Submissions by Ashawna01
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
abc def...
abc
cut me until i bleed
defg
lie and destroy me
hij
not done yet babe?
klm
kill me please
nop
paron my pleads
qrs
sex sex sex
tuv
only for my body
wxy
why, isn't it a shame?
z
The end of you and me.
cut me until i bleed
defg
lie and destroy me
hij
not done yet babe?
klm
kill me please
nop
paron my pleads
qrs
sex sex sex
tuv
only for my body
wxy
why, isn't it a shame?
z
The end of you and me.
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1 Comment
should i, should we get back together?
i never thought i would end up here
back to the single state
population:me
it was almost a year
and i could have sworn that you were the only,
the ONLY one for me
but then i became to " clingy and boring"
you broke my heart carelessly
and my heart has hardened...
and for weeks i have been the living dead
wandering aimlessly
staring at you hoping you could love me again...
but now u say your sorry and you made a mistake
that i should take you back
and that you will not break my heart again...
BULLSHIT
but i do still want...
back to the single state
population:me
it was almost a year
and i could have sworn that you were the only,
the ONLY one for me
but then i became to " clingy and boring"
you broke my heart carelessly
and my heart has hardened...
and for weeks i have been the living dead
wandering aimlessly
staring at you hoping you could love me again...
but now u say your sorry and you made a mistake
that i should take you back
and that you will not break my heart again...
BULLSHIT
but i do still want...
822 reads
0 Comments
LET ME SLEEP!
i just want some peace
and the only way to get that
would to sleep
i just want to sleep
i dont hate living
but id just rather sleep is all
to escape the insanity of
everyday life
i just want to sleep
just give me a whole week perhaps
shoot me up with sleepy shit
and just let me sleep
im tired of all the dependance on me
and the weight on my shoulders
every second i am getting older
PLEASE, i just want to sleep
please, let me sleep
and the only way to get that
would to sleep
i just want to sleep
i dont hate living
but id just rather sleep is all
to escape the insanity of
everyday life
i just want to sleep
just give me a whole week perhaps
shoot me up with sleepy shit
and just let me sleep
im tired of all the dependance on me
and the weight on my shoulders
every second i am getting older
PLEASE, i just want to sleep
please, let me sleep
858 reads
2 Comments
say wha?? im confused
confusion till it hurt
mind spinnin till you prduce that
oh so famimlar
word
vomit
Who what when were why?? and how??
im confused
and you wont give me the slightest clue
as to what happens now
is this another a lure?
a trick?
a mind game spinning me till i get sick??
im confused because your wording is so
indirect!
You hated me a moment ago
i was quivering away
now you say
that we should chill someday?
thats its all good now?
that the situation is blaze??
im going to still be confused...
mind spinnin till you prduce that
oh so famimlar
word
vomit
Who what when were why?? and how??
im confused
and you wont give me the slightest clue
as to what happens now
is this another a lure?
a trick?
a mind game spinning me till i get sick??
im confused because your wording is so
indirect!
You hated me a moment ago
i was quivering away
now you say
that we should chill someday?
thats its all good now?
that the situation is blaze??
im going to still be confused...
761 reads
3 Comments
mirror
That girl
she is cracking and breaking
you can see her whole frame
s
h
a
k
i
n
g
as her heart beats faster
theere are fears she needs to master
to walk like its something meant
to have an ego like a god
and know you have a hot bod
work it like this is your run way
why dont u do that girl?
come here, stay
I show her how to walk
and she mimicks it perfectly
but when she goes out in public
she forgets intstantly
she insists that her scars are the problem
and then she cowers reflexively
why...
she is cracking and breaking
you can see her whole frame
s
h
a
k
i
n
g
as her heart beats faster
theere are fears she needs to master
to walk like its something meant
to have an ego like a god
and know you have a hot bod
work it like this is your run way
why dont u do that girl?
come here, stay
I show her how to walk
and she mimicks it perfectly
but when she goes out in public
she forgets intstantly
she insists that her scars are the problem
and then she cowers reflexively
why...
1261 reads
5 Comments
My African Prince :)
My africacn prince,
he treats me like his princess
as if all my imperfections are a sucess
and he,
Looks over all the cracks tryin to make em better
no more tears or my face getting wetter
because my babe has the key
he
opens up my heart and observers the damage
it looks like someone tooka hammerand began a rampage
but he kisses the scars and tells me the truth
with lots of commas,
but to sum it up
he said.
"i love you ashawna" :)
he treats me like his princess
as if all my imperfections are a sucess
and he,
Looks over all the cracks tryin to make em better
no more tears or my face getting wetter
because my babe has the key
he
opens up my heart and observers the damage
it looks like someone tooka hammerand began a rampage
but he kisses the scars and tells me the truth
with lots of commas,
but to sum it up
he said.
"i love you ashawna" :)
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0 Comments
My f**king Dad
Why...
why do i gotta be soo, unloved?
why couldn't you justlove me?
you loved the boys but excluded me
Dad...
rejection takes its toll on the weak
and the meek like me
as i seek to find a reason
for this lifelong season
of you fake affection
and i try to move on and take it aas another lesson
learned and,
you cant come in and out of my life
creating holes
like a worn old glove because
your not a fit
and you never will show me love!
so fuck off dad because
i needed u when i was little
but im all grown up and im...
why do i gotta be soo, unloved?
why couldn't you justlove me?
you loved the boys but excluded me
Dad...
rejection takes its toll on the weak
and the meek like me
as i seek to find a reason
for this lifelong season
of you fake affection
and i try to move on and take it aas another lesson
learned and,
you cant come in and out of my life
creating holes
like a worn old glove because
your not a fit
and you never will show me love!
so fuck off dad because
i needed u when i was little
but im all grown up and im...
867 reads
6 Comments
Just so tired...
And i am tired
from it all
the confusion and madness
was suppose to end
but it feels like it just began and
i try to conceal my fate
trying to save it off or a later date
but i am festering inside
surprised
by the fact that
i am so fried i should look black and...
i am just so tired
as i go to the car
stuff its pipe with new hate
start it
hear its purr
turn on the heat
and just wait.....
my eternal bliss has come to take me
away......
from it all
the confusion and madness
was suppose to end
but it feels like it just began and
i try to conceal my fate
trying to save it off or a later date
but i am festering inside
surprised
by the fact that
i am so fried i should look black and...
i am just so tired
as i go to the car
stuff its pipe with new hate
start it
hear its purr
turn on the heat
and just wait.....
my eternal bliss has come to take me
away......
827 reads
2 Comments
Different
And im kind ofgetting tired of this crap
everyone tryin to be different
i coulda almost swore
that being different was me
and that i was invisible, nevermore
now everyone wanna cop the style
well fuck off tryinna be different
ya is all becomein the same with the words
"acceptance" branded on your hearts
and "be diffierent" on the brain
but you dont understand that
your all the same
so fuck off tryinna be different
you need to changeyour game plan...
everyone tryin to be different
i coulda almost swore
that being different was me
and that i was invisible, nevermore
now everyone wanna cop the style
well fuck off tryinna be different
ya is all becomein the same with the words
"acceptance" branded on your hearts
and "be diffierent" on the brain
but you dont understand that
your all the same
so fuck off tryinna be different
you need to changeyour game plan...
686 reads
0 Comments
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