Submissions by CookieMunster95
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My poetry is my salvation. It is the only way I can manage to survive in a world so filled with cruelty and hate.
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jul 2013 4:23am
19th Jul 2013 4:23am
Simply Sadie
This feeling is unfamiliar
Actually being worth something
Anything to someone
It is unfamiliar and wonderful
No one has cared for me
Not like she does; she isn't
My cure, or a princess
She isn't anything but
Herself and she loves me
For myself; she says she loves
Me and I can feel the sincerity
In her voice and her touch
She is simply Sadie
And she is the only thing
I care about anymore
The only person who
Matters so much to me
That feels unfamiliar and frightening
What if she leaves?
What if I am not enough?...
Actually being worth something
Anything to someone
It is unfamiliar and wonderful
No one has cared for me
Not like she does; she isn't
My cure, or a princess
She isn't anything but
Herself and she loves me
For myself; she says she loves
Me and I can feel the sincerity
In her voice and her touch
She is simply Sadie
And she is the only thing
I care about anymore
The only person who
Matters so much to me
That feels unfamiliar and frightening
What if she leaves?
What if I am not enough?...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jul 2013 4:18am
19th Jul 2013 4:18am
You Rat Bastard
Listen closely ghost
You are her past
I am her now
And we're going to last
You rat bastard
You had a blast
Convincing her that
She was a whore
A worthless tool
And nothing more
When we both know
That at her core
Is a wonderful person
Who is full of love and gore
Love wasted on
A parasite like you
An undeserving parasite
That was your cue
To suck on her pain,
depression, and anxiety too
The blood that dripped
From her wrist
Fell on your hands
Which created my fist
You little bitch ...
You are her past
I am her now
And we're going to last
You rat bastard
You had a blast
Convincing her that
She was a whore
A worthless tool
And nothing more
When we both know
That at her core
Is a wonderful person
Who is full of love and gore
Love wasted on
A parasite like you
An undeserving parasite
That was your cue
To suck on her pain,
depression, and anxiety too
The blood that dripped
From her wrist
Fell on your hands
Which created my fist
You little bitch ...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
9th Jul 2013 2:23am
9th Jul 2013 2:23am
Just a Number
Fat?
Fat!
FAT!
You are normal!
Just because
You aren't the skinniest
So, I don't care
Do you think I'm
Shallow?
I LOVE YOU
Do you not know
What that means?
That gaining 5
Won't change that
That I think you're
Beautiful with and without
Clothes; you weigh less
Than I do!
I suppose I should
Starve myself too?
That I should puke
Until I fit the criteria
You have set for yourself
I know you,
I know what you
Let me know
I know your fears
I know of the scars
I know of your ...
Fat!
FAT!
You are normal!
Just because
You aren't the skinniest
So, I don't care
Do you think I'm
Shallow?
I LOVE YOU
Do you not know
What that means?
That gaining 5
Won't change that
That I think you're
Beautiful with and without
Clothes; you weigh less
Than I do!
I suppose I should
Starve myself too?
That I should puke
Until I fit the criteria
You have set for yourself
I know you,
I know what you
Let me know
I know your fears
I know of the scars
I know of your ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Jul 2013 1:44am
6th Jul 2013 1:44am
Future Written in Stone
I miss you
And
That scares me
It scares me
Because
That makes me vulnerable
It makes me weak
It makes me soft
It makes me easy
To rip to shreds
Like paper
You can crumble me
Toss me in the trash
Leave me there
I know you think
That I am tough
That I am not damaged
That I am cute
That I am practical
When really I am worse than you
I am clingy
I am insecure
And every minute
Of every day
I am waiting for
Everyone to leave
Because everyone has
What makes you so ...
And
That scares me
It scares me
Because
That makes me vulnerable
It makes me weak
It makes me soft
It makes me easy
To rip to shreds
Like paper
You can crumble me
Toss me in the trash
Leave me there
I know you think
That I am tough
That I am not damaged
That I am cute
That I am practical
When really I am worse than you
I am clingy
I am insecure
And every minute
Of every day
I am waiting for
Everyone to leave
Because everyone has
What makes you so ...
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DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jun 2013 4:17am
22nd Jun 2013 4:17am
A Team Effort
Thick grey lines block my view
To the rest of the world around me
A sneak peek; a glimpse; a preview
Myself behind steel bars
Locked in a grey cage
Like the monster I am
Time to flip the page
When I change
Where I evolve into the beast
The one who looks so pleased
For now
But how long can it last
Without the tears of it's victims
The lullaby of bones breaking
The melody of begging and screaming
The bath of blood
I feel it
Inside me
Clawing to be free
Scraping
Cutting
Peeling
At my insides
Layer by...
To the rest of the world around me
A sneak peek; a glimpse; a preview
Myself behind steel bars
Locked in a grey cage
Like the monster I am
Time to flip the page
When I change
Where I evolve into the beast
The one who looks so pleased
For now
But how long can it last
Without the tears of it's victims
The lullaby of bones breaking
The melody of begging and screaming
The bath of blood
I feel it
Inside me
Clawing to be free
Scraping
Cutting
Peeling
At my insides
Layer by...
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Jun 2013 3:11am
14th Jun 2013 3:11am
Terrifying Hours
I made it through the day
With each hour harder than the last
24 hours of keeping demons at bay
Each tic of the clock joining the past
No one could have eased the pain
Only my blade that met my skin
The blood spinning down the shower drain
While it continues to leak from my carved grin
Yes, a line from ear to ear
Breaking through the flesh on my cheek
No screams; no fear
It didn't give me the salvation I seek
So I rested my disfigured face
Closed my eyes and slept
The white pillow held a red trace
The...
With each hour harder than the last
24 hours of keeping demons at bay
Each tic of the clock joining the past
No one could have eased the pain
Only my blade that met my skin
The blood spinning down the shower drain
While it continues to leak from my carved grin
Yes, a line from ear to ear
Breaking through the flesh on my cheek
No screams; no fear
It didn't give me the salvation I seek
So I rested my disfigured face
Closed my eyes and slept
The white pillow held a red trace
The...
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ANGER POEM
Published
11th Jun 2013 9:13pm
11th Jun 2013 9:13pm
No
I don't want friends
I don't need friends
I certainly
Don't
Need
You
I need my mom
And nothing you
Can say or do
Will bring her back
So
Don't
Bother
I want to be
Alone
I don't need friends
I certainly
Don't
Need
You
I need my mom
And nothing you
Can say or do
Will bring her back
So
Don't
Bother
I want to be
Alone
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Jun 2013 9:08pm
11th Jun 2013 9:08pm
Giving Up Before Ever Starting
I am suppose to be
Logical, intuitive
I should have known
I should have noticed
I shouldn't have been
Hypnotized by your curves
Persuaded by your moans
That my mouth had
Burned your fragile lips
I was tempted
By your looks
And the feeling
Of someones touch
The feeling of yours
Sometimes I'd pretend
That we were in something
That there was a
Relationship
Between the two of us
I would dream of us
Hand and hand
Smiling
Being
Happy
It was a lie
Because I am
The monster
I break...
Logical, intuitive
I should have known
I should have noticed
I shouldn't have been
Hypnotized by your curves
Persuaded by your moans
That my mouth had
Burned your fragile lips
I was tempted
By your looks
And the feeling
Of someones touch
The feeling of yours
Sometimes I'd pretend
That we were in something
That there was a
Relationship
Between the two of us
I would dream of us
Hand and hand
Smiling
Being
Happy
It was a lie
Because I am
The monster
I break...
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Jun 2013 9:42am
11th Jun 2013 9:42am
Demonic Whispers
My demon is not violent
It isn't some beast from hell
It doesn't want me six feet under
It doesn't care if I do well
No it's methods aren't stereotypical
It burns me with its eyes
It fuels my depression and anxiety
With truth instead of lies
It kills me with its whispers
Telling me what I already know
That I contain no beauty
That my heart beats slow
Just barely keeping me alive
Causing a pain all in its own
So I can do the work for her
Bleeding, cutting, slicing to the bone
She peers at...
It isn't some beast from hell
It doesn't want me six feet under
It doesn't care if I do well
No it's methods aren't stereotypical
It burns me with its eyes
It fuels my depression and anxiety
With truth instead of lies
It kills me with its whispers
Telling me what I already know
That I contain no beauty
That my heart beats slow
Just barely keeping me alive
Causing a pain all in its own
So I can do the work for her
Bleeding, cutting, slicing to the bone
She peers at...
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Jun 2013 9:31pm
10th Jun 2013 9:31pm
Purple Princess to Black Monster
How do I feel?
Broken, confused, wrong
I am not meant to be
I am not meant to exist
Let alone be with anyone
That must be why
These feeling feel wild
Untamed; like the forest
That we were in
We . . . were never a "we"
Purple princess
I loved you
Or thought I did
But she died just like
Her hair did; into an
Intense black
I know she never cared
That she loved being loved
It had nothing to do with me
I was a way to pass time
The girl I loved doesn't exist
Because the girl I loved
Wouldn't do that...
Broken, confused, wrong
I am not meant to be
I am not meant to exist
Let alone be with anyone
That must be why
These feeling feel wild
Untamed; like the forest
That we were in
We . . . were never a "we"
Purple princess
I loved you
Or thought I did
But she died just like
Her hair did; into an
Intense black
I know she never cared
That she loved being loved
It had nothing to do with me
I was a way to pass time
The girl I loved doesn't exist
Because the girl I loved
Wouldn't do that...
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Jun 2013 8:41pm
10th Jun 2013 8:41pm
Relapse?
The most recent
Burns on my thighs
Dripping with pain
The irritated flesh
Surrounding my self inflicted wounds
Appear to be a compliment to the
Beautiful disaster that are my legs
The nerves being forced to awake
My surrounding tissue has the
Illusion of being numb yet it is
Still sending waves of emotions
Alerting my brain to cry
Although that is what I wanted
The "13's" on my body pushing tears
Through my cuts and my eyes
The sting isn't enough
After all my marks with blades
The closest tool I could find
Was...
Burns on my thighs
Dripping with pain
The irritated flesh
Surrounding my self inflicted wounds
Appear to be a compliment to the
Beautiful disaster that are my legs
The nerves being forced to awake
My surrounding tissue has the
Illusion of being numb yet it is
Still sending waves of emotions
Alerting my brain to cry
Although that is what I wanted
The "13's" on my body pushing tears
Through my cuts and my eyes
The sting isn't enough
After all my marks with blades
The closest tool I could find
Was...
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