Submissions by Batmanbabycakes (Batman_babycake_suicidal)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
A quiet barley living soul
DARK POEM
Published
16th Oct 2015 2:11am
16th Oct 2015 2:11am
In her fear
In her fear,
She's beyond terrified,
She's scared just to go to school,
Scared to be alone,
Scared to get up in class just to get a ruler,
Scared to say 'here' when there's a substitute,
Scared to get lunches alone,
Scared to get on the bus and sit next to someone she doesn't know,
Scared to read those texts that say 'what's wrong' in her fear something bad will or has happened,
Scared she will never recover,
Scared of everything....
In her fear she's scared to be alive,
In her fear she doesn't want to leave her bed for mistreatment from people...
She's beyond terrified,
She's scared just to go to school,
Scared to be alone,
Scared to get up in class just to get a ruler,
Scared to say 'here' when there's a substitute,
Scared to get lunches alone,
Scared to get on the bus and sit next to someone she doesn't know,
Scared to read those texts that say 'what's wrong' in her fear something bad will or has happened,
Scared she will never recover,
Scared of everything....
In her fear she's scared to be alive,
In her fear she doesn't want to leave her bed for mistreatment from people...
626 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Oct 2015 1:27am
14th Oct 2015 1:27am
Used
She's a little to used to being used for everything,
Everything you can think of
From sex, to money for water,
So since she's used to it she lets it happen just to make others happy,
When they become happy she becomes heartbroken,
She's tired of being used for everything,
Nothing will nor no one will care for her truly,
She's knows she's hated so she's hated herself to,
She's givin up,
She's ready to take the fall of suicide,
She's ready and she knows it,
She's tired of being used for everything no one will care because they'll just use her more...
Everything you can think of
From sex, to money for water,
So since she's used to it she lets it happen just to make others happy,
When they become happy she becomes heartbroken,
She's tired of being used for everything,
Nothing will nor no one will care for her truly,
She's knows she's hated so she's hated herself to,
She's givin up,
She's ready to take the fall of suicide,
She's ready and she knows it,
She's tired of being used for everything no one will care because they'll just use her more...
708 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Oct 2015 2:50pm
13th Oct 2015 2:50pm
Welcome to hell
Welcome to hell child,
Things here will destroy you,
Rip you apart,
Make you wish you were dead,
Make you feel worthless,
And much more and since you have no control over these demons I'm giving you more and more will come to you,
But don't worry when no one else is there they will be,
You will eventually committee suicide,
Everyone does,
You will hate everything about it but as the years go by you will get used to the world falling apart underneath your feet,
So get ready your in hell now your a fallen angel and will die trying to crawl back up from...
Things here will destroy you,
Rip you apart,
Make you wish you were dead,
Make you feel worthless,
And much more and since you have no control over these demons I'm giving you more and more will come to you,
But don't worry when no one else is there they will be,
You will eventually committee suicide,
Everyone does,
You will hate everything about it but as the years go by you will get used to the world falling apart underneath your feet,
So get ready your in hell now your a fallen angel and will die trying to crawl back up from...
776 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Oct 2015 2:42pm
13th Oct 2015 2:42pm
About to die
She's sitting in a dark room crying,
Blasting the music,
Holding the blades tighter than tight in her hands pushing on them on her wrist,
She's been thinking of suicide all day now it just somehow won't leave her mind or the thought of her rushing blood flowing down her arm, legs, stomach, wrists, neck, ankles, and hips,
Those thoughts satisfy her in her darkest hours she knows she won't sleep tonight she knows she's gonna cut she knows she's gonna cry herself to sleep she knows she's gonna swallow that bottle of pills,
She knows she's about to die,
No ones home now...
Blasting the music,
Holding the blades tighter than tight in her hands pushing on them on her wrist,
She's been thinking of suicide all day now it just somehow won't leave her mind or the thought of her rushing blood flowing down her arm, legs, stomach, wrists, neck, ankles, and hips,
Those thoughts satisfy her in her darkest hours she knows she won't sleep tonight she knows she's gonna cut she knows she's gonna cry herself to sleep she knows she's gonna swallow that bottle of pills,
She knows she's about to die,
No ones home now...
703 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Oct 2015 9:03pm
12th Oct 2015 9:03pm
Dear dad...
Dear dad,
I wasn't even a year Eddie was only three and Kyle was only six,
Do you even know what happened to them do you even care?
No because you never would've done it,
Instead you let your "kids" get taken away,
Just to only have one come back,
And I wish it wasn't me but I couldn't do anything,
Instead of protecting us you hurt us you never watched me grow up, never had a birthday, Christmas, etc
No because you were in a cell
I hope it was worth it cause instead of protecting mommy and I you let us find abuse in relationships even towards...
I wasn't even a year Eddie was only three and Kyle was only six,
Do you even know what happened to them do you even care?
No because you never would've done it,
Instead you let your "kids" get taken away,
Just to only have one come back,
And I wish it wasn't me but I couldn't do anything,
Instead of protecting us you hurt us you never watched me grow up, never had a birthday, Christmas, etc
No because you were in a cell
I hope it was worth it cause instead of protecting mommy and I you let us find abuse in relationships even towards...
702 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Oct 2015 8:37pm
12th Oct 2015 8:37pm
Suicide
Another day goes by but today she cries instead of cutting or going for that rope, gun, bottle of pills she cries for hours falling asleep earlie to get those thoughts out hopeing to not wake up but then she remembers she can't die because she's alive for other people not for herself for other people,
She may be alive but she is slowly dying she's been dying since she was eleven,
But somehow made it another day just like she has for the past seven years,
She's giving up,
She hates school and getting on a bus to go home to a verbal abusive mother but she doesn't care she's used...
She may be alive but she is slowly dying she's been dying since she was eleven,
But somehow made it another day just like she has for the past seven years,
She's giving up,
She hates school and getting on a bus to go home to a verbal abusive mother but she doesn't care she's used...
570 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Oct 2015 6:40pm
9th Oct 2015 6:40pm
Darkest hours
same shit every day nothing in the world seems to get her by but somehow she makes another day happen
Even though she hates it,
Waking up, pulling herself outta bed each morning, only having 4 friends that actually truly care about her and her existence those four friends are the only reason she's alive,
But after seven years she still feels as if she needs to plaster that fake mask just to go home to a mother who does the same shit,
A mother who is either sleeping just to leave as soon as she wakes up, gone, or yelling at me reminding me how much she needs to try harder...
Even though she hates it,
Waking up, pulling herself outta bed each morning, only having 4 friends that actually truly care about her and her existence those four friends are the only reason she's alive,
But after seven years she still feels as if she needs to plaster that fake mask just to go home to a mother who does the same shit,
A mother who is either sleeping just to leave as soon as she wakes up, gone, or yelling at me reminding me how much she needs to try harder...
652 reads
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