Submissions by BevvyBud
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have been writing poems and songs since I was in middle school ( almost 13 years now) but, I never showed it to anyone. I finally have a chance to share it with the world :)
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My biggest fear is falling in love again
But when your right in front of me all I see is it.
Always there to leaned an ear when ever I needed it.
And always knew just what to say to make me believe again.
You Push me further then myself and build my confidence
Cause when you looked at me, this armor around me melts
Can find me running from my past, telling me not to fall again
End up falling in your lap, damn Cupid’s hit me again
Copyrights 10/9/17
But when your right in front of me all I see is it.
Always there to leaned an ear when ever I needed it.
And always knew just what to say to make me believe again.
You Push me further then myself and build my confidence
Cause when you looked at me, this armor around me melts
Can find me running from my past, telling me not to fall again
End up falling in your lap, damn Cupid’s hit me again
Copyrights 10/9/17
#love
#heartbroken
#ILoveYou
#lover
#FallingInLove
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Proud Family Cover
Leaving you makes me proud of me
Cause I know that you doubted me
Told me I would never leave you
Thought that I could never leave you
But this doubt in me, wouldn't let me oversee
All the lies that you told me
All the tears that you cost me
But, I was selfless, you were selfish,
took it all for granted, now your helpless
Now youre coming back around
Same man but, a different face this round
God damn why can't I get out my past
Move forward to a man that understands.
When I try I end up falling too fast,
Karmas coming and...
Cause I know that you doubted me
Told me I would never leave you
Thought that I could never leave you
But this doubt in me, wouldn't let me oversee
All the lies that you told me
All the tears that you cost me
But, I was selfless, you were selfish,
took it all for granted, now your helpless
Now youre coming back around
Same man but, a different face this round
God damn why can't I get out my past
Move forward to a man that understands.
When I try I end up falling too fast,
Karmas coming and...
#sadness
#love
#breakup
#MovingOn
#IMissYou
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Self-Pity
I've been wantin' to write a song since I was 17 years old
put my own things to the side, to help another man grow
Now I'm here at 25 tryna find what I stand for
With my little girls eyes watching every move close
I lost all my sense of pride, Had me laying on the floor
Felt so much pain inside still couldn't make it out that door
Felt like I failed my daughter inside, let her see her momma choke.
Saw the pain all in her eyes, knew that it was time to go.
Copyrights 7/19/17
put my own things to the side, to help another man grow
Now I'm here at 25 tryna find what I stand for
With my little girls eyes watching every move close
I lost all my sense of pride, Had me laying on the floor
Felt so much pain inside still couldn't make it out that door
Felt like I failed my daughter inside, let her see her momma choke.
Saw the pain all in her eyes, knew that it was time to go.
Copyrights 7/19/17
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OT
I've been working OT,
Tryna show you what its like just to be with me
But everytime that you come close, I'm running away
Unconscious saying I just need my space
But when I'm all alone my thoughts of you sway
Dreaming 'bout the day that you call me Baby
I'm stuck on stupid tryna plot on my next move
But my guard so high I can't seem to see my way through
Copy rights 7/19/17
Tryna show you what its like just to be with me
But everytime that you come close, I'm running away
Unconscious saying I just need my space
But when I'm all alone my thoughts of you sway
Dreaming 'bout the day that you call me Baby
I'm stuck on stupid tryna plot on my next move
But my guard so high I can't seem to see my way through
Copy rights 7/19/17
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Role Model
My dad died when I was young, so I never had a role model
Except for the rich men, my momma loved a man that came with a dollar.
Vacations out of state, Luxurious gifts? All sounds great if you can deal with the other shit.
Dishonesty, no loyalty, being degraded.. Damn life's a bitch
But you gotta stay level headed
Always pitied my mother but found myself allowing the same shit.
Let a man abuse you, knowing he ain't shit.
So I put my foot down, and the loneliness consumed me.
Couldn't find one man that really took the time to get to know me.
My...
Except for the rich men, my momma loved a man that came with a dollar.
Vacations out of state, Luxurious gifts? All sounds great if you can deal with the other shit.
Dishonesty, no loyalty, being degraded.. Damn life's a bitch
But you gotta stay level headed
Always pitied my mother but found myself allowing the same shit.
Let a man abuse you, knowing he ain't shit.
So I put my foot down, and the loneliness consumed me.
Couldn't find one man that really took the time to get to know me.
My...
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Pride
My mind is clouded by shitty men
The ones no good, but keeps poppin' in
The other was cool, until he lied
I got too much pride, so I had to slide.
Blowing up my phone, I'm on airplane mode.
I told you not to push it, now you bout to fold
Took advantage of my heart, not I got your soul.
Broke your heart or so the story goes.
I got too much pride, you will never know.
How much it hurt when I let you go
And I still love you, but you'll never know
Cause I still love you, but I had to go
My momma always told me...
The ones no good, but keeps poppin' in
The other was cool, until he lied
I got too much pride, so I had to slide.
Blowing up my phone, I'm on airplane mode.
I told you not to push it, now you bout to fold
Took advantage of my heart, not I got your soul.
Broke your heart or so the story goes.
I got too much pride, you will never know.
How much it hurt when I let you go
And I still love you, but you'll never know
Cause I still love you, but I had to go
My momma always told me...
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