Submissions by BothSidesOfPain
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
BothSidesOfPain . i write deep and dark poem's , i also write about what i see and know in a unique way, I don't have sensitive skin feel free to let me know how you feel about my work because I will let you know how i feel about yours.
God's Dream.
What if humanity was all just Gods dream ?
And when he wakes up
We’ll all disappear
And he’ll blink and the sky will go black
Just before we disappear we’ll all realize
It was all just a dream within a dream
And that nothing is really what it seems.
The love you thought you once had was a dream
The love you thought you once lost was a dream
The one you thought you loved so well , my dear
The pain you feel is unreal
A painful dream.
Nothing is what it seems
It was all a dream
A delusion ...
And when he wakes up
We’ll all disappear
And he’ll blink and the sky will go black
Just before we disappear we’ll all realize
It was all just a dream within a dream
And that nothing is really what it seems.
The love you thought you once had was a dream
The love you thought you once lost was a dream
The one you thought you loved so well , my dear
The pain you feel is unreal
A painful dream.
Nothing is what it seems
It was all a dream
A delusion ...
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Break Free
She hides the bruises
with a long sleeved shirt
Unlike most kids her battle with her parent’s
Aren’t over her playing in the dirt
She didn’t choose her battle
Her battle was given to her
Sad , Cold , Lonely
these feelings are getting old
She’ll die hardly ten years old.
She wonders if there’s anyone
That she can trust ,
If she can tell them about the
secret war she fights
No, Nobody cares ,
When they see the bruises ,
she’s rewarded with stares
“They’d say something if they really...
with a long sleeved shirt
Unlike most kids her battle with her parent’s
Aren’t over her playing in the dirt
She didn’t choose her battle
Her battle was given to her
Sad , Cold , Lonely
these feelings are getting old
She’ll die hardly ten years old.
She wonders if there’s anyone
That she can trust ,
If she can tell them about the
secret war she fights
No, Nobody cares ,
When they see the bruises ,
she’s rewarded with stares
“They’d say something if they really...
1116 reads
2 Comments
Fallen Storm
So cold yet so warm
Your love is like a seasonal storm
I caught a cold with a face warm fever
I fall like the autumn leaves
The next you degrade me and my heart shatters into a winters ice storm
Then next your love wraps my soul into a beautiful warmth
But our crazy, sweet, bipolar love, is as beautiful as the flowers blooming in the spring
Yet I get stung
by the summers cruelest wasp
Unlike a bee it doesn’t sting me and then die
I’m continually stung
For some incoherent reason I go...
Your love is like a seasonal storm
I caught a cold with a face warm fever
I fall like the autumn leaves
The next you degrade me and my heart shatters into a winters ice storm
Then next your love wraps my soul into a beautiful warmth
But our crazy, sweet, bipolar love, is as beautiful as the flowers blooming in the spring
Yet I get stung
by the summers cruelest wasp
Unlike a bee it doesn’t sting me and then die
I’m continually stung
For some incoherent reason I go...
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Take My Life
Imminent
death so painful takes my breath
no last kiss
no goodbye dear ,
Only now are your gone tears
Once twice now again
re-living your death once again
cursed , is my life
yours was sacrificed
Life’s cruel game
giving you , and taking you the same
painful memories of you
heavier than any boulder
I am unable to secede from this pain
Into the shadows I drown
in my own pain
this miserable game
death haunts my soul
finally getting what she wants
, my life
death so painful takes my breath
no last kiss
no goodbye dear ,
Only now are your gone tears
Once twice now again
re-living your death once again
cursed , is my life
yours was sacrificed
Life’s cruel game
giving you , and taking you the same
painful memories of you
heavier than any boulder
I am unable to secede from this pain
Into the shadows I drown
in my own pain
this miserable game
death haunts my soul
finally getting what she wants
, my life
857 reads
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Crimson Death , Life without you
A crimson soul
with crimson pain
crimson tears
I'm crimson laid
I miss you
I wish you where here
Golden starry eyed
giving me a better future in your eyes
now that you've died
my future is gone
my heart is shattered ,
into a million crimson pieces
You where the brightest star
in the skies of my heart
now my skies are dark
with blood splattered death
Your spirit follows me
It keeps my soul company
but my mind plays a lonely game
it's a lonely world
we...
with crimson pain
crimson tears
I'm crimson laid
I miss you
I wish you where here
Golden starry eyed
giving me a better future in your eyes
now that you've died
my future is gone
my heart is shattered ,
into a million crimson pieces
You where the brightest star
in the skies of my heart
now my skies are dark
with blood splattered death
Your spirit follows me
It keeps my soul company
but my mind plays a lonely game
it's a lonely world
we...
1102 reads
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Kiss Of Death
Never alone , she’s always with me
I’m always safe
A crimson spirit , without a face
Black shadows deep within
Into the deep oceans I descend
Golden eyed restless soul
On the hunt , she has a goal
Not a fool
She’s not here to play games
Kill first , then take names
Death so alive, fresh on my breath
Take my kiss , and grant me death
I’m so hot but my soul is so cold
Into the immortal waters , for my death she awaits
I’m always safe
A crimson spirit , without a face
Black shadows deep within
Into the deep oceans I descend
Golden eyed restless soul
On the hunt , she has a goal
Not a fool
She’s not here to play games
Kill first , then take names
Death so alive, fresh on my breath
Take my kiss , and grant me death
I’m so hot but my soul is so cold
Into the immortal waters , for my death she awaits
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Brown Eyed Sacrifice
Amber brown eyes
lined in pain
violent decisions followed by pain
is there an escape, or any refuge ?
Foreign countries bind within
her true colors begin to descend
trapped in a world of agony
eyes that cant forget
the collected pain of the strangers that she's met
dark secrets of the past
continuously she hides her sorrow behind a mask,
impenetrable it remains
the weight of the pain on her shoulders
is so severe
she endures it all, fully prepared for the fall
happiness comes with a price ,
and for hers...
lined in pain
violent decisions followed by pain
is there an escape, or any refuge ?
Foreign countries bind within
her true colors begin to descend
trapped in a world of agony
eyes that cant forget
the collected pain of the strangers that she's met
dark secrets of the past
continuously she hides her sorrow behind a mask,
impenetrable it remains
the weight of the pain on her shoulders
is so severe
she endures it all, fully prepared for the fall
happiness comes with a price ,
and for hers...
895 reads
3 Comments
Never Residing Guardian
My Guardian
She hears my cries and comes running to my defense
with her the future is better
her wings shine bright in my state of misery
guiding me into the light
she sees the truth when everyone is oblivious to my pain
with her I can only gain
she understands my past
believes in my future
and loves me for who I am now
impossible to forget
she heals the holes in my soul
she’s the better to my worse
I don’t need to explain my pain
she already knows how the story goes
when I’m in agonizing...
She hears my cries and comes running to my defense
with her the future is better
her wings shine bright in my state of misery
guiding me into the light
she sees the truth when everyone is oblivious to my pain
with her I can only gain
she understands my past
believes in my future
and loves me for who I am now
impossible to forget
she heals the holes in my soul
she’s the better to my worse
I don’t need to explain my pain
she already knows how the story goes
when I’m in agonizing...
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Crimson souls every where
Pictures and memories
I cling to them like somehow they will bring you back
Land of the dead taken by a thread of the short life
Taken by the knife , forced by the hand of death
The pain of your ghost is the sweetest reminder
That you were here
But now my dear
As you die I must subside
Land of the dead
Cold and hollow the blood will flow
Till my breath stops
Till the hands of death take my last breath
I’ll stay here and bleed these crimson tears
Crimson every where
I wish you where here
Death she grows...
I cling to them like somehow they will bring you back
Land of the dead taken by a thread of the short life
Taken by the knife , forced by the hand of death
The pain of your ghost is the sweetest reminder
That you were here
But now my dear
As you die I must subside
Land of the dead
Cold and hollow the blood will flow
Till my breath stops
Till the hands of death take my last breath
I’ll stay here and bleed these crimson tears
Crimson every where
I wish you where here
Death she grows...
882 reads
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Wondering Souls ,
The sound of your heart has ceased
You are now considered deceased
Time has stopped , the worlds been dropped
Like a wreck I crash and burn my worlds gone
Torn apart by the small thread of life and death
But I wish I could have given you my very last breath
And in you parting from me now no last kiss to hold on to
No good bye never again a hello
What’s the point in tomorrow ?
You are my world
Now that my world has ended
The days are long cold and lonely
But somewhere in the distance I can see your soul ...
You are now considered deceased
Time has stopped , the worlds been dropped
Like a wreck I crash and burn my worlds gone
Torn apart by the small thread of life and death
But I wish I could have given you my very last breath
And in you parting from me now no last kiss to hold on to
No good bye never again a hello
What’s the point in tomorrow ?
You are my world
Now that my world has ended
The days are long cold and lonely
But somewhere in the distance I can see your soul ...
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Agonizing Departure
Are you oblivious to my pain ?
i have nothing more to gain
the pain in endless
a bottomless pit ,
the world goes on
my life is a rain storm
but the color's still shine through the rain,
through the pain.
Since you've been gone
there has been a deep hole in my chest and my stomach.
No amount of food can fill it .
My hands are tied there's nothing i can do to resolve this pain
i still laugh ,
but my laughs are empty.
i am bleeding crimson tears of agony,
my allegiance to you was so strong
your departure has...
i have nothing more to gain
the pain in endless
a bottomless pit ,
the world goes on
my life is a rain storm
but the color's still shine through the rain,
through the pain.
Since you've been gone
there has been a deep hole in my chest and my stomach.
No amount of food can fill it .
My hands are tied there's nothing i can do to resolve this pain
i still laugh ,
but my laughs are empty.
i am bleeding crimson tears of agony,
my allegiance to you was so strong
your departure has...
640 reads
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Vengeance By Death
She lays there dead and cold
She died hardly 16 years old
She was sweet, a heart of gold
Now she's dead, leaving me to grow old
I'm all alone in the world
My protector is gone
I never appreciated her when she was here
She was the bullets to my gun
We complimented each other like Satan and Christ
She took the beatings for me
And I let her
Guilt or regret never played a role in my life
Now as I stare at her corpse
I know she is dead
But Vengeance is written all over her face
A small knowing smile on...
She died hardly 16 years old
She was sweet, a heart of gold
Now she's dead, leaving me to grow old
I'm all alone in the world
My protector is gone
I never appreciated her when she was here
She was the bullets to my gun
We complimented each other like Satan and Christ
She took the beatings for me
And I let her
Guilt or regret never played a role in my life
Now as I stare at her corpse
I know she is dead
But Vengeance is written all over her face
A small knowing smile on...
647 reads
0 Comments
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