Submissions by 84tabby (Sky99)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Lost
He's torn between choices, The path unclear.
Searching for Answers Lost in fear. Struggling to find his way through. Fighting the battles he never knew.....
Searching for Answers Lost in fear. Struggling to find his way through. Fighting the battles he never knew.....
#LifeStruggles
#PTSD
#emotional #vulnerability
#emotional #vulnerability
221 reads
1 Comment
Geek gone bad
#regret
#heartbroken
#frustration #bittersweet
#frustration #bittersweet
100 reads
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Killing me
It's killing me slowly and painfully. It has me down and out. So hard to lift my head. My days are dark and cold. My breath should be taken from me I am a waste of space. Wish I could be some one else. My skin don't fit me right. There is no fucking light. Body hurts, where did my hands go, oh there they are. Days seem to be night and night day. Everything is going the wrong way oh Waite that's me. Head on Collision to take me out of this time and place. Depression is my life killer.
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#FeelingLost
#FeelingTrapped
#emotional
260 reads
2 Comments
Ouch.
#anger
#DomesticViolence
150 reads
0 Comments
Rush
Getting hot from head to toe.
Heart racing eyes bouncing trying not to upchuck.
So good it makes me wet.
All it takes is some clear liquid and a prick.
Can't help but want more now I can't quit.
It makes me forget that my life's fucked up.
What a rush.
Too bad it doesn't last.
So fuck it I will do it again.
Heart racing eyes bouncing trying not to upchuck.
So good it makes me wet.
All it takes is some clear liquid and a prick.
Can't help but want more now I can't quit.
It makes me forget that my life's fucked up.
What a rush.
Too bad it doesn't last.
So fuck it I will do it again.
#drugs
#addiction
#temptation
377 reads
1 Comment
Craziness
I feel like I dont exist in his world of unjustified craziness.
Locked away in a timeless meaningless.
Loneliness takes hold and I'm left in a million pieces.
Broken and bruise now lost without any hope of happiness.
Kicking and screaming inside there must be more to this life.
Tired of all his games so why do I continue to hold on to his unwillingness.
I must be fucked my head, I think someone needs to call me a therapist.
Locked away in a timeless meaningless.
Loneliness takes hold and I'm left in a million pieces.
Broken and bruise now lost without any hope of happiness.
Kicking and screaming inside there must be more to this life.
Tired of all his games so why do I continue to hold on to his unwillingness.
I must be fucked my head, I think someone needs to call me a therapist.
#sadness
#regret
#conflict
229 reads
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Evil
I must confess ur putting us to the test.
Can't u see what she's doing to us,
She is evil to the fullest.
Always fake to be honest.
She'll do what she can to divide us.
She making us weak.
She cries and tells u lies,
She terrorizing our fate.
How much more can we take.
Now the damage is done,
Her work is complete.
The rival takes the win and ur hers once again.
Can't u see what she's doing to us,
She is evil to the fullest.
Always fake to be honest.
She'll do what she can to divide us.
She making us weak.
She cries and tells u lies,
She terrorizing our fate.
How much more can we take.
Now the damage is done,
Her work is complete.
The rival takes the win and ur hers once again.
#heartbroken
#conflict
#lies #disappointment
#lies #disappointment
240 reads
1 Comment
Sometimes
Sometimes we all make that one mistake.
The one that we wish we could take back and do differently.
The one mistake that changed our lives in the worst kind of way.
The mistake that hurt someone we truly love,
The mistake that had us crying in a ball.
But it was a mistake, right?
Did we learn from it or would we do it again.
We try to make up for it but it doesn't seem like it's enough.
But I am sorry for the pain that I have caused.
For I am not that evil,
I don't want to hurt people.
The one that we wish we could take back and do differently.
The one mistake that changed our lives in the worst kind of way.
The mistake that hurt someone we truly love,
The mistake that had us crying in a ball.
But it was a mistake, right?
Did we learn from it or would we do it again.
We try to make up for it but it doesn't seem like it's enough.
But I am sorry for the pain that I have caused.
For I am not that evil,
I don't want to hurt people.
#strength
#forgiveness
#motivational
#redemption
#responsibility
211 reads
0 Comments
Leave
Please stop doing this to me.
Where there is no place for me to hide and no place to feel safe.
You've made my life unpleasantly scary,
You're an every shadow question what I do.
What you can't hear me?
For what I'm telling you is true.
I don't do them things you're telling me I do.
So what if you don't like what I have to say,
So why do I have to fear you!
Just go your separate way.
I wish you the best,
Leave me to rest.
And as long as you're gone, I will be at the evil one.
So go ahead and tell you're a made up lies.
I...
Where there is no place for me to hide and no place to feel safe.
You've made my life unpleasantly scary,
You're an every shadow question what I do.
What you can't hear me?
For what I'm telling you is true.
I don't do them things you're telling me I do.
So what if you don't like what I have to say,
So why do I have to fear you!
Just go your separate way.
I wish you the best,
Leave me to rest.
And as long as you're gone, I will be at the evil one.
So go ahead and tell you're a made up lies.
I...
#abuse
#suffering
#FeelingTrapped
#DomesticViolence
#fear
429 reads
0 Comments
I've been bad
#sex
#dirty
315 reads
2 Comments
Tonight
#sex
#erotic
#dirty #orgasm
#dirty #orgasm
408 reads
5 Comments
Not him
I'm the one who is ready. let me be the one, let me take the pain. I lived my life let me be the one. he's so young and has so much more to do. why him and not me! I would surely take the sickness from him, let it be me to have the cancer and not my six-year-old son.
#sadness
#heartbroken
#frustration #confusion
#frustration #confusion
296 reads
2 Comments
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