Submissions by Blood_Merchant93 (BeautifulManiac)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I wonder through the darkness and share some with you
DARK POEM
Published
14th Jul 2010 6:10pm
14th Jul 2010 6:10pm
children of the dead
walk with me...
dead daughter and son
celebrate freedom...
the war we've won
dance and sing...
through the sky
make a doll...
make it fly
run on towards...
the trinity fields
see the silver...
the scythe i weild
watch it slice...
watch the blood pour
look in their eyes...
see they're no more
live forever...
be reborn
smile for me...
smile once more
dead daughter and son
celebrate freedom...
the war we've won
dance and sing...
through the sky
make a doll...
make it fly
run on towards...
the trinity fields
see the silver...
the scythe i weild
watch it slice...
watch the blood pour
look in their eyes...
see they're no more
live forever...
be reborn
smile for me...
smile once more
1083 reads
8 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
11th Jul 2010 9:43pm
11th Jul 2010 9:43pm
perfectly flawed
my mirror always tells me
that i am distorted and unclear
i am not what i see
i'm so consumed with fear
my dark cold days
are filled with anxiety and pain
i fear the world beyond my window
i'm filled with so much shame
societies cruel joke
brings me low self esteem
tortured end on end
i'm doomed it may seem
to see the scars mark me
these unsemetrical maps
i mask myself with a smile
but i know i've already snapped
these obsessive thoughts
contain so many flaws ...
that i am distorted and unclear
i am not what i see
i'm so consumed with fear
my dark cold days
are filled with anxiety and pain
i fear the world beyond my window
i'm filled with so much shame
societies cruel joke
brings me low self esteem
tortured end on end
i'm doomed it may seem
to see the scars mark me
these unsemetrical maps
i mask myself with a smile
but i know i've already snapped
these obsessive thoughts
contain so many flaws ...
1029 reads
7 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
7th Jul 2010 2:58pm
7th Jul 2010 2:58pm
ignorance can be fatal
(some random rhyming i wrote from the top of my head in the space of roughly 5mins)
feel the solitude eat you alive...
laugh and mess with your mind...
wait for tomorrow to be today...
i fukin hate feeling this way...
please don't leave me alone like this...
sometimes there are things we just miss...
open your eyes and maybe you'll see...
liquid of crimson leaking from me...
your killing me with your happiness...
while you smile i'm in a bloody mess...
i wish the stars would dance one more time...
i'm so tied up i...
feel the solitude eat you alive...
laugh and mess with your mind...
wait for tomorrow to be today...
i fukin hate feeling this way...
please don't leave me alone like this...
sometimes there are things we just miss...
open your eyes and maybe you'll see...
liquid of crimson leaking from me...
your killing me with your happiness...
while you smile i'm in a bloody mess...
i wish the stars would dance one more time...
i'm so tied up i...
820 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
6th Jul 2010 11:20am
6th Jul 2010 11:20am
lose hope
frozen in this moment
(dreadfully morbid)
sew my wrists shut tight
(like a permanent tattoo)
scarred to remember the feeling
(scarred forever)
you never believed the truth
(only lies)
trap yourself in a time worth forgetting
such a icy grasp clings to your tears
casting spells with your hypnotic eyes
ribbons tie tightly cutting off circulation
to your voice so you can't hurt me anymore
(Chorus) will you ever disown yourself
from the cruelty of this world
erase all memories that hurt
save your last breath, save it for,...
(dreadfully morbid)
sew my wrists shut tight
(like a permanent tattoo)
scarred to remember the feeling
(scarred forever)
you never believed the truth
(only lies)
trap yourself in a time worth forgetting
such a icy grasp clings to your tears
casting spells with your hypnotic eyes
ribbons tie tightly cutting off circulation
to your voice so you can't hurt me anymore
(Chorus) will you ever disown yourself
from the cruelty of this world
erase all memories that hurt
save your last breath, save it for,...
1066 reads
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SONG LYRICS
Published
6th Jul 2010 11:12am
6th Jul 2010 11:12am
Diseased Mind
one day you will open your eyes
to a world of savaged hearts
you'll never be safe wherever you play
termination of your dreams is long gone]
Release the wine with razor blades
escape the lost remains of silence
drink up and face the darkness
eat the last flesh of mortality
they crave your wounded heart
feed them your worthless soul
[you'll never be cleansed from the poison around you]
{you are the poison}
[you'll never see when your eyes are sewn shut]
{you are blind}
[you'll never understand how I'm feeling] ...
to a world of savaged hearts
you'll never be safe wherever you play
termination of your dreams is long gone]
Release the wine with razor blades
escape the lost remains of silence
drink up and face the darkness
eat the last flesh of mortality
they crave your wounded heart
feed them your worthless soul
[you'll never be cleansed from the poison around you]
{you are the poison}
[you'll never see when your eyes are sewn shut]
{you are blind}
[you'll never understand how I'm feeling] ...
999 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th Jul 2010 12:25pm
4th Jul 2010 12:25pm
cycle
let me breathe you this song,
from deep within my ruptured heart.
let's watch this rose blacken and whither,
as the angels weep bloody tears over us.
the coffins await our imminent arrival,
dressed in rags we wander aimlessly.
trying to cut our way through this barbed wire,
piercing our flesh to show off the pain in our eyes.
let me leave you this poem,
from deep within my young soul,
let's see this happiness kill them all,
as the demons laugh evil over us,
the fires burn strong to light up our paths,
dressed in chains we stand above...
from deep within my ruptured heart.
let's watch this rose blacken and whither,
as the angels weep bloody tears over us.
the coffins await our imminent arrival,
dressed in rags we wander aimlessly.
trying to cut our way through this barbed wire,
piercing our flesh to show off the pain in our eyes.
let me leave you this poem,
from deep within my young soul,
let's see this happiness kill them all,
as the demons laugh evil over us,
the fires burn strong to light up our paths,
dressed in chains we stand above...
1288 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Jul 2010 12:23pm
4th Jul 2010 12:23pm
stay with you
Please don't cry,
i'm the one to blame.
I'm singing for you,
in the cold, in the rain.
Hold my hand, Hold me tight,
i'll stay with you all through the night.
i'm the one to blame.
I'm singing for you,
in the cold, in the rain.
Hold my hand, Hold me tight,
i'll stay with you all through the night.
846 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2010 5:20pm
3rd Jul 2010 5:20pm
curse ugly me
i've seen it all before,
the scars aligned on your canvas,
how can such beauty feel so torn...
begging for death to take you,
beyond redemption you are lost,
you've drained your lifes blood...
a slash bears a hidden name,
the more you draw the quicker you decay,
self torture clings to your brain...
trying to be the one everybody loves,
proving you're someone you could never be,
fails with one glance through your soul...
walking down streets you're being watched,
in all black you think you can conceal yourself,
seems...
the scars aligned on your canvas,
how can such beauty feel so torn...
begging for death to take you,
beyond redemption you are lost,
you've drained your lifes blood...
a slash bears a hidden name,
the more you draw the quicker you decay,
self torture clings to your brain...
trying to be the one everybody loves,
proving you're someone you could never be,
fails with one glance through your soul...
walking down streets you're being watched,
in all black you think you can conceal yourself,
seems...
1008 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2010 5:06pm
3rd Jul 2010 5:06pm
rip me apart
disect me
until all you can see is nothing
until all you see is a frown upon my face
until all you hear is my tears crashing to the floor
scar me
until all i can do is scream from continuous nightmares
until all i can say is mumbles and meaningless words
until all i can see is no path ahead of me vacant for travelling
torture me
so you can control me like a slave
so you can use me in everyway
so you can feel all powerful
kill me
so i don't have to stay in this nightmare
so i don't have to suffer anymore
so i don't...
until all you can see is nothing
until all you see is a frown upon my face
until all you hear is my tears crashing to the floor
scar me
until all i can do is scream from continuous nightmares
until all i can say is mumbles and meaningless words
until all i can see is no path ahead of me vacant for travelling
torture me
so you can control me like a slave
so you can use me in everyway
so you can feel all powerful
kill me
so i don't have to stay in this nightmare
so i don't have to suffer anymore
so i don't...
988 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2010 7:59am
3rd Jul 2010 7:59am
light and darkness belong together
a face of death lingers behind your misty eyes
a fallen angel has lifted you up from the grave of lies
you once thought it was a dream but now see it is real
the thorns of darkness have stamped us with a love seel
a reaper and angel have been apart for so long
alone in a world full of everything so wrong
a connection brought us together with an angels knife
a shimmering hope to bring us back to life
the vampires rejoice and drink to us
in a gothic castle we will sleep till dusk
when we reawake in eternal bliss
we'll...
a fallen angel has lifted you up from the grave of lies
you once thought it was a dream but now see it is real
the thorns of darkness have stamped us with a love seel
a reaper and angel have been apart for so long
alone in a world full of everything so wrong
a connection brought us together with an angels knife
a shimmering hope to bring us back to life
the vampires rejoice and drink to us
in a gothic castle we will sleep till dusk
when we reawake in eternal bliss
we'll...
903 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2010 7:57am
3rd Jul 2010 7:57am
trapped
Can't breathe,
feel like i'm dying...
Can't speak,
can't help but crying...
Can't not,
trap my emotions...
Can't talk,
throw my devotions...
Can't hold,
onto my dreams...
Can't hear,
nothing but screams...
I'm trapped...
feel like i'm mourning...
over our lives...
i'll keep on falling...
feel like i'm dying...
Can't speak,
can't help but crying...
Can't not,
trap my emotions...
Can't talk,
throw my devotions...
Can't hold,
onto my dreams...
Can't hear,
nothing but screams...
I'm trapped...
feel like i'm mourning...
over our lives...
i'll keep on falling...
886 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2010 2:38pm
2nd Jul 2010 2:38pm
torture me, i'll torture you
i'm gunna show off my scars with pride,
to remind me that i'm still alive,
they'll stay with me through to the end,
when i'm a lost soul i'll be too hard to mend,
my mind is a void full of deep torment,
my heart is trapped in this chamber of cement,
don't live with this remorse and deep despair,
i'll forget this ever happened cos you dont care,
if you open your eyes you'll see the blood leak from my eyes,
my tears are the self inflicted pain you caused with your lies,
for you i would drown in my own dirty blood,
it would stain...
to remind me that i'm still alive,
they'll stay with me through to the end,
when i'm a lost soul i'll be too hard to mend,
my mind is a void full of deep torment,
my heart is trapped in this chamber of cement,
don't live with this remorse and deep despair,
i'll forget this ever happened cos you dont care,
if you open your eyes you'll see the blood leak from my eyes,
my tears are the self inflicted pain you caused with your lies,
for you i would drown in my own dirty blood,
it would stain...
1141 reads
3 Comments
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