Submissions by Blood_xxDespair
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I've uncovered the mask I allowed to harden me. I've broken free from its cold plaster, and share the truth hidden behind each crack.. each scar.
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Mar 2013 00:11am
8th Mar 2013 00:11am
demon
Lying awake.
Hidden in the pitch I dream.
Consumed by the monster in my mind... some how.
Some how within my attempt to escape I find you.
Your voice so dim..
Your eyes begin to burn mine.
My mind begins to think you through.
I try to run but within my dreams you grab on to my hand...
Just another memory of how we ran down the halls.
White walls with no boundary..
Our minds so captivated with insanity.
Your breath begins to hit my neck.
I'm suffocating!
Your pulling me back to you through my mind!
I can't escape your...
Hidden in the pitch I dream.
Consumed by the monster in my mind... some how.
Some how within my attempt to escape I find you.
Your voice so dim..
Your eyes begin to burn mine.
My mind begins to think you through.
I try to run but within my dreams you grab on to my hand...
Just another memory of how we ran down the halls.
White walls with no boundary..
Our minds so captivated with insanity.
Your breath begins to hit my neck.
I'm suffocating!
Your pulling me back to you through my mind!
I can't escape your...
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Mar 2013 00:08am
8th Mar 2013 00:08am
withdraw
Silence consuming me to the core
Your mirage begins to haunt me more.
I can feel you in the air..
I can taste your despair.
Bones aching
Mind racing
My skin screams!
You're not here!
Finger tips trace your chest.
Their twirling figuire eights just mindless, useless.
So they ache.
Suffocating within your breath..
The sweet kiss of your absence has left me with the dead!
I'm tearing away
Scratching away all I know.
Every note burnt.
But the ash has left the memory.
Your face tears into me!
The bleeding...
Your mirage begins to haunt me more.
I can feel you in the air..
I can taste your despair.
Bones aching
Mind racing
My skin screams!
You're not here!
Finger tips trace your chest.
Their twirling figuire eights just mindless, useless.
So they ache.
Suffocating within your breath..
The sweet kiss of your absence has left me with the dead!
I'm tearing away
Scratching away all I know.
Every note burnt.
But the ash has left the memory.
Your face tears into me!
The bleeding...
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LOVE POEM
Published
26th Feb 2013 3:56am
26th Feb 2013 3:56am
In my tears
Eyes of a jaded hue..
I can taste you in my tears.
Comtempt with pain, yours and mine alike.
I can no longer look to your eyes, in fear it will expose the lie that I'm alright.
Can you feel the cold embrace of I?
Does my name carry through a bitter wind, burning you suffocating you?
Do these things happen to you as they do to me?
I just can't escape you..
Dreams of the times before, unvited, enter my mind.
These dreams becoming a bittersweet nightmare.
The arms that once kept me safe, now terrify me.
The voice that used to soothe.. now a...
I can taste you in my tears.
Comtempt with pain, yours and mine alike.
I can no longer look to your eyes, in fear it will expose the lie that I'm alright.
Can you feel the cold embrace of I?
Does my name carry through a bitter wind, burning you suffocating you?
Do these things happen to you as they do to me?
I just can't escape you..
Dreams of the times before, unvited, enter my mind.
These dreams becoming a bittersweet nightmare.
The arms that once kept me safe, now terrify me.
The voice that used to soothe.. now a...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
21st Feb 2013 4:30am
21st Feb 2013 4:30am
Sick of it All!
Mind bent and broken.-
Twisted smile, twisted eyes, a twisted feel...
Consumed by the denial of an imbecile.
(Sick of it all, sick of it all)
You cannot read the way I feel.
So hold on to my last breathe.
The end is soon to come.
I will soon follow through.
Read my last note, on its words you will not choke.
Sick of it all! Sick of it all!
I will soon follow through.
My reflection becoming torture.
My lies, my ways so defiant I cannot feel
(Sick of it all, sick of it all!)
Feel what is real.
You've taken all that you...
Twisted smile, twisted eyes, a twisted feel...
Consumed by the denial of an imbecile.
(Sick of it all, sick of it all)
You cannot read the way I feel.
So hold on to my last breathe.
The end is soon to come.
I will soon follow through.
Read my last note, on its words you will not choke.
Sick of it all! Sick of it all!
I will soon follow through.
My reflection becoming torture.
My lies, my ways so defiant I cannot feel
(Sick of it all, sick of it all!)
Feel what is real.
You've taken all that you...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Feb 2013 1:28pm
17th Feb 2013 1:28pm
Streaming Ink
Streaming down a porcelain page, ink conforms to the shape.
Sharp edges to rivers..
The black blurs as it descends.
What do you see behind the darkened image?
Can its story be told?
What do you see?
Can she ever be?
Scarlett paint drips down an unclean canvas.
The depth of the image so immense... Just filled with negative bliss.
An instant gratification comes to as you feel this painting deep within you.
So what can you see in the crimson image?
It's scarlet letters... What do they say?
Do they leave you astray?
Or do you just...
Sharp edges to rivers..
The black blurs as it descends.
What do you see behind the darkened image?
Can its story be told?
What do you see?
Can she ever be?
Scarlett paint drips down an unclean canvas.
The depth of the image so immense... Just filled with negative bliss.
An instant gratification comes to as you feel this painting deep within you.
So what can you see in the crimson image?
It's scarlet letters... What do they say?
Do they leave you astray?
Or do you just...
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Feb 2013 4:29am
16th Feb 2013 4:29am
Hollow Reflection
A dark, morbid reflection appears as I stare into glass
Harsh shapes make up the image I see!
Infamy, regret, blastphomy smeared across its forehead!
It looks to me and screams, "I don't want to be!"
I reach out to save to touch the one I see.
Cold and rigid... The numbness begins to wash over me.
The glass surrounding this un-named figuire begins to shatter around me.
The fallen pieces begin to cast a shadow only I can see.
I'm left with a fragile puzzle.
These pieces all to small..
All too fragile..
As I pull them together...
Harsh shapes make up the image I see!
Infamy, regret, blastphomy smeared across its forehead!
It looks to me and screams, "I don't want to be!"
I reach out to save to touch the one I see.
Cold and rigid... The numbness begins to wash over me.
The glass surrounding this un-named figuire begins to shatter around me.
The fallen pieces begin to cast a shadow only I can see.
I'm left with a fragile puzzle.
These pieces all to small..
All too fragile..
As I pull them together...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
13th Feb 2013 4:40am
13th Feb 2013 4:40am
Suicide Lullaby
Suffocating in suspense..
My hands solom flesh begins to twitch..
The blade leaves chills but, this heart is colder!
Contemplate on this senseless mutilation.
This mind of mine so isolated... Eyes so desolate and dilated.
---
-It's hard to feel
-Feel something real
-When you've decayed within the inner core..
-So breathe in one last time before you hit the floor.
---
Stains soaking through the seems of my shirt and jeans..
Scars tearing open as the voiceless begins to speak!
I'll sing to you a crimson melody before I leave.
I've left the...
My hands solom flesh begins to twitch..
The blade leaves chills but, this heart is colder!
Contemplate on this senseless mutilation.
This mind of mine so isolated... Eyes so desolate and dilated.
---
-It's hard to feel
-Feel something real
-When you've decayed within the inner core..
-So breathe in one last time before you hit the floor.
---
Stains soaking through the seems of my shirt and jeans..
Scars tearing open as the voiceless begins to speak!
I'll sing to you a crimson melody before I leave.
I've left the...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Feb 2013 4:36am
12th Feb 2013 4:36am
Game of Illusion
Your mind I twist and bend!
My illusions so surreal you will not comprehend!
Like daggers through your chest I'll put you to the test!
From ear to ear it goes.. eyes lighting up and scarce of fear!
This smile a story you've yet heard be told!?
"No, no! You see its real as can be!
Just as pleather, seamless and oh so uncanny!"
Just another trick up the sleeve!
You'll never see the blood stains, or hear my pleads!
Ha! Ha! Haha! Muted screams just replayed.
You hear them everyday...
You feel as though I'm ecstatic?
Well my...
My illusions so surreal you will not comprehend!
Like daggers through your chest I'll put you to the test!
From ear to ear it goes.. eyes lighting up and scarce of fear!
This smile a story you've yet heard be told!?
"No, no! You see its real as can be!
Just as pleather, seamless and oh so uncanny!"
Just another trick up the sleeve!
You'll never see the blood stains, or hear my pleads!
Ha! Ha! Haha! Muted screams just replayed.
You hear them everyday...
You feel as though I'm ecstatic?
Well my...
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Feb 2013 4:12am
12th Feb 2013 4:12am
Over Now
Bitter pills of fate begin to enter my system. The words you now refuse to speak burn me like our memories of all the times before.. I tried to show you love but I couldn't give you more.
My stomach wallows in emotion.
My guts plumitting to a pit of solitude, remorse... Oh! What have I done? What have I done? I'm on the run and yet your thought is still pulling through!
Why can't I just escape you!?
Days of dark had begun a new with you. My hearts cracks and faulters finally paved with you.. but now the seems are showing through.. I'm giving in. Giving in to...
My stomach wallows in emotion.
My guts plumitting to a pit of solitude, remorse... Oh! What have I done? What have I done? I'm on the run and yet your thought is still pulling through!
Why can't I just escape you!?
Days of dark had begun a new with you. My hearts cracks and faulters finally paved with you.. but now the seems are showing through.. I'm giving in. Giving in to...
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Feb 2013 3:15am
10th Feb 2013 3:15am
Another Blood Stained Renegade
I look in the mirror just quiver..
All I see is a reflection of hatred.
Drugs written black into my skin!
Crimson inlays of every fear, every scar IN MY SKIN!
APATHETIC HATRED smeared in bold letters apon my forhead!
So tell me this is my reflection clearer?
Because yours is crystal.. I can see it written in your skin just the same.
See infamy burn black within your eyes.
And yet you fear I remain blind...
Narcistically fucked up you and I!
I watch you suffocate as I begin to drown.
I pull you out for you to throw me down.
Tongues like...
All I see is a reflection of hatred.
Drugs written black into my skin!
Crimson inlays of every fear, every scar IN MY SKIN!
APATHETIC HATRED smeared in bold letters apon my forhead!
So tell me this is my reflection clearer?
Because yours is crystal.. I can see it written in your skin just the same.
See infamy burn black within your eyes.
And yet you fear I remain blind...
Narcistically fucked up you and I!
I watch you suffocate as I begin to drown.
I pull you out for you to throw me down.
Tongues like...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
27th Jan 2013 10:57pm
27th Jan 2013 10:57pm
Rape Her, Tantalize Your Mind..
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Jan 2013 6:38am
21st Jan 2013 6:38am
Dark Consumption
Consumption of my life takes place before my eyes.
Silence over takes me
Veins running cold
Blood bitter and a heart of stone.
Gasping for air..
Screams of despair!
I'm all alone..
Too afraid to fear...
Vision blurrs and blacks as my memories attack.
"Please, please don't!"
"I'll do anything just don't hurt me again.."
"PLEASE!"
(I'm in the dark!
Suffocating in black depression..)
The hands from a darkened abyss pull me down.
They conduct me...
Haunt me with my own screams and the blood I've...
Silence over takes me
Veins running cold
Blood bitter and a heart of stone.
Gasping for air..
Screams of despair!
I'm all alone..
Too afraid to fear...
Vision blurrs and blacks as my memories attack.
"Please, please don't!"
"I'll do anything just don't hurt me again.."
"PLEASE!"
(I'm in the dark!
Suffocating in black depression..)
The hands from a darkened abyss pull me down.
They conduct me...
Haunt me with my own screams and the blood I've...
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