Submissions by CookieMunster95
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My poetry is my salvation. It is the only way I can manage to survive in a world so filled with cruelty and hate.
SELF POEM
Published
14th May 2013 9:00am
14th May 2013 9:00am
My Reflections
I glance at the glass
I gaze at my image
I refer my reflection
The three creatures
That are trapped
Within the confines
Of the mirror
The future
The present
The past
And I recognize none
I have a clear view
Of my failures to come
Of my worsening depression
I see the small room
With a girl on a noose
Dangling, swinging slowly
Asking "god" why
I face the person
I am
With cuts on her arms
I see the awkward figure
That is suppose to be
My "pretty" famine...
I gaze at my image
I refer my reflection
The three creatures
That are trapped
Within the confines
Of the mirror
The future
The present
The past
And I recognize none
I have a clear view
Of my failures to come
Of my worsening depression
I see the small room
With a girl on a noose
Dangling, swinging slowly
Asking "god" why
I face the person
I am
With cuts on her arms
I see the awkward figure
That is suppose to be
My "pretty" famine...
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DARK POEM
Published
14th May 2013 00:05am
14th May 2013 00:05am
The Devil Inside Me
When I am
Viewed as the devil
I begin to believe
That I am the devil
I will start acting like the devil
I will give them probable cause
To suspect me
To hate me
To fear me
I might be the devil
But I did not create myself
I cast internal damnation
Upon those who first
Casted it on me
At which point
The taste of revenge
Was a little too sweet
A little too addicting
I wanted others
To feel my pain
I want to shame them
As I was shamed
I want them to
Feel bad for being ...
Viewed as the devil
I begin to believe
That I am the devil
I will start acting like the devil
I will give them probable cause
To suspect me
To hate me
To fear me
I might be the devil
But I did not create myself
I cast internal damnation
Upon those who first
Casted it on me
At which point
The taste of revenge
Was a little too sweet
A little too addicting
I wanted others
To feel my pain
I want to shame them
As I was shamed
I want them to
Feel bad for being ...
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4 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
14th May 2013 00:01am
14th May 2013 00:01am
A Separated World
There is no safety
In a world with
Infinite possibilities
There is no insurance
With this world
Constantly changing
Differences always surfacing
For better or worse
We don't have much
Of a choice
As individuals
Weak are our voices
Together we can
Call attention to
The oblivious society
That we are living in
Join as one world
Changing as one world
Not this constant
Fight for superiority
Are we not all human?
Or maybe that's the issue
We are human
Violent ambition human beings
Our fatal flaw...
In a world with
Infinite possibilities
There is no insurance
With this world
Constantly changing
Differences always surfacing
For better or worse
We don't have much
Of a choice
As individuals
Weak are our voices
Together we can
Call attention to
The oblivious society
That we are living in
Join as one world
Changing as one world
Not this constant
Fight for superiority
Are we not all human?
Or maybe that's the issue
We are human
Violent ambition human beings
Our fatal flaw...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th May 2013 3:38pm
12th May 2013 3:38pm
Friends With Benefits
I want a friend
One who is nice
One who is attractive
No strings attached
Just us two going at "it"
No dates
No presents
No flowers
No anniversary
Just a bed and us
Not stranger
But someone who
Won't get attached
Just fuck buddies
Every now and again
But we can still joke around
We can still just be friends
It wouldn't be awkward
It would be love
It would be just us
Nothing but friends
Who like to fuck
One who is nice
One who is attractive
No strings attached
Just us two going at "it"
No dates
No presents
No flowers
No anniversary
Just a bed and us
Not stranger
But someone who
Won't get attached
Just fuck buddies
Every now and again
But we can still joke around
We can still just be friends
It wouldn't be awkward
It would be love
It would be just us
Nothing but friends
Who like to fuck
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SELF POEM
Published
12th May 2013 3:31pm
12th May 2013 3:31pm
My Little Player
The day that I miss you
Is a poor day indeed
You think I don't know?
That you cheated on me
I saw the photos of you and her
I found a witness
That was also your mistress
You think I don't know?
That you gave up on us
That I wasn't good enough
For a player like you
Maybe you should know
If you had waited
A tad bit longer
You could have had your
Way with me
I would have done
Just about anything
Since I was so
Inexperienced
I wanted to learn
Through our passionate lust
If you had only waited
You...
Is a poor day indeed
You think I don't know?
That you cheated on me
I saw the photos of you and her
I found a witness
That was also your mistress
You think I don't know?
That you gave up on us
That I wasn't good enough
For a player like you
Maybe you should know
If you had waited
A tad bit longer
You could have had your
Way with me
I would have done
Just about anything
Since I was so
Inexperienced
I wanted to learn
Through our passionate lust
If you had only waited
You...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
10th May 2013 9:37pm
10th May 2013 9:37pm
The Moments That Never Happened
I never got a good-bye
It was an ending unexpected
A life was taken
When you went to heaven
My life was taken
Every future event that
We were suppose to share
Turned nonexistent
Our future memories
Disappeared in thin air
Just like you did
You abandoned me
You put me here
Then you left me
I am so alone
Do you understand
Being the girl with
No mother
Every moment of
My life will be incomplete
When I turn 18
When I graduate from high school
When I get my first job
When I get married
When I have...
It was an ending unexpected
A life was taken
When you went to heaven
My life was taken
Every future event that
We were suppose to share
Turned nonexistent
Our future memories
Disappeared in thin air
Just like you did
You abandoned me
You put me here
Then you left me
I am so alone
Do you understand
Being the girl with
No mother
Every moment of
My life will be incomplete
When I turn 18
When I graduate from high school
When I get my first job
When I get married
When I have...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th May 2013 9:34pm
10th May 2013 9:34pm
Power of Depression
Murmurs floated in the room
While I sat at my desk, silent
The room grew darker
From the corner in the far right
The others had not noticed
The black illuminating, as it
Slithered further into the
Confided area
No one noticed
No one saw the
Dark spotted snake
Move slyly closer to my seat
My hands started shaking
I tried to ignore its hiss
Its haunting whisper
"They don't even notice
The crystals from your eyes.
No one cares about you,
no one would miss you."
I gripped my ears
Trying to stop the...
While I sat at my desk, silent
The room grew darker
From the corner in the far right
The others had not noticed
The black illuminating, as it
Slithered further into the
Confided area
No one noticed
No one saw the
Dark spotted snake
Move slyly closer to my seat
My hands started shaking
I tried to ignore its hiss
Its haunting whisper
"They don't even notice
The crystals from your eyes.
No one cares about you,
no one would miss you."
I gripped my ears
Trying to stop the...
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3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th May 2013 5:25am
9th May 2013 5:25am
The Big Bad City
The story of the
Poetic porn star
Is a nice little tale
Of a girl with dreams
Who left her little town
With plans to succeed
She went to a strange city
In which she knew no one
She had just what she earned
From the summer before
Working at the corner convenient store
In a big city that swallows money
Faster than a whore swallows cum
She slept in her car to save it
A week later all her funds
Got blown on luxuries like tooth paste
Everyday things became seemingly more expensive
Survival was growing harder without any...
Poetic porn star
Is a nice little tale
Of a girl with dreams
Who left her little town
With plans to succeed
She went to a strange city
In which she knew no one
She had just what she earned
From the summer before
Working at the corner convenient store
In a big city that swallows money
Faster than a whore swallows cum
She slept in her car to save it
A week later all her funds
Got blown on luxuries like tooth paste
Everyday things became seemingly more expensive
Survival was growing harder without any...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th May 2013 5:24am
9th May 2013 5:24am
The Savor of Planets
My whimsical Doctor
With your bright red bow ties
And fez placed upon your head
Come and rescue me?
What if I said that I am having bad dreams
That there is a small crack in my wall
That I waited 30 years for you too save me
That there is a frozen women in my pond
That I have died twice but am still living
Oh dear savor of planets
Look at your psychic paper
Look at my cry for help
Save me from the monsters Doctor
In your small blue box
That is larger on the inside
With your sonic screw driver
With your two perfect...
With your bright red bow ties
And fez placed upon your head
Come and rescue me?
What if I said that I am having bad dreams
That there is a small crack in my wall
That I waited 30 years for you too save me
That there is a frozen women in my pond
That I have died twice but am still living
Oh dear savor of planets
Look at your psychic paper
Look at my cry for help
Save me from the monsters Doctor
In your small blue box
That is larger on the inside
With your sonic screw driver
With your two perfect...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th May 2013 10:53am
8th May 2013 10:53am
My School System
So fucking moronic
I can't do the simplest of task
I deserve my C's
My average intelligence
Not sharp but dull
Smart enough to get by
Which is probably why the teachers
Look the other way when I struggle
But too stupid to keep up with homework
Too tired and depressed
Too worried about the dark to focus on the light
My friends are starting to notice
That I am not as smart as I may appear
Will they leave me?
Once they realize that I am
Nothing more than damaged goods
Nothing but another person
The only thing special...
I can't do the simplest of task
I deserve my C's
My average intelligence
Not sharp but dull
Smart enough to get by
Which is probably why the teachers
Look the other way when I struggle
But too stupid to keep up with homework
Too tired and depressed
Too worried about the dark to focus on the light
My friends are starting to notice
That I am not as smart as I may appear
Will they leave me?
Once they realize that I am
Nothing more than damaged goods
Nothing but another person
The only thing special...
822 reads
3 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
8th May 2013 10:52am
8th May 2013 10:52am
An Ugly Society
In a society where the only beauty
Appreciated is completely false
How can you indicate true beauty
Beauty today is revolting
A thick mask of make-up
It is disease, disorder
It is expensive clothes
A number on a scale
Fake hair and painful hair removal
Beauty is screams of pain
And silent torture
It is fixing every little flaw
Conforming to the nonconformist
Beauty is disgusting
Trying to make each child fit an image
Adjusting them, reshaping them
Changing who they are
Behind closed doors no one is happy...
Appreciated is completely false
How can you indicate true beauty
Beauty today is revolting
A thick mask of make-up
It is disease, disorder
It is expensive clothes
A number on a scale
Fake hair and painful hair removal
Beauty is screams of pain
And silent torture
It is fixing every little flaw
Conforming to the nonconformist
Beauty is disgusting
Trying to make each child fit an image
Adjusting them, reshaping them
Changing who they are
Behind closed doors no one is happy...
1332 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
6th May 2013 9:27pm
6th May 2013 9:27pm
Are "We" Possible?
Pretty boy, listen
Behind this devilish grin
Lies a child scared of rejection
I want your approval; your acceptation
Because your kindness is familiar
It is all so very similar
To the kind of person I wish to be
But sadly I am just me
Am I something you desire?
Something you could admire?
To be what you want.
Someone you would flaunt.
Is it my age?
Is it to big of a range?
I might be younger in years
But mature are my tears
But reasonable are my fears
But Foolish are my peers
Only in comparison to I ...
Behind this devilish grin
Lies a child scared of rejection
I want your approval; your acceptation
Because your kindness is familiar
It is all so very similar
To the kind of person I wish to be
But sadly I am just me
Am I something you desire?
Something you could admire?
To be what you want.
Someone you would flaunt.
Is it my age?
Is it to big of a range?
I might be younger in years
But mature are my tears
But reasonable are my fears
But Foolish are my peers
Only in comparison to I ...
634 reads
0 Comments
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