Submissions by Bethy (Bbbethy)

Feels like clouds
Feels like hot summer days
  Something sends chills
  Something feels smooth
Smell of ocean and soft mint
      hazed minds
         racing
        speeding
        Its over
        It breaks
         loving
         Caring
         Lied to
     Crumbling down
      Its raining
     Loud thunder
        Its over

By: Bethany

Its all
            Strenghening
The touch  
            Magnitizing
My eyes
            Dilated
A rush
            Breeze
And again
            Freeing
A deeper hole
            Self dug
Steep walls
            Collapsing
My breath
            Slowing
My body
            Bleeding
            Tingling
            Numb
The feeling gone
            New
But gone
And over
            Never
It cant happen
            Again


By: Bethany

He's back again
creeping up my spine
wrapping his cold fingers
around like twine
choking me
making me fall for it
his grip so strong
he wont stop till i fall for it
screaming
bleeding
hopeless
weakling
he wont leave
never gets tired
the monster pleads
for one last fire
so soft
against my finger tips
just one last try
as i touch you to my lips
in the old world
back again
i lost all control
and i wont win
i cant run
or even hide
he always finds me
he always...

I want to call it a monster
it pulls me in
makes me feel like I'm oozing
fastens my pulse
a drumming in my chest
getting harder
        louder
i feel like the earth
when a train goes by
  mini earthquake
not literally shaking
    my eyes are
hollow in my skull
  empty spaces
  black scenes
I'm going numb
my skin bubbles
        burns
i smell gasoline
I'm soaked in it
I'm cooked, baked
   in flour
white, burning
   flustering
my stomach tosses
  ...