Submissions by AnonymousTimeZ

Emotionally involved, you want to emotionally deprive me of myself. Obsessed .. is it lust or love. Or just because we looking to replace the hurt. Look I don't do it because I can't deal with it. You don't know what I just came from or I should have just stayed there. Warn me before you hurt me ill do the same. Who are you to tell me what to do.  Think about it. Who are you to me. Why complicate things with titles. I know I ain't doing what I'm suppose to. I know I came with more broken promises.  I know I'm on a chase and don't know where it'll lead me. Im living for me now get me up, put...

Numb.....Numb....Numb to it. Pain the hurt. You think you know. The scars I walk around with. Sometimes i hurt myself without knowing believing this is what I want when Pain. Alone.
The wounds never heal so  I never let it. Time.I see it oh my, oh me. I see the blood. I broke it Jesus dead nailss. Soo much stab wounds. Knife, heart cut through middle the recipe! soo much pain. Immune to it so cause it. I destroyed you ripped you apart(Stop to personal.) Look at my painting. I live it. I walk it.  breath the pain. It's in my bones like a cancer digging thru...  screams of agony help no...

I'm not great with you. It's hard just to trust in you. Why can't I just make a way. Why do I have to wait on you. I need it now, want it now, it's just complicated. If I only had you i feel like my life wouldn't be so lost. How can you move a mountain when I feel like it's weighing down on me. How long must I wait for an answer? Ok put in work... what an invisible hope. If that work I put in was my doing. Or
was it (questions no answers) Faith a word or reality. Faithful ha throw that around like love. Who is it Now. (Knees pray to the Lord no answer Faith.) Tired of the waiting game I...