Submissions by BlackSakura (AsherMayMay)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Most of my poetry explains my emotions more than if I talked about them. If I don't wanna say it, I'll let you read it.
My fault?
You ruined me
And I know I let you
But I had to respect you
You destroy me
Every time you speak
I'm sick of feeling weak
You kill me
Everytime you try
You always make me cry
Were you so busy looking
Looking at tomorrow
You forgot to see me cry
Today?
Were you so concerned
With the future
You forgot it was in an
Hour?
Whatever, I'm done with it
And though I can't yet leave
You are all worthless to me
Because I am worthless to
You
And I know I let you
But I had to respect you
You destroy me
Every time you speak
I'm sick of feeling weak
You kill me
Everytime you try
You always make me cry
Were you so busy looking
Looking at tomorrow
You forgot to see me cry
Today?
Were you so concerned
With the future
You forgot it was in an
Hour?
Whatever, I'm done with it
And though I can't yet leave
You are all worthless to me
Because I am worthless to
You
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Mommy and Daddy
I made you cry
But you made me want to die
I made you hurt everyday
You hurt me with everything you say
I lied and shunned you from truth
Only cause you keep stealing my youth
I brought your heart a little pain
You never saved me from the rain
I made you disappointed today
And you let me die every day
I'm so sorry I'm not perfect
And I'm sorry I'm not worth it
I'm sorry I didn't come out as planned
And I'm sorry I finally took a stand
But you made me want to die
I made you hurt everyday
You hurt me with everything you say
I lied and shunned you from truth
Only cause you keep stealing my youth
I brought your heart a little pain
You never saved me from the rain
I made you disappointed today
And you let me die every day
I'm so sorry I'm not perfect
And I'm sorry I'm not worth it
I'm sorry I didn't come out as planned
And I'm sorry I finally took a stand
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He is and I am
He's cruel and he's blunt
But he's everything I want
When I absoulutly need him
He's never really there
When I try to tell him how I feel
He's inconsiderate, I'm insecure
He's rough and tumble
He states only the truth
But the truth can really hurt
He lives with out a care
He is everything I need, but he is less then what I hope
I am different
I am weak and I am little
I am gental and I am fragial
Too easily broken, but broken I am
I look to him with hope and love
He sees me as he stands above
Curse how much my heart is...
But he's everything I want
When I absoulutly need him
He's never really there
When I try to tell him how I feel
He's inconsiderate, I'm insecure
He's rough and tumble
He states only the truth
But the truth can really hurt
He lives with out a care
He is everything I need, but he is less then what I hope
I am different
I am weak and I am little
I am gental and I am fragial
Too easily broken, but broken I am
I look to him with hope and love
He sees me as he stands above
Curse how much my heart is...
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Please stay
I love you, I really truly do
But at times, I just can't stand you
I don't want to be angery
And I'm afraid you might hate me
But you have to understand
I don't have much to demand
I just want to be around you
So I'm sorry if I worry you
And I hope you can forgive me
But if not, I'll set you free
But before you walk away
I have one last thing to say
You don't have to believe it's true
But honestly, I do love you
But at times, I just can't stand you
I don't want to be angery
And I'm afraid you might hate me
But you have to understand
I don't have much to demand
I just want to be around you
So I'm sorry if I worry you
And I hope you can forgive me
But if not, I'll set you free
But before you walk away
I have one last thing to say
You don't have to believe it's true
But honestly, I do love you
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So many Questions
Can I?
Can I do anything right?
Why?
Why do I continue to fight?
How?
How do I please you?
What?
What do I have to do?
Who?
Who am I supposed to be, who am I?
Where?
Where can I find a safe place to cry?
When?
When can I be free from my pain?
Do you?
Do you even care if I'm alone in the rain?
Can I do anything right?
Why?
Why do I continue to fight?
How?
How do I please you?
What?
What do I have to do?
Who?
Who am I supposed to be, who am I?
Where?
Where can I find a safe place to cry?
When?
When can I be free from my pain?
Do you?
Do you even care if I'm alone in the rain?
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My friend
I came home with a story for you
Of course, it's really nothing new
But you still need to know, the sting of the truth
And, again, it's a pain only you can sooth
Do you think you could do it again?
Let it flow down like rain?
Do you think you could end my life?
My precious silver painted knife
Of course, it's really nothing new
But you still need to know, the sting of the truth
And, again, it's a pain only you can sooth
Do you think you could do it again?
Let it flow down like rain?
Do you think you could end my life?
My precious silver painted knife
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How?
How can I survive
If I don't want to be alive
How can I go on
If I am not strong
How can I breath easy
If you treat me like I'm sleezy
How can I keep living
If every day I'm believing
That you can never need me
And you will never love me
If I don't want to be alive
How can I go on
If I am not strong
How can I breath easy
If you treat me like I'm sleezy
How can I keep living
If every day I'm believing
That you can never need me
And you will never love me
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Dear Hell
Did you save me a spot?
In the deepest, darkest pit?
Where tortures litter the wall?
Where the screams there are me?
Young and old?
The blood on the floor my own?
The tears falling down, my history?
The painful voices of my parents?
Where I watch the ones I love?
Live life, and fall in love?
Is it filled with the worst horrors?
Monsters who consume me?
Demons who destroy me?
Did you know it's not that bad?
Not to the pain they put me through
That pain can't be matched
Anyway
Dear Hell
Save me room
I maybe coming soon...
In the deepest, darkest pit?
Where tortures litter the wall?
Where the screams there are me?
Young and old?
The blood on the floor my own?
The tears falling down, my history?
The painful voices of my parents?
Where I watch the ones I love?
Live life, and fall in love?
Is it filled with the worst horrors?
Monsters who consume me?
Demons who destroy me?
Did you know it's not that bad?
Not to the pain they put me through
That pain can't be matched
Anyway
Dear Hell
Save me room
I maybe coming soon...
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How many times?
How many times must I tell you?
How many times till it's true?
I never hated you, only me
And it's you who needs to be free
I'm sorry I'm a disappointment
But it won't be long till life is spent
Soon You will live long and happy
While, alone in hell, is me
Don't worry, I begged for this
This lovely pain is pure bliss
Don't worry, this is what I expected
After every time I've been regected
Don't worry, I can handle the blame
And I promise, you will forget my name
So how many times till it's true?
I could never bring myself to hate you
How many times till it's true?
I never hated you, only me
And it's you who needs to be free
I'm sorry I'm a disappointment
But it won't be long till life is spent
Soon You will live long and happy
While, alone in hell, is me
Don't worry, I begged for this
This lovely pain is pure bliss
Don't worry, this is what I expected
After every time I've been regected
Don't worry, I can handle the blame
And I promise, you will forget my name
So how many times till it's true?
I could never bring myself to hate you
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Seconds left
One, two, three, four
I watched as you shut the door
Five, six, seven, eight
Want to save me, it's too late
Tick, tock, tick, tock
Watch the seconds on the clock
Blood is dripping
My breath is slipping
You don't notice as I end
My silver knife, my only friend
She sings a lulaby to death
Seconds before my final breath
I watched as you shut the door
Five, six, seven, eight
Want to save me, it's too late
Tick, tock, tick, tock
Watch the seconds on the clock
Blood is dripping
My breath is slipping
You don't notice as I end
My silver knife, my only friend
She sings a lulaby to death
Seconds before my final breath
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Slits
Slit my throat, let blood flow out
Silence my tears, I can't shout
Tell me lies to get through the night
Whisper tales to rid me of fright
Tell me you love me, I'll trust to the end
Tell me you'll save me, pretend to be my friend
Slit my wrist, let me die
Watch me as I try to cry
Keep me covered though the cold
Wait untill my life's been sold
Say that your heart is mine
Tell me all you can lie
Slit my ankles, keep me still
Break me of my own free will
Comfort me untill my soul has left
Let me pay your deadly debt
Tell...
Silence my tears, I can't shout
Tell me lies to get through the night
Whisper tales to rid me of fright
Tell me you love me, I'll trust to the end
Tell me you'll save me, pretend to be my friend
Slit my wrist, let me die
Watch me as I try to cry
Keep me covered though the cold
Wait untill my life's been sold
Say that your heart is mine
Tell me all you can lie
Slit my ankles, keep me still
Break me of my own free will
Comfort me untill my soul has left
Let me pay your deadly debt
Tell...
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I don't
Idon'tturnsoIwon'thear
Iturntohideawaymytears
Idon'tbesilenttoshowmyanger
Iamsilentbecausemythroatisburning
Idon'thateyou
No,notatall
I'mfrusteratedbecauseyoudon'tseewhatmyliesare
"I'mjustfine"reallymeans"Iwantdodissappear"
"Ithinkthat'sfair"means"IwishIweredead"
"Iunderstand"means"Ihatemyself,killmenow"
"I'msorry"isalmostthesame
ButwhatImeanittosay
Is"I'msorrytodissapointyou.
Isuck,Iknow.Ishouldhavebleedmore.
IfIhad,Iwouldn'tbehere....
Iturntohideawaymytears
Idon'tbesilenttoshowmyanger
Iamsilentbecausemythroatisburning
Idon'thateyou
No,notatall
I'mfrusteratedbecauseyoudon'tseewhatmyliesare
"I'mjustfine"reallymeans"Iwantdodissappear"
"Ithinkthat'sfair"means"IwishIweredead"
"Iunderstand"means"Ihatemyself,killmenow"
"I'msorry"isalmostthesame
ButwhatImeanittosay
Is"I'msorrytodissapointyou.
Isuck,Iknow.Ishouldhavebleedmore.
IfIhad,Iwouldn'tbehere....
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