feeling has kept me yerning
I want a baby even though it may be irrational
I yearn for this experience that people deem magical
I am aware not all feel this way
These emotions these feelings just won't go away.
To feel the small movements of a baby within
To feel your baby grow and maybe I won't be so alone
No one in my family will pick up the...
This is an urge I have been struggling with
This is called baby fever
Many teens go through it
It's a common feeling.
This feeling has kept me yerning
I want a baby even though it may be irrational
I yearn for this experience that people deem magical
I am aware not all feel this way
These emotions these feelings just won't go away.
To feel the small movements of a baby within
To feel your baby grow and maybe I won't be so alone
No one in my family will pick up the...
#depression
#LifeStruggles
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
23rd Jun 2020 10:42am
23rd Jun 2020 10:42am
My parents
My parents are different but, that's okay
My wonderful parents are happily gay
They encourage me to do my best
To have them, I am truly blessed
At first, having gay parents was weird I confess
Having a man I call mama I'd never of guessed
Him I could never detest
He wears his hair up out of sight
Mama's hair is like strawberries on a summers day
My mama can wash all my problems away
He adores cute things like his pretty diamond ring
His voice is as fresh as the flowers in spring
I love to hear mama sing
On...
My wonderful parents are happily gay
They encourage me to do my best
To have them, I am truly blessed
At first, having gay parents was weird I confess
Having a man I call mama I'd never of guessed
Him I could never detest
He wears his hair up out of sight
Mama's hair is like strawberries on a summers day
My mama can wash all my problems away
He adores cute things like his pretty diamond ring
His voice is as fresh as the flowers in spring
I love to hear mama sing
On...
#mother
#father
#gay #family
#gay #family
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ANGER POEM
Published
22nd Jun 2020 11:37am
22nd Jun 2020 11:37am
Waiting
Why? Why is it that when you said you'd never leave
All I could do was believe
Believe and hope you'd keep your word
Now my life seems so blurred
You up and left
I wish you could feel the pain in my chest
I gave it my best, I confess
Most times thinking of you has led to distress
I feel useless, misused, emotionally abused
You left my heart bruised
YOU LEFT ME
How could you do that to me?
You promised then abandoned me!
You were all I had
You were what kept me breathing
I often wish to be dead...
All I could do was believe
Believe and hope you'd keep your word
Now my life seems so blurred
You up and left
I wish you could feel the pain in my chest
I gave it my best, I confess
Most times thinking of you has led to distress
I feel useless, misused, emotionally abused
You left my heart bruised
YOU LEFT ME
How could you do that to me?
You promised then abandoned me!
You were all I had
You were what kept me breathing
I often wish to be dead...
#anger
#lies
#betrayal
#SelfHarm
#hurt
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd Jun 2020 10:36am
22nd Jun 2020 10:36am
Canvas for depression
Sadness covers my heart like a blanket
Drowns me in a pool of blood
and I hate it
This sadness is why I am alone
I can't even feel safe in my own home
This sadness leads to depression
With depression, it has no discretion
It shows up with no remorse
For me, depression is an unbeatable force
I can never finish this course
I can't beat this unbeatable force
My heart aches to be free
Does nobody hear my desperate plea
All I wish is to be free
I can't seem to flea this prison
Why don't you Listen ...
Drowns me in a pool of blood
and I hate it
This sadness is why I am alone
I can't even feel safe in my own home
This sadness leads to depression
With depression, it has no discretion
It shows up with no remorse
For me, depression is an unbeatable force
I can never finish this course
I can't beat this unbeatable force
My heart aches to be free
Does nobody hear my desperate plea
All I wish is to be free
I can't seem to flea this prison
Why don't you Listen ...
#depression
#conflict
#LifeStruggles
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Jun 2020 4:02am
20th Jun 2020 4:02am
Impossible love
I may be young and so naive but I am no fool
You look at me with such love but sadly
Our love was short-lived. We kept it a secret
Oh, how I yearned for it,
That gentle touch those soft lips on mine.
Your gentle yet dominant eyes burn into my soul.
Please touch me, hold me close.
Don't let me go, please oh don't let me go
To think a personality could fall for me
Could... like me
I wish you had the right to love me
Your master held you deep within his mind
Then as if you were a toy cast you aside
My...
You look at me with such love but sadly
Our love was short-lived. We kept it a secret
Oh, how I yearned for it,
That gentle touch those soft lips on mine.
Your gentle yet dominant eyes burn into my soul.
Please touch me, hold me close.
Don't let me go, please oh don't let me go
To think a personality could fall for me
Could... like me
I wish you had the right to love me
Your master held you deep within his mind
Then as if you were a toy cast you aside
My...
#sadness
#love
#healing
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Jun 2020 3:16am
20th Jun 2020 3:16am
A poem for my love
I guess I never realized how mean I truly am
I treated my man as if he were a clown
I never realized the pain he harbored
His heart was breaking, his soul dying
yet his eyes, I never caught crying
His Smile was waiting for me
it was something I never seemed to see
The pain of my past scars made me blind
I dragged him through all this shit
Yet he refused to quit
He never will give up on me
It took me too long to see
how much he truly means to me
He is not to blame for my past
I hope forever we shall last ...
I treated my man as if he were a clown
I never realized the pain he harbored
His heart was breaking, his soul dying
yet his eyes, I never caught crying
His Smile was waiting for me
it was something I never seemed to see
The pain of my past scars made me blind
I dragged him through all this shit
Yet he refused to quit
He never will give up on me
It took me too long to see
how much he truly means to me
He is not to blame for my past
I hope forever we shall last ...
#sadness
#boyfriend
#FallingInLove #obsession
#FallingInLove #obsession
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Jun 2020 2:47pm
19th Jun 2020 2:47pm
Hollowed past
We were two friends living fucked up lives in realities that were not kind
A friendship once stronger than steel. Was our friendship not real?
You called me Little sister and held me close but your words were
lies spun into webs of deceit. Did you have to hurt me? Break my heart?
You brought light into my dark world only to steal it away.
you were my light my day
I waited for my light to return, to bring the day back to my cold dark world
I waited for you but you never came back
I guess i must have...
A friendship once stronger than steel. Was our friendship not real?
You called me Little sister and held me close but your words were
lies spun into webs of deceit. Did you have to hurt me? Break my heart?
You brought light into my dark world only to steal it away.
you were my light my day
I waited for my light to return, to bring the day back to my cold dark world
I waited for you but you never came back
I guess i must have...
#sadness
#loneliness
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Jun 2020 10:54am
19th Jun 2020 10:54am
Reflection
Mistake, am I a mistake?
Is that why your eyes glare… so coldly at me?
Sinner, you say I’m a sinner cuz no one
will look past what they see
Deep down I’m broken and I’m scared
All the pain you caused me... is still there
I hope you’re happy now...
That all I can do is frown
I see how you look at me
Will, somebody kill me?
You said get away from me
Like I’m not family
Are you that ashamed of me?
Now I see there is no love for a girl like me
Your eyes, colder than ice
Your soul dark as...
Is that why your eyes glare… so coldly at me?
Sinner, you say I’m a sinner cuz no one
will look past what they see
Deep down I’m broken and I’m scared
All the pain you caused me... is still there
I hope you’re happy now...
That all I can do is frown
I see how you look at me
Will, somebody kill me?
You said get away from me
Like I’m not family
Are you that ashamed of me?
Now I see there is no love for a girl like me
Your eyes, colder than ice
Your soul dark as...
#sadness
#depression
#oppression #SelfReflection
#oppression #SelfReflection
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