Submissions by Bostonlove

In the rain I walk alone
no direction . . .

pain grows
The wind blows
The leaves fall
Thunder strikes the wall

Days are never bright
In the direction of my life
I feel I have no sight
Everything . . . is just not right.
Yet alive I feel dead inside.

Why is it in my pain I feel there’s an indescribable comfort.
Why is it with every friend comes
Lies, hurt, and betrayal.
With every relationship there’s
A sweet start, ending in a broken heart.

Why is it my mom never stayed, and my grandma couldn’t keep her hands...

At night as I lay in bed.
In my mind.
I think of you.
Missing you. 
The girl I've wronged.
Tears fall 
At the memory of the love that is now gone.
Praying and hoping I can take back what I gave done.
My lover says she has moved on.
But my heart in her hand she holds on too.
She squeezes it with every "I hate you "
In her eyes I can't tell if it's true.
Is it hate or is hurt?
I cant tell the difference between the two.
I'd give anything to be with you.
To love you the way I didn't.
To hold you the way you wanted me to....