Submissions by 666gothchick (Paulina Dionne)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
strange poems for a rather strange person! plagiarists beware ...i will hit you with THE BOOK OF RAGE!!!
Thinking twice (saves your life)
Too much was on at the time
i felt like life hit it's line
it felt like forever to climb
i didn't feel fine
too many tears had come my way
i couldn't bare to face another day
who would miss me anyway?
but i thought twice to delay
glass makes a mess for everyone to see
maybe there's another way to be free
there could be someone lonely for me
i should let my life just to be
i had to think of my mother
she couldn't bare to lose another
family will always have eachother
there's no time to take the cover
i've...
i felt like life hit it's line
it felt like forever to climb
i didn't feel fine
too many tears had come my way
i couldn't bare to face another day
who would miss me anyway?
but i thought twice to delay
glass makes a mess for everyone to see
maybe there's another way to be free
there could be someone lonely for me
i should let my life just to be
i had to think of my mother
she couldn't bare to lose another
family will always have eachother
there's no time to take the cover
i've...
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Forever alone
Time is decaying
my heart starts fraying
but i'm not praying
I stay strong
on my own
taken for granted
my friends love me when slanted
no matter how demented
i hold on long
all alone
i've loved many
but tossed like a penny
feeling unsteady
not so much strong
when i'm on my own
St. Valentine is coming
for me he's not running
i watch everyone else loving
i held on this long
just to be forever alone
my heart starts fraying
but i'm not praying
I stay strong
on my own
taken for granted
my friends love me when slanted
no matter how demented
i hold on long
all alone
i've loved many
but tossed like a penny
feeling unsteady
not so much strong
when i'm on my own
St. Valentine is coming
for me he's not running
i watch everyone else loving
i held on this long
just to be forever alone
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Just like the seasons
Like winter
you froze my heart
covered it with snow
fog became to come on over
crisp foot-prints began to show
like spring
you blossomed
feelings grew within
a change for the better
restrained from all sin
like summer
you warmed me
and put your arms around
now without sin
nature can make it's sound
like autumn
moving away
drying with the pain
golden stain upon my shoulders
just to let it happen again
you froze my heart
covered it with snow
fog became to come on over
crisp foot-prints began to show
like spring
you blossomed
feelings grew within
a change for the better
restrained from all sin
like summer
you warmed me
and put your arms around
now without sin
nature can make it's sound
like autumn
moving away
drying with the pain
golden stain upon my shoulders
just to let it happen again
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Run-down
It's been a long hard winter
let's make way for spring
sing: until someone hears us
and happiness will begin again
it's been a long hard wait
let's be patient and stay
prey: you have someone watching you
and maybe, there is pride
all above is a worthless lie
i've waited many hours
flowers: iv'e never got
and never will
kill:much time
with the tears i always cry
and wish someone is watching me
the truth of life:
the run-down
the teadious lies
the long wait
the so-called 'friends'
the none-existing...
let's make way for spring
sing: until someone hears us
and happiness will begin again
it's been a long hard wait
let's be patient and stay
prey: you have someone watching you
and maybe, there is pride
all above is a worthless lie
i've waited many hours
flowers: iv'e never got
and never will
kill:much time
with the tears i always cry
and wish someone is watching me
the truth of life:
the run-down
the teadious lies
the long wait
the so-called 'friends'
the none-existing...
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Suffer well
I never complain
complaining is weak
weakened i become
becoming to suffer well
just walk on by, watch
watching me bleed
bleeding wounds; nothing like a bleeding heart
heartful i am; i still suffer well
i'm such a trooper
trooping with my head high
higher pain sets me free
free even when i suffer well
i don't need your pity
pityous souls, too much they care
caring is foolish
foolish i am when i suffer well
complaining is weak
weakened i become
becoming to suffer well
just walk on by, watch
watching me bleed
bleeding wounds; nothing like a bleeding heart
heartful i am; i still suffer well
i'm such a trooper
trooping with my head high
higher pain sets me free
free even when i suffer well
i don't need your pity
pityous souls, too much they care
caring is foolish
foolish i am when i suffer well
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Too slow
My chance is up
i'm too slow
when friendship isn't enough
how can i show?
you love her
instead of me
all because
i couldn't set feelings free
you never knew me well
not enough to love
no eyes match
help not the dreams above
your friend's hand
i will ask
can you bare it?
will you pass the task?
i haunt you with jealousy
feel the same
break her heart
and embrace shame
i tried to play sweet
because for you i care
but remember i'm selfish
so love if you dare!
...
i'm too slow
when friendship isn't enough
how can i show?
you love her
instead of me
all because
i couldn't set feelings free
you never knew me well
not enough to love
no eyes match
help not the dreams above
your friend's hand
i will ask
can you bare it?
will you pass the task?
i haunt you with jealousy
feel the same
break her heart
and embrace shame
i tried to play sweet
because for you i care
but remember i'm selfish
so love if you dare!
...
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Partners of time
Your alone and you don't care
i'm alone and i don't dare
it's fine for you, you love a break
almost in tears, how much more can i take?
my friend, you lift my lonely wings
but too slow as love always stings
you've had your run and had your life
now let me have mine and take away strife
supportive, you are always there
sacrifice your love , who said i'm fair?
damage you witness, but you stand strong
but my pain is enough and it's been so long
watch, as our friendship decreases
but we're always there to pick up the pieces...
i'm alone and i don't dare
it's fine for you, you love a break
almost in tears, how much more can i take?
my friend, you lift my lonely wings
but too slow as love always stings
you've had your run and had your life
now let me have mine and take away strife
supportive, you are always there
sacrifice your love , who said i'm fair?
damage you witness, but you stand strong
but my pain is enough and it's been so long
watch, as our friendship decreases
but we're always there to pick up the pieces...
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Paha bloom
rushing through romantic meadows
on my own i cry
holding a forget-me-not
withering slowly as they die
why purple?
amd not red?
blossoms sway
and make their bed;
voiletti kukkia pahan
all the colours seem so gay
as in ecstacy they shine
if they didn't kill so quick
i'f pick , and make them mine
waiting for love
is truly a real pain
lonelinesscan't wait forever
so i wait for the meadows to call my name;
violetti kukkia pahan
i engulf in an evil bloom
at last i'm soon at rest
but now i know my defeat ...
on my own i cry
holding a forget-me-not
withering slowly as they die
why purple?
amd not red?
blossoms sway
and make their bed;
voiletti kukkia pahan
all the colours seem so gay
as in ecstacy they shine
if they didn't kill so quick
i'f pick , and make them mine
waiting for love
is truly a real pain
lonelinesscan't wait forever
so i wait for the meadows to call my name;
violetti kukkia pahan
i engulf in an evil bloom
at last i'm soon at rest
but now i know my defeat ...
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Cheer up the trust
Trust: a word i'm unfamiliar with
you must know me so well ''friend''
to acuse and judge
moody only to be moved
but your loved so well, unlike me;
as in a shallow grave i trudge
love knocks on your door
but why do you not open your arms?
and then weep like a ghoul
you must remember
your not the only one to have problems
and i am no body's fool
cherish love, deliver it well
the loved ones need it
then life is a breeze of time
even my sour heart can smile
as hope warms my soul
protected, even in the thorns i...
you must know me so well ''friend''
to acuse and judge
moody only to be moved
but your loved so well, unlike me;
as in a shallow grave i trudge
love knocks on your door
but why do you not open your arms?
and then weep like a ghoul
you must remember
your not the only one to have problems
and i am no body's fool
cherish love, deliver it well
the loved ones need it
then life is a breeze of time
even my sour heart can smile
as hope warms my soul
protected, even in the thorns i...
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I kept my enemy close
In this three-sided story
we push a forced smile
we're all for glory
and fight like it's worth a mile
when one finds love
the cast-out needs a shoulder
when push comes to shove
and shows the soul much bolder
I hate how you think your right
I despise your smug wealth
I cry inside , just for another fight
I want your well health
thinking I love someone Else's heart
and loving them like you
thinking we're better apart
I admit is hardly true
which path can I take?
who is right for me?
it's only my...
we push a forced smile
we're all for glory
and fight like it's worth a mile
when one finds love
the cast-out needs a shoulder
when push comes to shove
and shows the soul much bolder
I hate how you think your right
I despise your smug wealth
I cry inside , just for another fight
I want your well health
thinking I love someone Else's heart
and loving them like you
thinking we're better apart
I admit is hardly true
which path can I take?
who is right for me?
it's only my...
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The war of love and friends
I hate to choose
I hate to be chosen
I hate choice
I hate war
but war Love's love
and love is death
death is the ashes
we choke on
air or dryness?
sink or swim?
embrace both
when love is a small series of deaths
so we embrace all the time
we gain each others trust
and trust is in our tears
no matter who's fault it is
everybody Love's you
but I'm all for quality
not quantity
from endless mood-swings
to piteous over-throws
we still talk
and forget
life how it really is
you can lift...
I hate to be chosen
I hate choice
I hate war
but war Love's love
and love is death
death is the ashes
we choke on
air or dryness?
sink or swim?
embrace both
when love is a small series of deaths
so we embrace all the time
we gain each others trust
and trust is in our tears
no matter who's fault it is
everybody Love's you
but I'm all for quality
not quantity
from endless mood-swings
to piteous over-throws
we still talk
and forget
life how it really is
you can lift...
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Sorry on a sunday
Father has forgiven you
yet, once again
when everybody else
still lives with pain
blood still unwashed
and never will be clean
veil of deceit
cloudy and unseen
you preach about sin
and explain a lie
but when truth is told
people can't try
live your way of power
play it sweet
brainwash who you can
but when we meet;
i always think, why be sorry just for a Sunday?
yet, once again
when everybody else
still lives with pain
blood still unwashed
and never will be clean
veil of deceit
cloudy and unseen
you preach about sin
and explain a lie
but when truth is told
people can't try
live your way of power
play it sweet
brainwash who you can
but when we meet;
i always think, why be sorry just for a Sunday?
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