Submissions by Coinin (_eternal_beloved_)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My poetry is theraputic for me; I write of my thoughts, feelings, and experiences. Most of my poetry are in the categories Love, Anger, or Morbid. Those topics flow the most easily for me.(:
Failure
No matter what the hell I do,
I just can't impress you.
I try so hard to be my best,
But every day I fail that test.
I've worked so hard to do what's right
Every day and every night.
I just can't seem to get any better
My success is always under the weather.
Why can't I be something great?
Why must my heart be so full of hate?
I want to be the best for you
I want to be good through and through.
Why won't my hard work show?
As I person I wish to grow.
I want to be someone important
I want my good...
I just can't impress you.
I try so hard to be my best,
But every day I fail that test.
I've worked so hard to do what's right
Every day and every night.
I just can't seem to get any better
My success is always under the weather.
Why can't I be something great?
Why must my heart be so full of hate?
I want to be the best for you
I want to be good through and through.
Why won't my hard work show?
As I person I wish to grow.
I want to be someone important
I want my good...
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Forevermore
As you kiss me so softly,
And move on top of me,
My body goes limp,
And my mind goes crazy.
I yearn for you
To see this through,
Make me yours
And come unglued.
Let's go crazy,
And do it on the daily.
Give in to these urges,
Drive me insane.
Let our souls unite,
Our bodies hold tight,
Keep your mind on me,
Hold on with all your might.
I long to be yours
Forevermore.
We won't ever let go;
Of this, I'm sure.
And move on top of me,
My body goes limp,
And my mind goes crazy.
I yearn for you
To see this through,
Make me yours
And come unglued.
Let's go crazy,
And do it on the daily.
Give in to these urges,
Drive me insane.
Let our souls unite,
Our bodies hold tight,
Keep your mind on me,
Hold on with all your might.
I long to be yours
Forevermore.
We won't ever let go;
Of this, I'm sure.
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So Much Hate
One day you'll be taken out of this world,
And on that day,
I'll rejoice.
I wish you could see the hurt you have caused me.
See the pain and the hurt and the depression.
See the sadness in my eyes,
The scars on my heart,
The bleeding in my soul.
But you won't see that.
You won't open your eyes to reality.
You live in your own little world.
One day you'll wake up.
one day you'll see what you've done.
And you'll hate yourself as much as I hate you.
You'll beg for me to come back.
"Baby, please, I need...
And on that day,
I'll rejoice.
I wish you could see the hurt you have caused me.
See the pain and the hurt and the depression.
See the sadness in my eyes,
The scars on my heart,
The bleeding in my soul.
But you won't see that.
You won't open your eyes to reality.
You live in your own little world.
One day you'll wake up.
one day you'll see what you've done.
And you'll hate yourself as much as I hate you.
You'll beg for me to come back.
"Baby, please, I need...
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Better Than You
I won't be like you.
I won't stoop to your level;
I won't be your equal.
You're a worthless being,
And a waste of the air you breathe.
I'm ashamed to know you.
Ashamed to be part of your life.
You have no purpose,
No reason for being here.
You get off on hurting everyone around you,
And that, my dear, is fucking sick.
You've pushed me away,
And now you're pushing everyone around you away.
The only people on this earth that could ever love you,
You're pushing away.
Soon you'll be alone.
Soon you'll understand....
I won't stoop to your level;
I won't be your equal.
You're a worthless being,
And a waste of the air you breathe.
I'm ashamed to know you.
Ashamed to be part of your life.
You have no purpose,
No reason for being here.
You get off on hurting everyone around you,
And that, my dear, is fucking sick.
You've pushed me away,
And now you're pushing everyone around you away.
The only people on this earth that could ever love you,
You're pushing away.
Soon you'll be alone.
Soon you'll understand....
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I Won't Give Up
I could be anything you want me to be.
I want to be what you want and need.
I won't give up,
I won't let go.
I'll stay and try until it works.
I know we are meant to be
And I won't give up so easily.
We have issues to work through
And mistakes to undo,
But I won't go on without you.
You are my Life Force;
My Reason; My Meaning.
I won't leave you be,
Unless you're caught cheating.
But I know you won't fuck up,
Because you feel the same way.
You also want it to be us,
Day after day.
One day we will marry,
And be...
I want to be what you want and need.
I won't give up,
I won't let go.
I'll stay and try until it works.
I know we are meant to be
And I won't give up so easily.
We have issues to work through
And mistakes to undo,
But I won't go on without you.
You are my Life Force;
My Reason; My Meaning.
I won't leave you be,
Unless you're caught cheating.
But I know you won't fuck up,
Because you feel the same way.
You also want it to be us,
Day after day.
One day we will marry,
And be...
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Stuck
I don't want to be here or there;
I don't want to be anywhere.
I want to be nonexistent.
I wish I weren't so pessimistic.
So much hate inside my soul;
I'm growing weak, I'm growing cold.
I try and try to make things right;
Every day all I do is fight.
Fighting myself, and fighting you.
Waiting for the day I come unglued.
I want to leave, I want to go.
And as a person, I want to grow.
I don't want to be anywhere.
I want to be nonexistent.
I wish I weren't so pessimistic.
So much hate inside my soul;
I'm growing weak, I'm growing cold.
I try and try to make things right;
Every day all I do is fight.
Fighting myself, and fighting you.
Waiting for the day I come unglued.
I want to leave, I want to go.
And as a person, I want to grow.
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The Impossible
I want a boy who loves me in the night,
And will still hold me in the light.
I want a boy who will wrap his arms around me
And never let go.
I want a boy who whispers sweetly in my ear
And treats me right.
I want a boy who can put a smile on my face,
And bring a tear to my eye,
At the same time.
I want a boy who isn't afraid to admit his feelings for me.
I want a boy who can show me that love exits.
I want a boy who can make me feel like I'm his whole world,
With a single kiss.
I want a boy who can prove to me that I can find...
And will still hold me in the light.
I want a boy who will wrap his arms around me
And never let go.
I want a boy who whispers sweetly in my ear
And treats me right.
I want a boy who can put a smile on my face,
And bring a tear to my eye,
At the same time.
I want a boy who isn't afraid to admit his feelings for me.
I want a boy who can show me that love exits.
I want a boy who can make me feel like I'm his whole world,
With a single kiss.
I want a boy who can prove to me that I can find...
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For My Love
It frustrates me so that I am incapable of expressing my love for you..
I need you to know.
Need you to understand.
I need you to feel it.
The depth and the beauty of the intense love I have for you in my heart;
I want you to see it.
If it were physically visible,
I'd ask that on my deathbed,
You cut out my heart and look inside,
And feast your beautiful eyes upon the intense force
That had kept me alive.
See what is there because of you.
I wish you could see it, and feel it,
And just Know.
It's so beautiful, my dearest.
I want so...
I need you to know.
Need you to understand.
I need you to feel it.
The depth and the beauty of the intense love I have for you in my heart;
I want you to see it.
If it were physically visible,
I'd ask that on my deathbed,
You cut out my heart and look inside,
And feast your beautiful eyes upon the intense force
That had kept me alive.
See what is there because of you.
I wish you could see it, and feel it,
And just Know.
It's so beautiful, my dearest.
I want so...
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