Submissions by 666xxx (cutie_cutie)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Why did you have to go
You said you where leaving
I said my goodbyes
Now I'm sitting here
Wiping tears from my eyes
I don't know why I'm crying now
Why you said we'll talk
And I'm crying my eyes out
Your going somewhere far away
Where I don't see you every day
I should be I am truly happy for you
Then why am I siting here in the blue
Wondering why my tears are falling
With friends wondering why I'm bawling
I had to say my sad goodbyes
Now I'm wiping tears from my eyes
I said my goodbyes
Now I'm sitting here
Wiping tears from my eyes
I don't know why I'm crying now
Why you said we'll talk
And I'm crying my eyes out
Your going somewhere far away
Where I don't see you every day
I should be I am truly happy for you
Then why am I siting here in the blue
Wondering why my tears are falling
With friends wondering why I'm bawling
I had to say my sad goodbyes
Now I'm wiping tears from my eyes
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Untitled
Untitled life is what I lead it's what we all lead as the soulless bodies we drag around on this damned planet we call earth are slowly being beaten out of their own self regrets they fall down farther and farther as the fighters climb up to the top while we are just the ones who jump off
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Strangers
Fearful lives as frightened curses
We live our life as the pain worsens
Say goodnight with not shed a tear
Say goodbye yet I am still here
Let go of the hands that you hold
Reach for new unlike the old
See from the eyes that are far
Leave my vision open ajar
Grasp the sights that you see
Gentle hands let them free
Touch the minds of those unheard
Heal the scars of others burned
Let none know of this deed
For secrecy is always key
Locked in a cage to rot away
Like a dying curse's slow decay
We live our life as the pain worsens
Say goodnight with not shed a tear
Say goodbye yet I am still here
Let go of the hands that you hold
Reach for new unlike the old
See from the eyes that are far
Leave my vision open ajar
Grasp the sights that you see
Gentle hands let them free
Touch the minds of those unheard
Heal the scars of others burned
Let none know of this deed
For secrecy is always key
Locked in a cage to rot away
Like a dying curse's slow decay
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5 Comments
This is my cry for help
I cried all day trying not to remember your face
I cried because I know you hate me
I cried because I care about you
I cried because I care to much
I cried because you don't care at all
I cut because I cried for you
I cut because I care for you
I cut because I know you hate me
I cut because I know that I'm not the one
I cut because I need to be loved
I cut because I needed to feel
I am who I am
I am not loved by you
I am hater
I am a cutter
I am in love with you
I am sure you hate me
I am sure you don't care
I am...
I cried because I know you hate me
I cried because I care about you
I cried because I care to much
I cried because you don't care at all
I cut because I cried for you
I cut because I care for you
I cut because I know you hate me
I cut because I know that I'm not the one
I cut because I need to be loved
I cut because I needed to feel
I am who I am
I am not loved by you
I am hater
I am a cutter
I am in love with you
I am sure you hate me
I am sure you don't care
I am...
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3 Comments
For my crush2
Your special touch
Your special words
My sinful acts
My sinful scars
You and me...
Me and my blade
Feelings all tucked away
Just forget all about him
A fight of love I'll never win ...
I know you don't want me
But what ever I do I can't unsee
The way you smile and laugh
The way you share your voice
The way you made me feel
The way it was supposed to be...💔
I personally hate the way I wrote this but It was the only way I could find to say it truly
Your special words
My sinful acts
My sinful scars
You and me...
Me and my blade
Feelings all tucked away
Just forget all about him
A fight of love I'll never win ...
I know you don't want me
But what ever I do I can't unsee
The way you smile and laugh
The way you share your voice
The way you made me feel
The way it was supposed to be...💔
I personally hate the way I wrote this but It was the only way I could find to say it truly
690 reads
2 Comments
Read only if you care to hear
Maybe I'm apologizing
Your just not recognizing
I'm done it's over it's gone
I do everything so very wrong
But the more I think the more I know
My life is over it's time to go
No more pain and agony
I hurt myself where you can't see
I'm sorry to who ever knew me
But it's time to hit the sky
I may be here tomorrow
Just planning my goodbye
Pills guns or maybe jump
The school is surely tall enough
It's ok I'd go any way
I'm just sad it's not today
I hate you all but love you now
Knowing I'm not here for long
It's done...
Your just not recognizing
I'm done it's over it's gone
I do everything so very wrong
But the more I think the more I know
My life is over it's time to go
No more pain and agony
I hurt myself where you can't see
I'm sorry to who ever knew me
But it's time to hit the sky
I may be here tomorrow
Just planning my goodbye
Pills guns or maybe jump
The school is surely tall enough
It's ok I'd go any way
I'm just sad it's not today
I hate you all but love you now
Knowing I'm not here for long
It's done...
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3 Comments
For my crush
I never would ever hate you
I wish you just knew
How much I care what you think of me
But no matter what I do you never see
I know you don't care for me
I know together we'll never be
I'll just say it okay
I noticed you every day
Your perfect smile and perfect voice
But caring for me Isn't a choice
I know there's some one else in your head
I just wish that it was me instead
It's foolish and greedy I know
But what ever I try I can't let go
I want you to be happy not stuck with me
Cause I know that we will just never be💔
I wish you just knew
How much I care what you think of me
But no matter what I do you never see
I know you don't care for me
I know together we'll never be
I'll just say it okay
I noticed you every day
Your perfect smile and perfect voice
But caring for me Isn't a choice
I know there's some one else in your head
I just wish that it was me instead
It's foolish and greedy I know
But what ever I try I can't let go
I want you to be happy not stuck with me
Cause I know that we will just never be💔
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A day to come a day passed by
One day I lived
One day to come
One day I die
One day passed by
Stab my heart
Stab my demons
Stab my soul
That's been infected
That's been defeated
That's been outcasted
Like a loner
Like a creep
Like a loser
Like a freak
Don't show fear
Don't show sadness
Don't show hate
Don't show madness
Hate all people
Hate all creatures
Hate all faces
Hate all features
Hate politics
Hate economy
Hate to love
Hate to see
Hate to hear
Hate being me
One day to come
One day I die
One day passed by
Stab my heart
Stab my demons
Stab my soul
That's been infected
That's been defeated
That's been outcasted
Like a loner
Like a creep
Like a loser
Like a freak
Don't show fear
Don't show sadness
Don't show hate
Don't show madness
Hate all people
Hate all creatures
Hate all faces
Hate all features
Hate politics
Hate economy
Hate to love
Hate to see
Hate to hear
Hate being me
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???
I can't stop crying
I can't keep trying
I can't keep smiling
Inside I'm dying
I can't keep lying
I want to die
I will still cry
I won't still try
I can't just lie
I want to die
You want me to go
I'm suicidal you know
I am my true foe
I guess I should go
I hate my hair
I hate my skin
I hate my scars
I hate my eyes
I hate my weight
I hate my life
I hate my tears
I hate myself
They say stupid
They say creep
They say weirdo
They say freak
They say emo
They say loser...
I can't keep trying
I can't keep smiling
Inside I'm dying
I can't keep lying
I want to die
I will still cry
I won't still try
I can't just lie
I want to die
You want me to go
I'm suicidal you know
I am my true foe
I guess I should go
I hate my hair
I hate my skin
I hate my scars
I hate my eyes
I hate my weight
I hate my life
I hate my tears
I hate myself
They say stupid
They say creep
They say weirdo
They say freak
They say emo
They say loser...
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2 Comments
A fear to the nothing I am
Trapped alone no place to go
Uncared unloved unseen
Don't look back at your foe
Unnoticed overlooked unclean
Lost in dreams of endless love
Cared loved and seen
I spread my wings as do a dove
Noticed looked and clean
Crushed like a vermin crawling
Dirty damned and broken
No one sees my hand that's clawing
Unheard unknown unspoken
See me follow beaten and damned
Unwatched unrecognized unfound
No one sees my lost cursed hand
Unheard uncared everywhere around
Uncared unloved in seen...
Uncared unloved unseen
Don't look back at your foe
Unnoticed overlooked unclean
Lost in dreams of endless love
Cared loved and seen
I spread my wings as do a dove
Noticed looked and clean
Crushed like a vermin crawling
Dirty damned and broken
No one sees my hand that's clawing
Unheard unknown unspoken
See me follow beaten and damned
Unwatched unrecognized unfound
No one sees my lost cursed hand
Unheard uncared everywhere around
Uncared unloved in seen...
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3 Comments
Suffering is my favorite color
Knives saws and hammers to
All tools for me to use on you
Bloody gory nasty fun
Laugh and giggle till it's done
Rip that bandage lick the gore
On my knees I want more
Feed me all that tasty red
I play with you when your dead
Disfigured and dismembered
My face you still remembered
But do not fear my pretty one
It's not over I'm not done...
All tools for me to use on you
Bloody gory nasty fun
Laugh and giggle till it's done
Rip that bandage lick the gore
On my knees I want more
Feed me all that tasty red
I play with you when your dead
Disfigured and dismembered
My face you still remembered
But do not fear my pretty one
It's not over I'm not done...
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2 Comments
Unlocked dreams
My pleads and cries can only go so far
Just leave me alone to rot in my own filth
Please travel on to a world with happiness
A world where you will not hate
A world where you will not be hated
Hate is just another dream waiting to be crushed
Another nightmare you suffer over and over
Never waking forever trapped inside
The key to the doors of my cage
Has been tossed into the hands of satan
Again and again my voices screaming
Oh bloody god where are you now
Not at my rescue not here for the sinners
Yes a thousand bodies lay at your...
Just leave me alone to rot in my own filth
Please travel on to a world with happiness
A world where you will not hate
A world where you will not be hated
Hate is just another dream waiting to be crushed
Another nightmare you suffer over and over
Never waking forever trapped inside
The key to the doors of my cage
Has been tossed into the hands of satan
Again and again my voices screaming
Oh bloody god where are you now
Not at my rescue not here for the sinners
Yes a thousand bodies lay at your...
696 reads
3 Comments
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