Submissions by Crazybastrd5150 (Jason Snatcher)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Im crazybastrd i got 5150'd (also called an Act 10) in 2010 if u dont know what 5150'd means then google the shit
SELF POEM
Published
29th Aug 2013 1:31am
29th Aug 2013 1:31am
DEEP INTO MY BRAIN
Deep in the night
And far into my brain
Pass the parts
Clouded with drugs and shame
Pass the parts littered
With memories and pain
Back when things were normal
And before the insanity came
The years they come
And the years they pass
All yall
Can still kiss my ass
Out with the old
And in with the new
Its way to late
To change shoes
I can't take it back
It'll never be the way it used to be
I wish everyone would
Back up off me
And let me breath
Give me a lil space thats free!
And far into my brain
Pass the parts
Clouded with drugs and shame
Pass the parts littered
With memories and pain
Back when things were normal
And before the insanity came
The years they come
And the years they pass
All yall
Can still kiss my ass
Out with the old
And in with the new
Its way to late
To change shoes
I can't take it back
It'll never be the way it used to be
I wish everyone would
Back up off me
And let me breath
Give me a lil space thats free!
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Aug 2013 1:26am
29th Aug 2013 1:26am
DAY DREAMS & NIGHTMARES
Daydreams and nightmares
Heartache's and pain
Straight jackets and thorazine
For the criminally insane
Where am going with this
You'll never know
It'll take 10 life times
To dig up out this hole
Unless I hit the lottery
Or a big-ass lick
Either way somebody's
Gonna get stuck for they shit,
I ain't playin
Yall think I'm just trippin
Till ya'll fuck around
And I catch that ass slippin
I'm just playin
And this is a joke
Till u realize its not a dick
That you got down your throat
Go on and choke
U know you...
Heartache's and pain
Straight jackets and thorazine
For the criminally insane
Where am going with this
You'll never know
It'll take 10 life times
To dig up out this hole
Unless I hit the lottery
Or a big-ass lick
Either way somebody's
Gonna get stuck for they shit,
I ain't playin
Yall think I'm just trippin
Till ya'll fuck around
And I catch that ass slippin
I'm just playin
And this is a joke
Till u realize its not a dick
That you got down your throat
Go on and choke
U know you...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Aug 2013 12:05pm
28th Aug 2013 12:05pm
DAY DREAMIN'
I've been on the top
And I've been on the bottom,
I've had a good heart
And i've had one thats rotten,
I've done a lot of good
And did a lot of bad,
I've turned happy things
Into things that were sad,
Take it how u want
And get it how u live,
Its amazing im still alive
After some of the shit i done did,
Wisdom is a virtue
And only comes with age,
If we were born with it
There wouldn't be a need for change,
Everyone would be good
And life would be grand,
There wouldn't be too many people
That i can't stand,
And I've been on the bottom,
I've had a good heart
And i've had one thats rotten,
I've done a lot of good
And did a lot of bad,
I've turned happy things
Into things that were sad,
Take it how u want
And get it how u live,
Its amazing im still alive
After some of the shit i done did,
Wisdom is a virtue
And only comes with age,
If we were born with it
There wouldn't be a need for change,
Everyone would be good
And life would be grand,
There wouldn't be too many people
That i can't stand,
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DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Aug 2013 12:02pm
28th Aug 2013 12:02pm
DAILY CONFESSIONS
Tired of runnin
Tired of gunnin,
Tired of worrying about
Not having somethin,
Tired of this
Tired of that,
Tired of being tired
Of the same ole crap,
Its all bull fuckin shit
With a capital B,
Tired thinking the bullshit
Is something I need,
Cause it ain't
And I don't,
I really want to
But I wont,
Cause I can't
I mean I could,
But its not something
I know I should,
So there u are
And there u have it,
The daily confessions
Of a Drug fuckin Addict!
Tired of gunnin,
Tired of worrying about
Not having somethin,
Tired of this
Tired of that,
Tired of being tired
Of the same ole crap,
Its all bull fuckin shit
With a capital B,
Tired thinking the bullshit
Is something I need,
Cause it ain't
And I don't,
I really want to
But I wont,
Cause I can't
I mean I could,
But its not something
I know I should,
So there u are
And there u have it,
The daily confessions
Of a Drug fuckin Addict!
836 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Aug 2013 00:13am
28th Aug 2013 00:13am
CURSED
Driven by Demon's
Cursed at birth,
Saved by Grace
Angel's on Earth,
My body has suffered
My soul is cursed,
The addiction is real
And, so is a Hurst,
Time is ticking
The minutes I've missed,
Only God can spare me
From a "Fiery-Abyss",
The Devil is real
This I know,
He stole my thought's
And, captured my soul,
What can I do
What do I mean,
Where do I go from here
Hopefully to get clean,
Who will have faith in me
From what they've all seen,
Thought's of, he'll never make it
Making me...
Cursed at birth,
Saved by Grace
Angel's on Earth,
My body has suffered
My soul is cursed,
The addiction is real
And, so is a Hurst,
Time is ticking
The minutes I've missed,
Only God can spare me
From a "Fiery-Abyss",
The Devil is real
This I know,
He stole my thought's
And, captured my soul,
What can I do
What do I mean,
Where do I go from here
Hopefully to get clean,
Who will have faith in me
From what they've all seen,
Thought's of, he'll never make it
Making me...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Aug 2013 00:09am
28th Aug 2013 00:09am
BUCKWILD CHILD
Spare the rod
Spoil the child,
Lord help us
He's gonna be buckwild,
At Least i got the foresite
I can already see,
That this son of mine
Didn't fall far from the tree,
You pay for your raisin
I guess it's true,
My poor ole mama aint got shit
On what we're gonna go thru,
Oh lord
Help us all,
Bless this child
With the power say nah,
No thanks
I don't want none,
Let his feet get to movin
So he can run,
From the pressures of his youth
And his trials as a man,
Help him become
All that he can.
Spoil the child,
Lord help us
He's gonna be buckwild,
At Least i got the foresite
I can already see,
That this son of mine
Didn't fall far from the tree,
You pay for your raisin
I guess it's true,
My poor ole mama aint got shit
On what we're gonna go thru,
Oh lord
Help us all,
Bless this child
With the power say nah,
No thanks
I don't want none,
Let his feet get to movin
So he can run,
From the pressures of his youth
And his trials as a man,
Help him become
All that he can.
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EROTIC POEM
Published
27th Aug 2013 1:24am
27th Aug 2013 1:24am
DAMNIT MAMA
What the fuck
There's somethin missin
Feeling I'm catchin
Got me wishin
I'd a listened
And I wouldn't be in this
condition
Instead I'd be in the kitchen
Engaged in some romantic
kissin and lickin
Fingure fuckin
Suckin and blowin
Toes curlin
Moanin till ur minds gone
It's the erotic intoxication
I'm speakin
Is why this was written
Let me get ur body twitchin
Slow down focus
On what I'm drillin
And killin
The everyday stress
That you're feelin
This is poem dealin
At its finest
I...
There's somethin missin
Feeling I'm catchin
Got me wishin
I'd a listened
And I wouldn't be in this
condition
Instead I'd be in the kitchen
Engaged in some romantic
kissin and lickin
Fingure fuckin
Suckin and blowin
Toes curlin
Moanin till ur minds gone
It's the erotic intoxication
I'm speakin
Is why this was written
Let me get ur body twitchin
Slow down focus
On what I'm drillin
And killin
The everyday stress
That you're feelin
This is poem dealin
At its finest
I...
776 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Aug 2013 12:10pm
26th Aug 2013 12:10pm
D-DAY (written about the catastrophe leading up to me being involuntarily committed)
Any minie miny moe
Pop off with some shit
Just for show
Thought I couldn't
Yes I can
If u need some ate up
Well then I'm your man
It all started
With a bitch that got mad
Over some shit she couldn't see
And didn't know i had
She ran me ragged
Both day in
And day out
By the assumptions
That came from her mouth
It eats a hole
Right thru my soul
Were once was a lil love
Now is a big black hole
That gets deeper and deeper
With each passing day
Mad cause she can't deal with
That bastard she made
She...
Pop off with some shit
Just for show
Thought I couldn't
Yes I can
If u need some ate up
Well then I'm your man
It all started
With a bitch that got mad
Over some shit she couldn't see
And didn't know i had
She ran me ragged
Both day in
And day out
By the assumptions
That came from her mouth
It eats a hole
Right thru my soul
Were once was a lil love
Now is a big black hole
That gets deeper and deeper
With each passing day
Mad cause she can't deal with
That bastard she made
She...
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Aug 2013 12:05pm
26th Aug 2013 12:05pm
CLEANSE THIS HOUSE
God grant me
The ability to have peace
In this house
From the decease
Banish them all
For the rest of their days
So i don't have to suffer
From their evil ways
I know I can't see em
But I know they're there
Cause i can feel their presence
In the still frigid air
They seem to match me
Step for step
Though I can't seem them
I feel their breath on my neck
In the midst of the dark
As i drift off to dream
I'm startled stiff from the sound
Of demons when they scream
I sit straight up
And am frozen in place...
The ability to have peace
In this house
From the decease
Banish them all
For the rest of their days
So i don't have to suffer
From their evil ways
I know I can't see em
But I know they're there
Cause i can feel their presence
In the still frigid air
They seem to match me
Step for step
Though I can't seem them
I feel their breath on my neck
In the midst of the dark
As i drift off to dream
I'm startled stiff from the sound
Of demons when they scream
I sit straight up
And am frozen in place...
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Aug 2013 10:42pm
25th Aug 2013 10:42pm
FACELESS VISION
Stepping out of the darkness
From a somewhat forgotten place
Steps what looks like a man
With everything but a face
He steps out of a doorway
Of an old rickety shack
In torn up blood stained overalls
And a cowboy hat
He came off the porch
In full stride
I heard him whisper something in tongues
And spit smoke when he walk by
Then i woke up but i have dreams that can span out over the course of several nights even up to a week a couple of times so to be cont.
Continued...
A breeze of unpleasantness
Came soon...
From a somewhat forgotten place
Steps what looks like a man
With everything but a face
He steps out of a doorway
Of an old rickety shack
In torn up blood stained overalls
And a cowboy hat
He came off the porch
In full stride
I heard him whisper something in tongues
And spit smoke when he walk by
Then i woke up but i have dreams that can span out over the course of several nights even up to a week a couple of times so to be cont.
Continued...
A breeze of unpleasantness
Came soon...
712 reads
4 Comments
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