Submissions by BlackSakura (AsherMayMay)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Most of my poetry explains my emotions more than if I talked about them. If I don't wanna say it, I'll let you read it.
Did you hear?
Didyouhearaboutthegirl,forgottenintime
Didyouknowjustexistingwashercrime
Hernamewasforgotten,leftbehindinmemories
Allhertears,creatinganewsetofseas
Herbreakingheartwasignoredasshedrowned
Andlikeaghost,shecomesandgoeswithoutasound
Thiswholetimeallshewantedwastobefree
Couldyoutellthatthisgirlisme
Didyouknowjustexistingwashercrime
Hernamewasforgotten,leftbehindinmemories
Allhertears,creatinganewsetofseas
Herbreakingheartwasignoredasshedrowned
Andlikeaghost,shecomesandgoeswithoutasound
Thiswholetimeallshewantedwastobefree
Couldyoutellthatthisgirlisme
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Death
Letmecountmysilvertears,runningdownmyface
Letmediepainfully,letmediewithgrace
Howmanybeatsmustaheartmaketosayitlivedalife
HowmanytimesmustIbegfordeath'sblacksythe
I'mpreparedtoleavethisworld,giveuponhumanity
Butitwon'tearsethepain,orletmestopreality
AllIwantistocurlupanddie
Finallyhavenotearstocry
Whywon'tyoucomeandhuntmedown
Whywon'tmydeathcomearound
Don'tyouseemyopenarms,Death
Helpmedrawafinalbreath
Enditallforme
Foronce,letmebehappy
Letmediepainfully,letmediewithgrace
Howmanybeatsmustaheartmaketosayitlivedalife
HowmanytimesmustIbegfordeath'sblacksythe
I'mpreparedtoleavethisworld,giveuponhumanity
Butitwon'tearsethepain,orletmestopreality
AllIwantistocurlupanddie
Finallyhavenotearstocry
Whywon'tyoucomeandhuntmedown
Whywon'tmydeathcomearound
Don'tyouseemyopenarms,Death
Helpmedrawafinalbreath
Enditallforme
Foronce,letmebehappy
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Watch me die
So many ways I could leave
Leave this world in agony
So many ways, I count my death
The many ways I could take a last breath
I cut and I bleed, but no one can see
The way I move, oh so gingerly
How don't you notice the scar in plain sight
How don't you see my emotional fight
Why don't you care enough to stop me
Why won't you finally set me free
I don't deserve life, so let me starve
I don't deserve life, so let me scar
I could die by the cold blade of a knife
Or take a rope round my throught to end my life
I could trow myself out infront...
Leave this world in agony
So many ways, I count my death
The many ways I could take a last breath
I cut and I bleed, but no one can see
The way I move, oh so gingerly
How don't you notice the scar in plain sight
How don't you see my emotional fight
Why don't you care enough to stop me
Why won't you finally set me free
I don't deserve life, so let me starve
I don't deserve life, so let me scar
I could die by the cold blade of a knife
Or take a rope round my throught to end my life
I could trow myself out infront...
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6 Comments
In the mirror
Here I am again
In front of the mirror
Tears falling like the rain
Here I am, in pain
In front of the mirror
Remembering when I was sane
In the mirror, I see me
Who I am, what I'll be
In the mirror, I see a demon
One stuck, and never free
In the mirror, I see everything
And I hate what I see
I hate what I've done
I hate me
In front of the mirror
Tears falling like the rain
Here I am, in pain
In front of the mirror
Remembering when I was sane
In the mirror, I see me
Who I am, what I'll be
In the mirror, I see a demon
One stuck, and never free
In the mirror, I see everything
And I hate what I see
I hate what I've done
I hate me
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I'm ready
Ready to die
I'm ready
Ready to give up on life
And to tell you the truth
I could never hate you
So the fact that that's what you think
Forces my heart to slowly sink
So I'm sorry that when I become heartbroken
Not a single word is spoken
For if one word comes out
There is with out doubt
The tears will begin to descend
And I won't be able to pretend
That I'm perfectly fine
Or that this heart of mine
Will cease to cry
So I'm ready
Ready to die
I'm ready
Ready to give up on life
And to tell you the truth
I could never hate you
So the fact that that's what you think
Forces my heart to slowly sink
So I'm sorry that when I become heartbroken
Not a single word is spoken
For if one word comes out
There is with out doubt
The tears will begin to descend
And I won't be able to pretend
That I'm perfectly fine
Or that this heart of mine
Will cease to cry
So I'm ready
Ready to die
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My simple dream
I used to dream about dancing with boys
And having all the newest toys
I used to dream of happily ever after
But in the end it didn't matter
My dreams never came true
I kept dreaming them anyway
Looking for a brand new day
Never knowing what I was missing
Never knew who I'd be kissing
And as of now, it would seem
I've only got my simple dream
I used to dream of dresses and love
Finding someone made in heaven above
I used to dream of dates and romance
But I never got the chance
My dreams never came true
I still...
And having all the newest toys
I used to dream of happily ever after
But in the end it didn't matter
My dreams never came true
I kept dreaming them anyway
Looking for a brand new day
Never knowing what I was missing
Never knew who I'd be kissing
And as of now, it would seem
I've only got my simple dream
I used to dream of dresses and love
Finding someone made in heaven above
I used to dream of dates and romance
But I never got the chance
My dreams never came true
I still...
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Monster
Disgusting creature, raised from hell
Stitched heart, I watched as it fell
My hurtful words destroy your soul
My selfish thoughts took its toll
What I said was so unkind
And slowly I have come to find
I hurt you beyond repair
What I’ve done isn’t fair
I hate myself because I’m wrong
My soul is now too far gone
I feel like a murderer
I am a monster
Stitched heart, I watched as it fell
My hurtful words destroy your soul
My selfish thoughts took its toll
What I said was so unkind
And slowly I have come to find
I hurt you beyond repair
What I’ve done isn’t fair
I hate myself because I’m wrong
My soul is now too far gone
I feel like a murderer
I am a monster
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What I see
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Taken
Why do I have to cry?
Have the need to die?
Want to take this life away
For the pain felt everyday
The way you tear me apart
Crushing my fragile heart
You killed me in the end
After claiming to be my friend
Well I'm done, sick of it all
I'm going to leave before I fall
This won't be the end of me
Eventually, I will be free
I've always wanted to say no
Now I'm going to tell you so
I don't have anything
You've taken everything
Have the need to die?
Want to take this life away
For the pain felt everyday
The way you tear me apart
Crushing my fragile heart
You killed me in the end
After claiming to be my friend
Well I'm done, sick of it all
I'm going to leave before I fall
This won't be the end of me
Eventually, I will be free
I've always wanted to say no
Now I'm going to tell you so
I don't have anything
You've taken everything
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Locked Away
So many things
I need to say
But here they are
Locked away
So many things
You need to hear
But here they are
Blocked by fear
So many things
On my mind
But they never come out
Instead the rewind
Set on repeat
So many things
So many things
Blocked
Locked
Far from you
I keep words to myself
I block things you say
There are so many things
And they are locked away
I need to say
But here they are
Locked away
So many things
You need to hear
But here they are
Blocked by fear
So many things
On my mind
But they never come out
Instead the rewind
Set on repeat
So many things
So many things
Blocked
Locked
Far from you
I keep words to myself
I block things you say
There are so many things
And they are locked away
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Wither
At birth I was a bud
Not yet ready to open
And I slowly started to blossom
Every given spring
But as the world unfolded
The winter dawned upon me
And my petals began to fall
Like the tears inside my heart
And my soul began to wither
At the on come of the dark
But no one saw me break
No one saw me die
And even to this day
I silently sit to cry
I find few to give me love
Few to nourish me
And since you abandoned
The lowly Bleeding Heart I am
For the unsuspecting Sweet Peas
I began to watch
And I began to wilt and...
Not yet ready to open
And I slowly started to blossom
Every given spring
But as the world unfolded
The winter dawned upon me
And my petals began to fall
Like the tears inside my heart
And my soul began to wither
At the on come of the dark
But no one saw me break
No one saw me die
And even to this day
I silently sit to cry
I find few to give me love
Few to nourish me
And since you abandoned
The lowly Bleeding Heart I am
For the unsuspecting Sweet Peas
I began to watch
And I began to wilt and...
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Fine(ally)
I fell in love with you
But you said we were friends
I still loved you anway
You treated me as family
And I pretended it was fine
But in seceret, I wanted you to be mine
You flirted with her
You talked of her highly
You made it apperent
You wanted her
And I pertended it was fine
But in seceret, I wanted you to be mine
You finally saw my feelings
And you saw me for me
You started to take intersest
And now it's ok, for finally
You belong to me
But you said we were friends
I still loved you anway
You treated me as family
And I pretended it was fine
But in seceret, I wanted you to be mine
You flirted with her
You talked of her highly
You made it apperent
You wanted her
And I pertended it was fine
But in seceret, I wanted you to be mine
You finally saw my feelings
And you saw me for me
You started to take intersest
And now it's ok, for finally
You belong to me
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