Submissions by CoeurDuSilence
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
To Jump
Standing on a ledge,
My head filled
With voices and noise
Taking over
Spinning
Vicious
Confusing
An ocean far below
Crystal clear
Sweet depth
Scalding cool
Airless
Freedom
Blue
My clouds so close
I near can touch it
Just a leap
And my wings will bloom
But what will be
If my wings don’t grow
And the ocean is simply anillusion
Fight
Fight hard
Don’t give in
And the warrior falls
Even he needs a hero
But what if superman doesn’t exist
And I’m on my...
My head filled
With voices and noise
Taking over
Spinning
Vicious
Confusing
An ocean far below
Crystal clear
Sweet depth
Scalding cool
Airless
Freedom
Blue
My clouds so close
I near can touch it
Just a leap
And my wings will bloom
But what will be
If my wings don’t grow
And the ocean is simply anillusion
Fight
Fight hard
Don’t give in
And the warrior falls
Even he needs a hero
But what if superman doesn’t exist
And I’m on my...
784 reads
4 Comments
Sometimes I wish you could see me
Sometimes we make mistakes
And we are blamed for them
And we relive these mistakes everyday
Sometimes we are judged
And everyone thinks we’re obvious
And all we can do is laugh to stop from telling the truth
Sometimes we feel alone
And no one tells us different
And we hurt a little more each day
Sometimes we are stupid
And we destruct and leave proof
And hate ourselves for it
Sometimes we can’t see beauty
And we scar, and fight and starve for it
And no matter what we are never ok
Sometimes depth is simplicity...
And we are blamed for them
And we relive these mistakes everyday
Sometimes we are judged
And everyone thinks we’re obvious
And all we can do is laugh to stop from telling the truth
Sometimes we feel alone
And no one tells us different
And we hurt a little more each day
Sometimes we are stupid
And we destruct and leave proof
And hate ourselves for it
Sometimes we can’t see beauty
And we scar, and fight and starve for it
And no matter what we are never ok
Sometimes depth is simplicity...
959 reads
1 Comment
Cycle..
Just when I think it’s getting better
It goes to shit again
Empty
Worthless
Nothing
I see myself
In a cycle
Spinning round
And round
And round..
Over and over
Repeat
Hurt
Forget
Smile
Hurt
Forget
Again...
Worse, out of control
Still silence
Dancing fast
Hurtling past
At lightning speeds
Or maybe I am just slow
Mirror, mirror
Which one of us is the
Ignorant
Weak
Beautiful
Used
One?
The silence
Is hurting my ears
Pounding in my head...
It goes to shit again
Empty
Worthless
Nothing
I see myself
In a cycle
Spinning round
And round
And round..
Over and over
Repeat
Hurt
Forget
Smile
Hurt
Forget
Again...
Worse, out of control
Still silence
Dancing fast
Hurtling past
At lightning speeds
Or maybe I am just slow
Mirror, mirror
Which one of us is the
Ignorant
Weak
Beautiful
Used
One?
The silence
Is hurting my ears
Pounding in my head...
685 reads
1 Comment
Critic's Destruction
Nobody’s perfect
Perfection doesnt even exist
It's just a stupid term
Like beauty or normal
That humans
In there natural instints
To reject and block out what they fear
Have created
Critics consume this world
Bit by bit
With their persecution and lies
And as you’re reading this
You’remight bethinking
‘How true’
Well unless you fight
You have no right to an opinion
This world,
Lives
Are being destroyed
Because they seem invisible
Unless they succumb
To this fake reality
And out of weakness and...
Perfection doesnt even exist
It's just a stupid term
Like beauty or normal
That humans
In there natural instints
To reject and block out what they fear
Have created
Critics consume this world
Bit by bit
With their persecution and lies
And as you’re reading this
You’remight bethinking
‘How true’
Well unless you fight
You have no right to an opinion
This world,
Lives
Are being destroyed
Because they seem invisible
Unless they succumb
To this fake reality
And out of weakness and...
592 reads
1 Comment
Jet Plane
I want to fight
For what should be right
But what is right
When there is wrong
And they could be the same thing
I’m strong enough
To hold my light
Covered in darkness
But that is fine
The dawn
Is white
And the highway empty
A road to up
I stand still
Waiting for
Myjet plane
To fly me somewhere
Far far away
Touching ground
The wheels erode
And a crash land
Ends it all
Hello
New world
New eyes
Crumbled terrain
But I am
Standing again…
For what should be right
But what is right
When there is wrong
And they could be the same thing
I’m strong enough
To hold my light
Covered in darkness
But that is fine
The dawn
Is white
And the highway empty
A road to up
I stand still
Waiting for
Myjet plane
To fly me somewhere
Far far away
Touching ground
The wheels erode
And a crash land
Ends it all
Hello
New world
New eyes
Crumbled terrain
But I am
Standing again…
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A Girl
She's sitting alone
In the schoolyard
Frightened beneath her veil of black
Dark eyes
Long sleeves
Emo freak…
She walks home the long way
To avoid the chaos
The screaming
The violence
She hates it
All she wants is to be free
Alone in her room
The door’s locked
The lights are off
She wants to scream
She wants to sob
But there’s nobody listening
So she holds the blade
To her pure, soft wrists
And adds to the story
Twirling over her arms
She shuts her eyes
And waits to go numb
And...
In the schoolyard
Frightened beneath her veil of black
Dark eyes
Long sleeves
Emo freak…
She walks home the long way
To avoid the chaos
The screaming
The violence
She hates it
All she wants is to be free
Alone in her room
The door’s locked
The lights are off
She wants to scream
She wants to sob
But there’s nobody listening
So she holds the blade
To her pure, soft wrists
And adds to the story
Twirling over her arms
She shuts her eyes
And waits to go numb
And...
810 reads
3 Comments
Who’s to blame?
One day,
This day,
It’s lasting forever
And her pain wont stop
Her suffering will not end
And she is scared
And confused
And lonely
Why?
Where did she go?
This isnt fair
How does she search for herself
In a frightening realm
Of nothingness
Where nothing makes sense
And everything moves too fast
Shes too lost
To make a sound
But she screams in silence
And the screams tear
A river down her wrist
Where nobody can see
And nobody is trying
Because ‘normal’ reigns in this land
So life...
This day,
It’s lasting forever
And her pain wont stop
Her suffering will not end
And she is scared
And confused
And lonely
Why?
Where did she go?
This isnt fair
How does she search for herself
In a frightening realm
Of nothingness
Where nothing makes sense
And everything moves too fast
Shes too lost
To make a sound
But she screams in silence
And the screams tear
A river down her wrist
Where nobody can see
And nobody is trying
Because ‘normal’ reigns in this land
So life...
796 reads
1 Comment
Winters Girl
I am winters girl
The summer holds no joy for me
Whilst winters warmth
Gives me something to feel for
The summer only makes me cry
For with the summer comes reminders
Of what I cannot now
Nor will ever
Be able to do again
And the heat is torture
But I cannot shed my layers
For then the 'normal' poeple will swarm
With their so-called
Words of 'comfort'
And try to give me help
That I don't want
No the winter
Is much kinder
And as its icy fingers twirl around my wrists
I can relax
And flee from the miserable hell...
The summer holds no joy for me
Whilst winters warmth
Gives me something to feel for
The summer only makes me cry
For with the summer comes reminders
Of what I cannot now
Nor will ever
Be able to do again
And the heat is torture
But I cannot shed my layers
For then the 'normal' poeple will swarm
With their so-called
Words of 'comfort'
And try to give me help
That I don't want
No the winter
Is much kinder
And as its icy fingers twirl around my wrists
I can relax
And flee from the miserable hell...
757 reads
2 Comments
I don’t know
I am lost
I want to find me
But dont know where to begin
Besides
I cant remember who I’m searching for anyway
I am lonely
Why does no one hear me cry?
I want to scream
And ask the world to understand,
And hold my hand
I hurt
So many things...
It only hurts to breathe
I love the question;
Doesn’t it hurt to cut?
I’m sick of it all
Inside,
Where no one can see
I ache,
And i want to die
I am scarred
Both internally and out
And i am pathetic,
And confused,
And dissapearing...
...
I want to find me
But dont know where to begin
Besides
I cant remember who I’m searching for anyway
I am lonely
Why does no one hear me cry?
I want to scream
And ask the world to understand,
And hold my hand
I hurt
So many things...
It only hurts to breathe
I love the question;
Doesn’t it hurt to cut?
I’m sick of it all
Inside,
Where no one can see
I ache,
And i want to die
I am scarred
Both internally and out
And i am pathetic,
And confused,
And dissapearing...
...
880 reads
0 Comments
The fire
Here high, the bell tower burns
The flames wreathe and lick the land
And all surrounds stand still, in awe
They want to run, but cannot move
And as they gape at the fierce swirls
The fire creeps, inching closer
Havoc reaps the fertile soil
Murdering all in its way
Trapping with invisible control
Letting loose all hell
But I see the fire and run toward it
Catching it with open arms
It holds me and I hold it
Because fire is beautiful
The flames wreathe and lick the land
And all surrounds stand still, in awe
They want to run, but cannot move
And as they gape at the fierce swirls
The fire creeps, inching closer
Havoc reaps the fertile soil
Murdering all in its way
Trapping with invisible control
Letting loose all hell
But I see the fire and run toward it
Catching it with open arms
It holds me and I hold it
Because fire is beautiful
802 reads
2 Comments
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