Submissions by AikoAyame (Raine)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"..Those who can't acknowledge their real selves are bound to fail.."
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
9th Oct 2015 6:59pm
9th Oct 2015 6:59pm
the little things..
I adore the little things my friends do for me
Make me smile when i want to cry my heart out
Text me and keep in contact even if i may not text back
Im terrible at keeping in touch with others
Im afraid of what other may think of me
But my friends reassure me they will never judge
They love me with all the flaws and perfect imperfections
And i love them the same way as they do me
I love the courage one takes to show their bad side
I love the honesty one gives about the way they feel
I love the kindness...
Make me smile when i want to cry my heart out
Text me and keep in contact even if i may not text back
Im terrible at keeping in touch with others
Im afraid of what other may think of me
But my friends reassure me they will never judge
They love me with all the flaws and perfect imperfections
And i love them the same way as they do me
I love the courage one takes to show their bad side
I love the honesty one gives about the way they feel
I love the kindness...
753 reads
3 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
9th Oct 2015 6:46pm
9th Oct 2015 6:46pm
Cry Today.. and Smile Tomorrow..
Sometimes you just have to let it out and cry.. Take a deep Breath and be calm for the next day.. It will be more positive.. Hopefully. Find a way to change yourself and the environment around you.. But always be positive.. Dont lose yourself to those around you.. Be yourself.. Be the unique wonderful person you are.. Love yourself.. And find peace...
702 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Aug 2015 7:48am
17th Aug 2015 7:48am
...Hopless and Scared...
Im tired of being the girl who everyone expects me to be!
Smiling so joyfully when deep down im hurting on the inside!
I cry each night..hoping nobody can hear me as i pray to help those whom have hurt me..
..My Father...
..My Mother..
..My two Brothers..
Of course the day i fear is when you sense my silent please for help
Yet i deny it so i dont seem as a bothersome little girl
Let the grown ups worry about their problems and let me face mine alone..
Alone as i have always been to face my own fears and...
Smiling so joyfully when deep down im hurting on the inside!
I cry each night..hoping nobody can hear me as i pray to help those whom have hurt me..
..My Father...
..My Mother..
..My two Brothers..
Of course the day i fear is when you sense my silent please for help
Yet i deny it so i dont seem as a bothersome little girl
Let the grown ups worry about their problems and let me face mine alone..
Alone as i have always been to face my own fears and...
694 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
22nd May 2015 3:44am
22nd May 2015 3:44am
W h e r e. D o. I. B e l o n g . . . ?
I feel so stressed out, I'm crying on my bed thinking about all the shit thats piled up on me.. My school work, my family.. I don't know what to do and the anxiety isn't helping at all.. I want this year to end smoothly but how can i when im always so stressed..! I look like a fucken mess right now.. I yell at those around me and i feel like a bitch doing so.. My family cant put themselves in my shoes and only tell me "i did my best" but its just not good enough.. Not good enough for my family to be proud of me.. I only cause them trouble.. Imagine if i drop out? I would only be a...
823 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
21st May 2015 4:46am
21st May 2015 4:46am
W h e r e. i s. t h e. L o v e . . ?
I always feel upset when i find others going well with their parents and when it comes to me, they can't really accept my sexuality or the way of my individuality. They oppress all that i am so i guess i stay in the closet.. Locked away with the only emotions i have ever felt... Pain and distrust.. I wish to speak to them now how i feel and about who i feel i love.. But they would only disown me like my father once did.. It took so many months to gain back his trust.. I felt so pained, have i never felt so broken.. i should have never told him of my ex.. I've never felt this way as i do...
740 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th May 2015 1:57am
8th May 2015 1:57am
I'm Crying...
When i thought it couldnt get any worse
My anxiety got the best of me today
Missed my little brothers first school play
I dont know whats wrong with me
I feel so choked up inside i cant breathe
I'm just a disappointment to everyone
I should runaway and find a dark place to stay
I cant do this anymore i dont want to feel the way i feel
I hurt everyone i love because of this
Dear god.. For the first time praying..
Since a long time i've prayed..
Please take my anxiety away...!
I hate...
My anxiety got the best of me today
Missed my little brothers first school play
I dont know whats wrong with me
I feel so choked up inside i cant breathe
I'm just a disappointment to everyone
I should runaway and find a dark place to stay
I cant do this anymore i dont want to feel the way i feel
I hurt everyone i love because of this
Dear god.. For the first time praying..
Since a long time i've prayed..
Please take my anxiety away...!
I hate...
709 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
4th May 2015 8:26am
4th May 2015 8:26am
..Dreams of an Insomniac...
How i stay awake till the morning
Not being able to go to bed
For all the wishful thoughts are now awake in my head
Telling me to do something with my life
I wish things could've ended better with me and my friends
I still have that same dream over and over
I was happily with them, smiling, laughing and telling them,
"..i miss you guys so much.." I cried over and over
And yet they forgave me for my mistakes
"..its okay.. We know.." They tell me comfortingly
The little things in life bring me to...
Not being able to go to bed
For all the wishful thoughts are now awake in my head
Telling me to do something with my life
I wish things could've ended better with me and my friends
I still have that same dream over and over
I was happily with them, smiling, laughing and telling them,
"..i miss you guys so much.." I cried over and over
And yet they forgave me for my mistakes
"..its okay.. We know.." They tell me comfortingly
The little things in life bring me to...
689 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd May 2015 8:54am
2nd May 2015 8:54am
Mornings Together
I await a morning to be beside you, My love
For the heavens light to shine t by our window
Greeting us both with a bright beautiful day
I await the days that will last forever
For us both wanting to be together
For the heavens light to shine t by our window
Greeting us both with a bright beautiful day
I await the days that will last forever
For us both wanting to be together
683 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd May 2015 8:26am
2nd May 2015 8:26am
L. O. V. E.
Laying our future ahead of us
Opportunities to achieve together
Venting over who loves who more
Everyday lasting an eternity with you
Opportunities to achieve together
Venting over who loves who more
Everyday lasting an eternity with you
753 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Apr 2015 8:20am
29th Apr 2015 8:20am
S m i l e :)
I hope you have a wonderful day today
May the sun shine brightest when the clouds move your way
May there be a rainbow after each and every rain
Hopefully today is better than it was yesterday
May all your dreams come true for each of you
Lets all Smile and have a wonderful day! :)
May the sun shine brightest when the clouds move your way
May there be a rainbow after each and every rain
Hopefully today is better than it was yesterday
May all your dreams come true for each of you
Lets all Smile and have a wonderful day! :)
788 reads
6 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Apr 2015 8:13am
29th Apr 2015 8:13am
Happy Memories
Oh how i remember the days we were happy
Without a care of the world what others thought of us
Of course we were different from any other couple
But there was love, happiness and plenty of joy
Laughter from our friends whom were more like family
We support one another by our dreams and futures
I just wish i had the chance to re-live that day...
The memories will be with me always..
Without a care of the world what others thought of us
Of course we were different from any other couple
But there was love, happiness and plenty of joy
Laughter from our friends whom were more like family
We support one another by our dreams and futures
I just wish i had the chance to re-live that day...
The memories will be with me always..
759 reads
1 Comment
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
20th Apr 2015 9:09am
20th Apr 2015 9:09am
Journal: Somewhat of a Rant
I used to worry about having panic attacks if i were to be surrounded in a crowded area, but ever since i switched schools and left my friends all i get is more and more depressed. I stress myself out with school work and i am not really that much social when it comes to going out, i get bored easily because im fed up of life, i cant really end it though, there wouldn't be anything to do when im dead so i would rather stay alive as much as possible.. Drawing and just doing things to support my family.. Even if they have Never supported me at all in the first place.. Maybe, i just love too...
718 reads
2 Comments
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