Submissions by Chrismathisiam (Christopher the Kreator)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
31st Aug 2020 3:43am
31st Aug 2020 3:43am
Hold me
Hold me while im hear
and I will hold you down.
You ain't got nothing else to fear
as long as I'm around.
I'm covered in your blood sweat and tears,
baby i might drowned
We found a love that last for years.
And I'm still not sure how.
Hold me like a grudge
until I've had enough.
It teaches me how to be tough.
I never thought I could be loved.
Cuz I'm Just a dumb Fuck on drugs.
that some Fuck up and try to trust.
And with no luck they bite the dust.
They give up and say bye to us.
Time and energy, ...
and I will hold you down.
You ain't got nothing else to fear
as long as I'm around.
I'm covered in your blood sweat and tears,
baby i might drowned
We found a love that last for years.
And I'm still not sure how.
Hold me like a grudge
until I've had enough.
It teaches me how to be tough.
I never thought I could be loved.
Cuz I'm Just a dumb Fuck on drugs.
that some Fuck up and try to trust.
And with no luck they bite the dust.
They give up and say bye to us.
Time and energy, ...
#sadness
#anxiety
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#emptiness
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STORY POEM
Published
29th Jul 2020 7:48pm
29th Jul 2020 7:48pm
Still Sinning
Forgiveness is given,
Like good advice when you listen.
I straight up lied, wish I didn't.
Thought I was sly, got caught slipping.
I was so high on a mission,
But she's so right cuz I'm tripping.
I don't know why I don't listen.
Often I don't mind my business.
I lie like I'm not a witness.
I'm not the type to hit bitchs,
But someday I might get with it.
I hate to make bad decisions.
Ill catch a case just for living
Mistakes I make make me different
The fact I pray makes me christen.
But what to say? Will he listen? ...
Like good advice when you listen.
I straight up lied, wish I didn't.
Thought I was sly, got caught slipping.
I was so high on a mission,
But she's so right cuz I'm tripping.
I don't know why I don't listen.
Often I don't mind my business.
I lie like I'm not a witness.
I'm not the type to hit bitchs,
But someday I might get with it.
I hate to make bad decisions.
Ill catch a case just for living
Mistakes I make make me different
The fact I pray makes me christen.
But what to say? Will he listen? ...
#forgiveness
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Jul 2020 9:42pm
8th Jul 2020 9:42pm
I
There is something wrong with me, I think in everyway.
I Puff up on that bomb ass weed, From Humboldt to to LA.
im from Cali where buds legal, So all I do is blaze.
I never learned to trust no people, Cuz I know to many fakes
I usually keep all to myself, Because I'm way to insecure.
I use to have a lot of friends, now they all just think that I'm wierd.
I'm a lone ranger baby, all this anger makes me crazy.
Makes me ugly, makes u hate me,Hope u love me fore God takes.
I try to turn my life around , but only spin in circles. ...
I Puff up on that bomb ass weed, From Humboldt to to LA.
im from Cali where buds legal, So all I do is blaze.
I never learned to trust no people, Cuz I know to many fakes
I usually keep all to myself, Because I'm way to insecure.
I use to have a lot of friends, now they all just think that I'm wierd.
I'm a lone ranger baby, all this anger makes me crazy.
Makes me ugly, makes u hate me,Hope u love me fore God takes.
I try to turn my life around , but only spin in circles. ...
#LifeStruggles
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2020 3:12am
2nd Apr 2020 3:12am
Missing screws
I lose my mind like its missing screws,
When ever I am missing you.
I find my rhythm in my blues,
But I feel fine when I'm with you.
Irritations irrigating threw my veins.
I just wanna change.
I know you want the same.
I've been patient, waiting,
trying hard to change.
I'm far from where I came.
But I still carry all my pain.
I've been reminissing
Bout all of my bad decisions.
I could of changed but I didn't.
I'm still the same now your different.
I couldnt calm down and listen,
Or...
When ever I am missing you.
I find my rhythm in my blues,
But I feel fine when I'm with you.
Irritations irrigating threw my veins.
I just wanna change.
I know you want the same.
I've been patient, waiting,
trying hard to change.
I'm far from where I came.
But I still carry all my pain.
I've been reminissing
Bout all of my bad decisions.
I could of changed but I didn't.
I'm still the same now your different.
I couldnt calm down and listen,
Or...
#regret
#heartbroken
#lies
#IMissYou
#separation
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
24th Mar 2020 1:45am
24th Mar 2020 1:45am
The Good Lord Gave Me
When you work hard,
you get that cash.
When you play hard,
you spend it fast.
When you break some hearts,
they'll break yours back
Always love who you are,
because nobody else, does that.
When you feel your scars
burning that's your past.
Believe me, I know it's hard,
But You cant look back.
When you see at the stars,
Someday I will be staring back.
Like Lord there's my daughters,
I'm so proud to be there dad.
The good lord gave me
a chance to be a father.
Two sweet babies,
my...
you get that cash.
When you play hard,
you spend it fast.
When you break some hearts,
they'll break yours back
Always love who you are,
because nobody else, does that.
When you feel your scars
burning that's your past.
Believe me, I know it's hard,
But You cant look back.
When you see at the stars,
Someday I will be staring back.
Like Lord there's my daughters,
I'm so proud to be there dad.
The good lord gave me
a chance to be a father.
Two sweet babies,
my...
#father
#daughter
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Nov 2019 7:38pm
20th Nov 2019 7:38pm
Things Never Change
Lately I've been praying in case the Lord decides to take me .
Crazy how things never change, some people do, but you can't make me.
Baby, I am who I am today because that's just how these streets raised me.
Maybe, I dont Understand that when you hate me that's the fake me.
God gave me this rain cloud, To teach me a lesson.
I try to pour all my pain out. Im still so drenched in depression.
Im so afraid to tell the truth Cuz when I do you'll always question
My confessions. get the message? 123 I count my blessings.
I have been walking on...
Crazy how things never change, some people do, but you can't make me.
Baby, I am who I am today because that's just how these streets raised me.
Maybe, I dont Understand that when you hate me that's the fake me.
God gave me this rain cloud, To teach me a lesson.
I try to pour all my pain out. Im still so drenched in depression.
Im so afraid to tell the truth Cuz when I do you'll always question
My confessions. get the message? 123 I count my blessings.
I have been walking on...
#myself
#confusion
#SelfReflection
#FeelingLost
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Oct 2019 8:46pm
15th Oct 2019 8:46pm
What happens will happen
Love me while you can,
Cause I wont always be around.
Ive been a real bad man,
And when I die I'm going down.
I am a monster and I made myself
Stronger with this pain Ive held.
The longer that I stay in hell,
Ill surly conquer how to fail.
I am disaster of bastard.
My girl hates me you can ask her.
I am disease I am a cancer.
I'm a question with no answer.
I'm disappointment in disguise .
I use every trick when I lie.
But I won't look you in the eyes,
Because I hate to see u cry.
Just...
Cause I wont always be around.
Ive been a real bad man,
And when I die I'm going down.
I am a monster and I made myself
Stronger with this pain Ive held.
The longer that I stay in hell,
Ill surly conquer how to fail.
I am disaster of bastard.
My girl hates me you can ask her.
I am disease I am a cancer.
I'm a question with no answer.
I'm disappointment in disguise .
I use every trick when I lie.
But I won't look you in the eyes,
Because I hate to see u cry.
Just...
#rejection
#heartbroken
#shame
#disappointment
#emptiness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Oct 2019 7:14pm
12th Oct 2019 7:14pm
False advertisement
Without your mom, you really wernt one.
I get it, I understand.
But You still should of protected your son.
When he got molested by your man.
Tough world tough love.
But I don't fuck with that stuff.
I told my "dad" to back up.
I told him pull his pants up.
At nightime the Nyquil,
Would come acting psyco.
And then the sleep would come.
And that's all that I know.
I can't believe I let him live.
What did you think? That I'd forget.
He touch me when I was a kid.
It could of been my...
I get it, I understand.
But You still should of protected your son.
When he got molested by your man.
Tough world tough love.
But I don't fuck with that stuff.
I told my "dad" to back up.
I told him pull his pants up.
At nightime the Nyquil,
Would come acting psyco.
And then the sleep would come.
And that's all that I know.
I can't believe I let him live.
What did you think? That I'd forget.
He touch me when I was a kid.
It could of been my...
#teens
#childhood
#sleep
#responsibility
#fatherhood
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Oct 2019 11:43pm
9th Oct 2019 11:43pm
Two steps back, two steps back.
Time and time again,
I lose a fight that I can win.
Along with every single friend.
I'm talking even my pretend.
Its really hard to make amends,
When no one wants to be my friend.
blessings outnumbered by my sins.
I feel the walls start to cave in.
I'm imprisoned by my lies,
With nowhere left to run and hide.
I need to swollow up my pride,
If wanna make it threw my life.
Fuck life and fuck love.
When I'm in pain I turn to drugs,
The main thing that I'm running from.
I hate it but it keeps me numb. ...
I lose a fight that I can win.
Along with every single friend.
I'm talking even my pretend.
Its really hard to make amends,
When no one wants to be my friend.
blessings outnumbered by my sins.
I feel the walls start to cave in.
I'm imprisoned by my lies,
With nowhere left to run and hide.
I need to swollow up my pride,
If wanna make it threw my life.
Fuck life and fuck love.
When I'm in pain I turn to drugs,
The main thing that I'm running from.
I hate it but it keeps me numb. ...
#anger
#shame
#confusion
#disappointment
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Oct 2019 4:06am
7th Oct 2019 4:06am
Abuse in Truth
Evil lurks where people hurt.
I find abuse in truthful words.
Ive been in pain for what its worth.
I ease my pain by smoking purp.
I switch to dope it made shit worse.
It fucked up my whole universe.
I lost control then I lost her,
But not before I got 2 daughters.
Ive been broken just like you.
Straight busted open split in two.
Just like the ocean deep and blue.
A love so potent me and u.
The greatest gift that u can get
Is true love in relationship.
I fucked around and played with it. ...
I find abuse in truthful words.
Ive been in pain for what its worth.
I ease my pain by smoking purp.
I switch to dope it made shit worse.
It fucked up my whole universe.
I lost control then I lost her,
But not before I got 2 daughters.
Ive been broken just like you.
Straight busted open split in two.
Just like the ocean deep and blue.
A love so potent me and u.
The greatest gift that u can get
Is true love in relationship.
I fucked around and played with it. ...
#heartbroken
#shame
#disappointment #denial
#disappointment #denial
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SONG LYRICS
Published
5th Oct 2019 4:37am
5th Oct 2019 4:37am
Appreciate just what you got.
My, oh, my, what a beautiful life
When the sun goes down, Day turns to night.
I look around. I'm mesmerized
By the brownist ground to the bluest Sky's.
Appreciate just what you got,
Because alot of people ain't really got alot.
And know where you're from because some forgot.
You could be that bum sitting on that sidewalk.
With a story to tell and sounds so sad, About a tweeked mom and creep step dad.
He hates there guts. They hate him back.
They've both done things they can't take back.
I Take this time to reflect on life.
God gives...
When the sun goes down, Day turns to night.
I look around. I'm mesmerized
By the brownist ground to the bluest Sky's.
Appreciate just what you got,
Because alot of people ain't really got alot.
And know where you're from because some forgot.
You could be that bum sitting on that sidewalk.
With a story to tell and sounds so sad, About a tweeked mom and creep step dad.
He hates there guts. They hate him back.
They've both done things they can't take back.
I Take this time to reflect on life.
God gives...
#strength
#forgiveness
#motivational
#inspirational
#gratitude
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