Submissions by A1T2J3
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DRUGS POEM
Published
3rd Apr 2018 4:33pm
3rd Apr 2018 4:33pm
Dope love song
Im sorry i hurt you it was my fault at the time
things progressed wicked fast
let's just stick to the wine
I love you don't leave me
I need you, you need me,
you just make me so mad and that's when it gets bad
you're sick without me I got you
breathe into me while I Breathe Into You it's your fault I'm neglected
I feel so rejected admit your defeat you're nothing without me
you need me I'm your heart with a beat don't talk to your family they want us apart
baby you need me don't tear us apart Narcan, the bastard, took you and I know it...
things progressed wicked fast
let's just stick to the wine
I love you don't leave me
I need you, you need me,
you just make me so mad and that's when it gets bad
you're sick without me I got you
breathe into me while I Breathe Into You it's your fault I'm neglected
I feel so rejected admit your defeat you're nothing without me
you need me I'm your heart with a beat don't talk to your family they want us apart
baby you need me don't tear us apart Narcan, the bastard, took you and I know it...
#abuse
#drugs
#addiction
770 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Mar 2018 3:31am
29th Mar 2018 3:31am
Brian
You still answer the phone
even though I left you all alone
I can hear when your heart breaks
cuz I'm always apologizing for the same mistakes
kiss me, hold me, when I'm ugly
you put no one above me, you love me
I got you in a grip, you can't quit
I'm your addiction and now you're sick you give and hardly take
put me in my place
my love was your mistake
all I need to be normal not weighed down with all this turmoil
alone and all I want now is for you to Kiss Me Thru the Phone
even though I left you all alone
I can hear when your heart breaks
cuz I'm always apologizing for the same mistakes
kiss me, hold me, when I'm ugly
you put no one above me, you love me
I got you in a grip, you can't quit
I'm your addiction and now you're sick you give and hardly take
put me in my place
my love was your mistake
all I need to be normal not weighed down with all this turmoil
alone and all I want now is for you to Kiss Me Thru the Phone
#boyfriend
#ImSorry
#addiction
499 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
29th Mar 2018 3:15am
29th Mar 2018 3:15am
Insanity
Crying,upset and stupefied
drugs out of control, couldn't quit if she tried
frustrated, infuriated and paralyzed stretching for the truth
this is not an excuse
she had to use to be of use
for her Insanity not her Serenity
no power higher than her supplier
not sick now just a fix now
she's feeling humble, nodding out, whiskey double hold the Rocks,
Under the docks, no hope shooting dope for Keeps
rest in peace!
drugs out of control, couldn't quit if she tried
frustrated, infuriated and paralyzed stretching for the truth
this is not an excuse
she had to use to be of use
for her Insanity not her Serenity
no power higher than her supplier
not sick now just a fix now
she's feeling humble, nodding out, whiskey double hold the Rocks,
Under the docks, no hope shooting dope for Keeps
rest in peace!
#alcohol
#drugs
#addiction
570 reads
0 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
27th Mar 2018 2:38pm
27th Mar 2018 2:38pm
Remorse prey
Reaping what I'm sewing
catching the stones that I'm throwing bull shit spews fast out my mouth breath smelling like shit
I'm selling my recovery but nobody's buying it
what the f*** gone for 2 weeks my dog's the only one missing me
now I sit here contemplating my path
9 out of 10 it's going to be a relapse
why can't they cure me if it's a disease where the fucks the vaccine
medicated assistance is not for me
going to die accepting the Vivitrol challenge
challenge the opiate antibodies
no dead cells running through my body not going home...
catching the stones that I'm throwing bull shit spews fast out my mouth breath smelling like shit
I'm selling my recovery but nobody's buying it
what the f*** gone for 2 weeks my dog's the only one missing me
now I sit here contemplating my path
9 out of 10 it's going to be a relapse
why can't they cure me if it's a disease where the fucks the vaccine
medicated assistance is not for me
going to die accepting the Vivitrol challenge
challenge the opiate antibodies
no dead cells running through my body not going home...
#heroin
#addiction
521 reads
0 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
27th Mar 2018 1:00pm
27th Mar 2018 1:00pm
Just for today
Just for today I'll say no way I'll get high tomorrow
Tomorrow Comes way too soon
now I'm looking for that spoon
no! I'll wait! say no today, tomorrow is another day
I'll get high tomorrow
now it's been a month still no fun
no Narcan threats it's a safe bet I'm slowly changing for self engaging thoughts about tomorrow
But if I do that's okay too cuz I can stop at 1, it will be so much fun no! wait!
I'll save it for tomorrow
Tomorrow Comes way too soon
now I'm looking for that spoon
no! I'll wait! say no today, tomorrow is another day
I'll get high tomorrow
now it's been a month still no fun
no Narcan threats it's a safe bet I'm slowly changing for self engaging thoughts about tomorrow
But if I do that's okay too cuz I can stop at 1, it will be so much fun no! wait!
I'll save it for tomorrow
#heroin
#addiction
742 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
26th Mar 2018 3:53pm
26th Mar 2018 3:53pm
Angels or demons
I just want to be sweetly napping
all I hear is constant chatting
"your stomach is sick it's not going to get better"
my demons are winning they're overpowering my steering
Please stop with the bad times that's why I'm using
where's my Angels? my clouds can't hold them
I'm slipping I'm falling I'm barely crawling fuck my free will
it's not God that's calling
all I hear is constant chatting
"your stomach is sick it's not going to get better"
my demons are winning they're overpowering my steering
Please stop with the bad times that's why I'm using
where's my Angels? my clouds can't hold them
I'm slipping I'm falling I'm barely crawling fuck my free will
it's not God that's calling
#drugs
#heroin
#addiction #MentalHealth
#addiction #MentalHealth
622 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
26th Mar 2018 3:47pm
26th Mar 2018 3:47pm
Blood moon
Slowly wandering the halls of my soul where did I go wrong
each door i open is empty
no laughter, no crying, no joyous Melody, no sad songs
an empty church with pillars of dead flowers
red curtains upon curtains saturated with pain and tears
the blood moon pores light into my dark tunnel and swallows me whole envelopes me with light of a new day a new hope that I can and will exercise my demons and hopefully soon before the vampire smell the blood
each door i open is empty
no laughter, no crying, no joyous Melody, no sad songs
an empty church with pillars of dead flowers
red curtains upon curtains saturated with pain and tears
the blood moon pores light into my dark tunnel and swallows me whole envelopes me with light of a new day a new hope that I can and will exercise my demons and hopefully soon before the vampire smell the blood
#loneliness
#religion
497 reads
0 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
22nd Mar 2018 3:41pm
22nd Mar 2018 3:41pm
Ballad of me
#drugs
#addiction
700 reads
1 Comment
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