Submissions by AaHarvey
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Pinterest Aa Harvey shows you all you need to know about me. My new unfinished poems are my b sides and not the finished article. I need for you to help me finish them with your comments or maybe inspiration. Some of them I have had unfinished for years.
For you I would
So beautiful to see you here.
I find myself when I am lost inside of you.
Thoughts lost to never seeing you again,
Were proven to not be true.
So beautiful to see you here.
I wish I could stay here too.
Watching beautiful women walk past my window.
Only ever watch them go and I stay inside my hole.
I am a gold fish in this room and I am losing my colour.
Forgotten how to love and forgotten all my lovers.
My heart is a thousand sun’s;
They were ignited by your smile for me.
Each of the stars that made me,...
I find myself when I am lost inside of you.
Thoughts lost to never seeing you again,
Were proven to not be true.
So beautiful to see you here.
I wish I could stay here too.
Watching beautiful women walk past my window.
Only ever watch them go and I stay inside my hole.
I am a gold fish in this room and I am losing my colour.
Forgotten how to love and forgotten all my lovers.
My heart is a thousand sun’s;
They were ignited by your smile for me.
Each of the stars that made me,...
#sadness
#love
#grief
#lust
#loneliness
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That word
All we can give is one hundred and ten percent,
Or the lack of effort that we all did.
All I have left to give is the emptiness,
Of a future already behind us, so let’s give it a miss.
We are young; we are evermore.
I am the strongest with your hand in my hand.
We believed forever more that we would be pure,
But life changed us into The Devil’s man.
It began with sex and inside my head,
I had all these thoughts that I would confess,
To a woman I loved, if I ever loved any,
But life ain’t like that; lover’s are...
Or the lack of effort that we all did.
All I have left to give is the emptiness,
Of a future already behind us, so let’s give it a miss.
We are young; we are evermore.
I am the strongest with your hand in my hand.
We believed forever more that we would be pure,
But life changed us into The Devil’s man.
It began with sex and inside my head,
I had all these thoughts that I would confess,
To a woman I loved, if I ever loved any,
But life ain’t like that; lover’s are...
#sadness
#love
#lies
#LifeStruggles
#lover
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We know
The thoughts we think run around our heads.
They try to make us not forget,
So we remember all that which came before;
Our guiding light towards a better shore.
And as we arrive we climb to our feet,
And in our souls we hope to meet,
A gracious soul, so worn and old;
A beautiful soul, so knowledgeable.
So wise we know that we were meant to teach and learn.
Since night became and the sun began to burn,
We have known we need to become an introvert,
Because deep inside we still feel scared,
Of the things that we...
They try to make us not forget,
So we remember all that which came before;
Our guiding light towards a better shore.
And as we arrive we climb to our feet,
And in our souls we hope to meet,
A gracious soul, so worn and old;
A beautiful soul, so knowledgeable.
So wise we know that we were meant to teach and learn.
Since night became and the sun began to burn,
We have known we need to become an introvert,
Because deep inside we still feel scared,
Of the things that we...
#love
#LifeStruggles
#memories
#SelfReflection
#fear
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Teenage Rage
Looking out at my world,
Wishing the tower’s would fall.
I’ll never be like the saint’s they claim.
From inside my painted black bubble.
I’m staring out at you all,
I’m just hoping to set something on flames.
Because you’re making me sick!
With your monotonous tricks!
You speak in riddles, when I’m around.
I’ve got to carry a gun,
Just to have any fun.
All humanity does is bring me down.
I’ve got to paint my eyes black,
To cover up my black eye.
This world has beaten the Hell out of me. ...
Wishing the tower’s would fall.
I’ll never be like the saint’s they claim.
From inside my painted black bubble.
I’m staring out at you all,
I’m just hoping to set something on flames.
Because you’re making me sick!
With your monotonous tricks!
You speak in riddles, when I’m around.
I’ve got to carry a gun,
Just to have any fun.
All humanity does is bring me down.
I’ve got to paint my eyes black,
To cover up my black eye.
This world has beaten the Hell out of me. ...
#anger
#anxiety
#hate
#rejection
#frustration
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Love love
Maybe I am just in love with love,
But is that such a bad thing?
If I want to find love, why can I not keep on believing?
I may just love love, but surely when I am in love that is good.
Surely to be with someone who loves love should be good enough.
I would love her the way I love to be in love,
And still you say that this is wrong?
Who are you to say that?
What is it that you have you done?
Who have you loved to say my love is not right?
Who are you to tell me anything other than goodbye?
I do love love and I...
But is that such a bad thing?
If I want to find love, why can I not keep on believing?
I may just love love, but surely when I am in love that is good.
Surely to be with someone who loves love should be good enough.
I would love her the way I love to be in love,
And still you say that this is wrong?
Who are you to say that?
What is it that you have you done?
Who have you loved to say my love is not right?
Who are you to tell me anything other than goodbye?
I do love love and I...
#love
#conflict
#myself
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
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Kill me with your love
Show me your creation,
Written down in black ink.
Let me see your darkest thoughts;
I need a place to sink.
I want a place to disappear;
There really is no escape.
If I cannot have someone to love,
Then I will no longer fight my fate.
Love is out there somewhere to find.
All I have to do is look with open eyes,
But I am blind to anyone who could be nice,
Because of the tears I have cried, so many times.
So cut me with your truthfulness,
I want this pain to hurt.
I am no longer playing...
Written down in black ink.
Let me see your darkest thoughts;
I need a place to sink.
I want a place to disappear;
There really is no escape.
If I cannot have someone to love,
Then I will no longer fight my fate.
Love is out there somewhere to find.
All I have to do is look with open eyes,
But I am blind to anyone who could be nice,
Because of the tears I have cried, so many times.
So cut me with your truthfulness,
I want this pain to hurt.
I am no longer playing...
#anxiety
#dark
#death
#WritingPoetry
#fear
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Line
Take a second to enjoy the moment.
Slow right down to find fulfilment.
Wait a while to see the change.
You could become spiritual and fly away,
Or remain lost, living life head on,
Accepting all comers, bring it on,
Show me what you got.
If you have anything at all.
Are you a wolf howling at the door?
Or are you Bambi? Is that all you want to be?
Write a book on how to love.
Snap a paint brush when your work is done.
You are not all you have to entertain,
Relax your brain and find a new way,
Float on waves over...
Slow right down to find fulfilment.
Wait a while to see the change.
You could become spiritual and fly away,
Or remain lost, living life head on,
Accepting all comers, bring it on,
Show me what you got.
If you have anything at all.
Are you a wolf howling at the door?
Or are you Bambi? Is that all you want to be?
Write a book on how to love.
Snap a paint brush when your work is done.
You are not all you have to entertain,
Relax your brain and find a new way,
Float on waves over...
#happiness
#hope
#LifeChangingMoment
#uplifting
#art
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It's nothing personal
It’s nothing personal; I hate the entire human race.
It’s the way they talk, the way they act,
I hate the look upon their face.
In fact I hate everything about you all.
Like I said before, it’s nothing personal.
(C)2020 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
It’s the way they talk, the way they act,
I hate the look upon their face.
In fact I hate everything about you all.
Like I said before, it’s nothing personal.
(C)2020 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
#hate
#lies
#betrayal
#honesty
#humankind
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Fearless
Long hair waving in the new wind.
Time changes and it’s a nude beginning.
Bowie, I only worship one king.
All that is left are the songs we are still singing.
Heroes fall under the thunder sounds.
Waterfalls endlessly come crashing down.
Inside my own existence I continually drown.
I can never find the right way out.
Primal heart; bitten Devil man.
Longing for a new wave to send me to a better land,
Where people are free from eternal suffering.
I hold aloft the heart of endless dreaming.
(C)2020 Aa...
Time changes and it’s a nude beginning.
Bowie, I only worship one king.
All that is left are the songs we are still singing.
Heroes fall under the thunder sounds.
Waterfalls endlessly come crashing down.
Inside my own existence I continually drown.
I can never find the right way out.
Primal heart; bitten Devil man.
Longing for a new wave to send me to a better land,
Where people are free from eternal suffering.
I hold aloft the heart of endless dreaming.
(C)2020 Aa...
#sadness
#hope
#death
#LifeStruggles
#music
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Little reminders
Under the moonlight I’m searching for your heart.
Another lost soul I need to rip me apart.
I couldn’t help you escape from out of the dark,
So I just left you behind to break out from where you are.
If I hadn’t have left then I’d lose myself in your tune.
My thoughts would run me into a state of ruin,
But I still find you beneath the blue moon,
And all I think about is the blackest of sins, my truth.
I have this mark, which you left upon my heart.
You clawed a piece of me and left a deep red scar.
I have the teeth...
Another lost soul I need to rip me apart.
I couldn’t help you escape from out of the dark,
So I just left you behind to break out from where you are.
If I hadn’t have left then I’d lose myself in your tune.
My thoughts would run me into a state of ruin,
But I still find you beneath the blue moon,
And all I think about is the blackest of sins, my truth.
I have this mark, which you left upon my heart.
You clawed a piece of me and left a deep red scar.
I have the teeth...
#sadness
#love
#depression
#dreams
#memories
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Heavy feather
Life is on top of me, eating my soul.
Whatever happened to all the hope?
People come and people go.
Why am I unable to just say no?
I am weak in a world of warriors.
Feeble mind, broken pieces of truth.
All life has done is make me a worrier.
All this pain is nothing new.
From the darkness comes a hope.
She is light inside a shadow.
I run to love with all I know.
Still haven’t learned; soon saying “Ow!”
Heavy Feather weighing me down under water.
Subconsciously I am falling apart.
Make me...
Whatever happened to all the hope?
People come and people go.
Why am I unable to just say no?
I am weak in a world of warriors.
Feeble mind, broken pieces of truth.
All life has done is make me a worrier.
All this pain is nothing new.
From the darkness comes a hope.
She is light inside a shadow.
I run to love with all I know.
Still haven’t learned; soon saying “Ow!”
Heavy Feather weighing me down under water.
Subconsciously I am falling apart.
Make me...
#sadness
#love
#LifeStruggles
#metaphor
#hurt
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Broken bottle
Heart breaks in two, waiting on a love to come.
Save me from the time that I don't have; where is my fun?
I am in need of ears and lips and a hand to hold,
But it is too cold in my bed for any lost soul,
Other than mine to lie and lie I do about how I feel,
Because I hide my life away from all those who would steal.
When once upon a time I would have given it away.
Now I am too late to make a change.
Still I age and with age comes reasoning and clearer thinking.
No intoxicated, medicated, not interested, only spinning,
To pass the...
Save me from the time that I don't have; where is my fun?
I am in need of ears and lips and a hand to hold,
But it is too cold in my bed for any lost soul,
Other than mine to lie and lie I do about how I feel,
Because I hide my life away from all those who would steal.
When once upon a time I would have given it away.
Now I am too late to make a change.
Still I age and with age comes reasoning and clearer thinking.
No intoxicated, medicated, not interested, only spinning,
To pass the...
#sadness
#heartbroken
#LifeStruggles
#suffering
#hurt
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