Submissions by Avenged

When people look at me they usually see,
A young happy girl wild, and carefree,
If only they knew I was living a lie,
Because deep down inside I just want to die,
Can't anyone see it's all just an act,
And really inside I am broken and cracked,
Theres nobody that cares enough to even try,
So I wait til night and I break down, and cry,
So until someone tries to figure me out,
I'll lay in my bed,
And scream to myself

Depression is always there for me,
Depression never leaves,
Depression never questions me,
Depression always agrees,
Depression tells me late at night it will be ok,
Depression says just take the blade and cut the pain away,
Depression always comforts me,
Depression makes me feel better,
Depression says take your feelings and write them in a letter,
Give it to your family so they might finally see,
The only one ever there for you has been me,
Depression tells me keep cutting soon it will all be over,
Depression says almost there just keep your...

Words I left unspoken come crashing in my head, why do i have to go through this sometimes I wish i was dead. As the razor cuts me deeply all those words come rushing back, the things i wish i said to you, but theres no time for that. As I cut deeper, and deeper, and watch the blood come rushing out, the words I wish I said to you I see running through my blood. So I took some paper, and wrote them down in a nice little note. I should've said I loved you when I had the chance, because now as my blood stains this paper, I know I won't get a second chance. I'm getting really cold now, as I drop...