My eyes are always open ,feeling blind when im awake,As I lay me down to sleep i dream of drowning are they fake?Am I drowning in another bottle just like yesterday?Feeling enslaved by the thoughts of facing another day.Today im not defeated .Freedom is the choice I make. My actions speaking loud words of indifference. Speaking lies to myself but i know my inner truth.My heart holds the key to showing mind the real proof. When will this stop what can I stand to lose?This question drowned by the bottle as I drink to gather clues.