Submissions by Atropabelladonna (Atro)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I used to be a good writer in my own mind I guess. Something died inside me when I lost my whole family and I tried to commit suicide. If you can love, love hard.
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
23rd Nov 2011 1:12am
23rd Nov 2011 1:12am
Beauty without Cruelity
A mask she does not wear
Not some paper doll
Not cut from society
She is her own trueth
Not tainted with conformance
Collared around her neck
Boots high to her short skirt
Black her color of choice
Exactly knowing who she is
No plastic here
No trailer trash barbie doll
True to what's inside
Reacting to everything she feels
No one their to hold her back
Free from everyone: not herself
Feeling nothing for those who pretend
Holding her head high
People gocking at who she is
"Salutations", she...
Not some paper doll
Not cut from society
She is her own trueth
Not tainted with conformance
Collared around her neck
Boots high to her short skirt
Black her color of choice
Exactly knowing who she is
No plastic here
No trailer trash barbie doll
True to what's inside
Reacting to everything she feels
No one their to hold her back
Free from everyone: not herself
Feeling nothing for those who pretend
Holding her head high
People gocking at who she is
"Salutations", she...
879 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Nov 2011 2:01am
22nd Nov 2011 2:01am
Freak or me?
Never a gray scale
Always a black or a white
Nothing their to guess: it is what it is
I am what I am: I will never change
Every tattoo has a history
Every piercing has a purpose
This is what I'm filled with
I am not a freak: nor as you
Do I call you a:
Bitch
Dick
Cunt or an
Asshole
Let alone a clown
I don't judge you: why me?
If you don't like what you see
Dont look
If you don't like what you hear
Don't listen
It's your choice to do as you do: just as I
Your slim boy paints and air jordans
Or a justin...
Always a black or a white
Nothing their to guess: it is what it is
I am what I am: I will never change
Every tattoo has a history
Every piercing has a purpose
This is what I'm filled with
I am not a freak: nor as you
Do I call you a:
Bitch
Dick
Cunt or an
Asshole
Let alone a clown
I don't judge you: why me?
If you don't like what you see
Dont look
If you don't like what you hear
Don't listen
It's your choice to do as you do: just as I
Your slim boy paints and air jordans
Or a justin...
844 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Nov 2011 00:24am
22nd Nov 2011 00:24am
My best friends closure
She fucking hated him
To look at him would piss her off
The sight she said: she wanted to spark his eyes
All the things he said to her
Hurtful, beratful, and all the bullshit
Pretending to be his Adam And Evil
Striping her of her life
She fucking hated him
Touching her, killing pieces of her at a time
Making her want to disembowel him
The hits, the bruises, the broken bones
Saying he loved her as the beating went
She fucking hated him
Smelling him would twist her insides
Making her want to bury him
Cheap whore bait he wore...
To look at him would piss her off
The sight she said: she wanted to spark his eyes
All the things he said to her
Hurtful, beratful, and all the bullshit
Pretending to be his Adam And Evil
Striping her of her life
She fucking hated him
Touching her, killing pieces of her at a time
Making her want to disembowel him
The hits, the bruises, the broken bones
Saying he loved her as the beating went
She fucking hated him
Smelling him would twist her insides
Making her want to bury him
Cheap whore bait he wore...
776 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Nov 2011 1:03am
21st Nov 2011 1:03am
Love at first sight: love at first write
They say
arousal for men is physical
They say
The arousal for women is emotional
To say love at first sight
This statement is wrong: it's far from right
We all put down what we feel (DUP)
What about love in what we write
Pick up a book and read a verse
It can be exciting: even perverse
The men could get hard I bet
Not to mention the women wet
Looks are what they are: looks
When two people fall in love for true
It's because of feelings and thoughts by both of you
"Beauty is only skin deep" they say,...
arousal for men is physical
They say
The arousal for women is emotional
To say love at first sight
This statement is wrong: it's far from right
We all put down what we feel (DUP)
What about love in what we write
Pick up a book and read a verse
It can be exciting: even perverse
The men could get hard I bet
Not to mention the women wet
Looks are what they are: looks
When two people fall in love for true
It's because of feelings and thoughts by both of you
"Beauty is only skin deep" they say,...
849 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
20th Nov 2011 10:47pm
20th Nov 2011 10:47pm
Selfish Suicide
They say that "suicide" is selfish act
Leaving " everyone" with no closure, and
No reasons why
All those years you " fuckers" did I cross your mind?
No!
Did I ever say " you were selfish?"
No!
Did you ever call; see if I'm fine, or needed anything?
An " hey you ok?" want to do something, your too busy " ok"
No!
Perhaps a birthday card, or a Christmas gift
An invite to a party, your just to go out?
No!
Did you wipe my tears when I cried, or hug me when I needed comforting?...
Leaving " everyone" with no closure, and
No reasons why
All those years you " fuckers" did I cross your mind?
No!
Did I ever say " you were selfish?"
No!
Did you ever call; see if I'm fine, or needed anything?
An " hey you ok?" want to do something, your too busy " ok"
No!
Perhaps a birthday card, or a Christmas gift
An invite to a party, your just to go out?
No!
Did you wipe my tears when I cried, or hug me when I needed comforting?...
1232 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Nov 2011 9:22am
19th Nov 2011 9:22am
Absence of sanity
It enrages me as I push you
Linquecy your noise
Retarding my destination
I fucking hate you
Wobbling , twisting around and around
Not being able to hide you
They will find us
Faster: more violently I push
Must hurry, hurry
Before somebody sees us
You piece of shit
I must fill you
Quick like a rabid smurf
Running like hell
Damn: people are checking us out
Making a break for my car
Pulling out all of your insides
Throwing them every where
Savagely throwing the rest of your ass to the...
Linquecy your noise
Retarding my destination
I fucking hate you
Wobbling , twisting around and around
Not being able to hide you
They will find us
Faster: more violently I push
Must hurry, hurry
Before somebody sees us
You piece of shit
I must fill you
Quick like a rabid smurf
Running like hell
Damn: people are checking us out
Making a break for my car
Pulling out all of your insides
Throwing them every where
Savagely throwing the rest of your ass to the...
751 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Nov 2011 3:51am
19th Nov 2011 3:51am
A recipe for death
One oz. of fucking agony
Two teaspoons of bullshit
Three tablespoons of nightmares
Four cups of depression
One oz. Of fucking hate
Two pounds of raw emotion
Three kilos of insanity
Four tons of repression
One millimeter of a fucking ice pick
Two centimeters of a bullet hole
Three inches of cut wrists
Four feet of my noose
Five yards of strung out veins
Six meters of exposed intestines
Seven kilometers of body parts
Eight miles of backed up road
One second my life is fucking gone
Two minutes of wondering where...
Two teaspoons of bullshit
Three tablespoons of nightmares
Four cups of depression
One oz. Of fucking hate
Two pounds of raw emotion
Three kilos of insanity
Four tons of repression
One millimeter of a fucking ice pick
Two centimeters of a bullet hole
Three inches of cut wrists
Four feet of my noose
Five yards of strung out veins
Six meters of exposed intestines
Seven kilometers of body parts
Eight miles of backed up road
One second my life is fucking gone
Two minutes of wondering where...
723 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
18th Nov 2011 10:09pm
18th Nov 2011 10:09pm
From his eye ( what you don't think part II )
Your eyes
Hungering for my love
Your lips
want me to taste them
Your neck
Begging to be bitten as you kant
Your breast
Harden filling of passion
Your heart
Bleeding of ecstacy
Your hips
Thrust and grind against me
Your insides
Wetting from anticipation
Your knees
Weakening from lust
Your body
Elegantly moves to closer to me
Feeling to breath my air
I turn my back
I walk away
Feeling fucked up are you?
" fool me once shame on you, ...
Hungering for my love
Your lips
want me to taste them
Your neck
Begging to be bitten as you kant
Your breast
Harden filling of passion
Your heart
Bleeding of ecstacy
Your hips
Thrust and grind against me
Your insides
Wetting from anticipation
Your knees
Weakening from lust
Your body
Elegantly moves to closer to me
Feeling to breath my air
I turn my back
I walk away
Feeling fucked up are you?
" fool me once shame on you, ...
663 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
18th Nov 2011 10:55am
18th Nov 2011 10:55am
The wrong doctor
I come you with all my thoughts
You give me medication: you give me shots
You never repeat anything that has been spoken
Knowing I'm torn and painfully broken
I give you everything to find the truth
It's the same thing: like a father in the booth
You tell me things will change for the best
Just put these suicide thoughts to rest
You say that this loneliness will pass
Not wanting to be touched, and staying away
I can't always say " fuck you, kiss my ass!"
So I come back in a week, I continue to pay
3 years later and a...
You give me medication: you give me shots
You never repeat anything that has been spoken
Knowing I'm torn and painfully broken
I give you everything to find the truth
It's the same thing: like a father in the booth
You tell me things will change for the best
Just put these suicide thoughts to rest
You say that this loneliness will pass
Not wanting to be touched, and staying away
I can't always say " fuck you, kiss my ass!"
So I come back in a week, I continue to pay
3 years later and a...
788 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
17th Nov 2011 9:37am
17th Nov 2011 9:37am
7 Not so deadly sins
You can never be too close to me
I need you closer, much more than a hug
Cut my veins open them up and pour yourself in
I need you running all thru my body
Fill every need I have
Consume me with your love
Devoir me with your lust
A kindred love is what I need
I will fill every need you have
Commit all 7 sins inside me
Pride: yourself with your skills
Envy: make our love the best
Gluttony: your hunger for my sex
Greed: take everything that I am and share with no one
Sloth: relax and enjoy my soul
I don't...
I need you closer, much more than a hug
Cut my veins open them up and pour yourself in
I need you running all thru my body
Fill every need I have
Consume me with your love
Devoir me with your lust
A kindred love is what I need
I will fill every need you have
Commit all 7 sins inside me
Pride: yourself with your skills
Envy: make our love the best
Gluttony: your hunger for my sex
Greed: take everything that I am and share with no one
Sloth: relax and enjoy my soul
I don't...
930 reads
11 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
17th Nov 2011 3:31am
17th Nov 2011 3:31am
What you don't think
Come inside and close the door
I'm inviting you in
I want to show you more.
I want you to see
All my tools that can kill you
Not, iron, not steal, just me
With these eyes
I can see thru you
With this mind
I can play games
With these lips
I can lie to you
With these hands
I can push you away
With this heart
I can stop yours
With these hips
I can sexualy use you
With these legs
I can run from you
When you leave; if you want to
Think about this when I say " I love you"
I'm inviting you in
I want to show you more.
I want you to see
All my tools that can kill you
Not, iron, not steal, just me
With these eyes
I can see thru you
With this mind
I can play games
With these lips
I can lie to you
With these hands
I can push you away
With this heart
I can stop yours
With these hips
I can sexualy use you
With these legs
I can run from you
When you leave; if you want to
Think about this when I say " I love you"
750 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Nov 2011 1:13am
17th Nov 2011 1:13am
Anticipation
If you look at me
I will look at you...a stare
We can think of many things
Things that you can't put into words
Stuff that no one else can see
It's just between us; you and me
The only thing between us is air
If were far it will be cold
If were near it will be warm
This is something we can fix
Between us it's a mix
If you close your eyes
I will close mine...a wonder
What happens now will happen a thousand times
We lean to meet each other
Our lips touch so soft, so gentle
Mouths open slowly, your tongue...
I will look at you...a stare
We can think of many things
Things that you can't put into words
Stuff that no one else can see
It's just between us; you and me
The only thing between us is air
If were far it will be cold
If were near it will be warm
This is something we can fix
Between us it's a mix
If you close your eyes
I will close mine...a wonder
What happens now will happen a thousand times
We lean to meet each other
Our lips touch so soft, so gentle
Mouths open slowly, your tongue...
1007 reads
3 Comments
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