Submissions by CNDOUBLES
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Oct 2020 7:21am
4th Oct 2020 7:21am
10-4-20
Nothing more to gain...
everything to lose.
This empty path...
that you'll choose.
It's all so stupid...
an completely dumb.
I open another cut...
jus to become numb.
Let me close my eyes...
to forget your lie.
Finally to feel peace...
an physically die.
But even that's a joke...
as we fight an scrape.
Trapped in the illusion...
with no escape.
I'm sick of me...
you're disgusted with you.
Our dissociative blanket...
nothing is true.
We sleep a dream...
an fake...
everything to lose.
This empty path...
that you'll choose.
It's all so stupid...
an completely dumb.
I open another cut...
jus to become numb.
Let me close my eyes...
to forget your lie.
Finally to feel peace...
an physically die.
But even that's a joke...
as we fight an scrape.
Trapped in the illusion...
with no escape.
I'm sick of me...
you're disgusted with you.
Our dissociative blanket...
nothing is true.
We sleep a dream...
an fake...
#sadness
#anger
#love #depression
#love #depression
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STORY POEM
Published
1st Oct 2020 12:51pm
1st Oct 2020 12:51pm
10-1-20
Shifting in and outta the Illusion he finally breaks. His soul now sleeps... but something else soon wakes.
Once held back by the warmth of your light... without it tho he was crushed under the Illusions might.
Already broken and under repair. Your light brought salvation an promised to always be there.
Year's past... he grew an rebuilt in the warmth from that light. For the first time in his life all seemed right.
But the light would soon turn an begin to fade. Faced with the coming Alone... he now couldn't find his way.
Now lost in the...
Once held back by the warmth of your light... without it tho he was crushed under the Illusions might.
Already broken and under repair. Your light brought salvation an promised to always be there.
Year's past... he grew an rebuilt in the warmth from that light. For the first time in his life all seemed right.
But the light would soon turn an begin to fade. Faced with the coming Alone... he now couldn't find his way.
Now lost in the...
#love
#depression
#breakup
#conflict
#myself
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Sep 2020 9:42pm
30th Sep 2020 9:42pm
9-30-20 Feelings
I'm still that same lil child...
that you knew all those years before.
But you failed to even see me...
as my Heart knocked at your door.
You peeped through the window...
only to give jus a slight glance.
But you wouldn't open your door...
to even give my Heart a chance.
My Heart screamed out to you...
how could you not hear it's sound.
But you closed your blinds to me...
now I'm lost an never to be found.
that you knew all those years before.
But you failed to even see me...
as my Heart knocked at your door.
You peeped through the window...
only to give jus a slight glance.
But you wouldn't open your door...
to even give my Heart a chance.
My Heart screamed out to you...
how could you not hear it's sound.
But you closed your blinds to me...
now I'm lost an never to be found.
#love
#heartbroken
#breakup #emptiness
#breakup #emptiness
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STORY POEM
Published
30th Sep 2020 2:09pm
30th Sep 2020 2:09pm
9-30-20 Feelings
A person once had this plant an it grew into a beautiful flower an produced lovely petals in return for the person.
They carefully took those petals an kept them safe.
But the flower was planted within a harsh environment that over the years had taken its toll upon the person.
They tried to remove the flower... but didn't have the proper tools for doing so.
So with a broken heart that person took the lovely petals an removed himself from that environment.
Over the years even tho it was a harsh environment the flowers roots took deep an it...
They carefully took those petals an kept them safe.
But the flower was planted within a harsh environment that over the years had taken its toll upon the person.
They tried to remove the flower... but didn't have the proper tools for doing so.
So with a broken heart that person took the lovely petals an removed himself from that environment.
Over the years even tho it was a harsh environment the flowers roots took deep an it...
#sadness
#heartbroken
#breakup #addiction
#breakup #addiction
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Sep 2020 8:49pm
29th Sep 2020 8:49pm
9-29-20 Feelings
My words an feelings...
they might as well be invisible.
Over this past month...
you've done nothing but show me I'm dismissible.
Your constant barrage...
destroying an tearing down what's been built.
And yet here we are..
are you not ashamed do you not feel any guilt.
So as you step on this an run away...
jus as you did once before.
Can I ask something of you my Queen...
will you please finally shut this fucking door.
they might as well be invisible.
Over this past month...
you've done nothing but show me I'm dismissible.
Your constant barrage...
destroying an tearing down what's been built.
And yet here we are..
are you not ashamed do you not feel any guilt.
So as you step on this an run away...
jus as you did once before.
Can I ask something of you my Queen...
will you please finally shut this fucking door.
#heartbroken
#breakup
#confusion
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Sep 2020 6:08am
29th Sep 2020 6:08am
9-29-20 Feelings
Everyone has that space...
they all have that bubble.
That place they go...
to escape all the trouble.
Some hide away...
oblivious to life.
Others no longer notice...
another's strife.
They consume a thought...
or process fears.
Within that bubble...
they never see your tears.
Cause leaving that space...
it might show they care.
But when faced with the Illusion...
why would they dare.
So they stay hidden...
it's what they're programmed to do.
Hide in that bubble...
never to...
they all have that bubble.
That place they go...
to escape all the trouble.
Some hide away...
oblivious to life.
Others no longer notice...
another's strife.
They consume a thought...
or process fears.
Within that bubble...
they never see your tears.
Cause leaving that space...
it might show they care.
But when faced with the Illusion...
why would they dare.
So they stay hidden...
it's what they're programmed to do.
Hide in that bubble...
never to...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
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