Reflection

Mistake, am I a mistake?
Is that why your eyes glare… so coldly at me?
Sinner, you say I’m a sinner cuz no one
will look past what they see

Deep down I’m broken and I’m scared
All the pain you caused me... is still there
I hope you’re happy now...
That all I can do is frown

I see how you look at me
Will, somebody kill me?

You said get away from me
Like I’m not family
Are you that ashamed of me?
Now I see there is no love for a girl like me

Your eyes, colder than ice
Your soul dark as night
The words flying out of your mouth
Are the sharpest of knives

I did not choose to be born
You act as though I am a thorn in the soul of your shoes
I have many dreams that cannot take form
My anxiety is a storm your convinced is fake  
My depression is 2 drops sadness 1 drop anxiety and a gallon of dark thoughts

Everyone morning is a battle I fight to wake up from
I am a bird in a cage, a tiger behind bars
My dreams fade away for I am kept from the stars
I cannot fly, my wings cut off

The angel you’ve described has long since died