I kept my enemy close

In this three-sided story
we push a forced smile
we're all for glory
and fight like it's worth a mile
when one finds love
the cast-out needs a shoulder
when push comes to shove
and shows the soul much bolder
I hate how you think your right
I despise your smug wealth
I cry inside , just for another fight
I want your well health
thinking I love someone Else's heart
and loving them like you
thinking we're better apart
I admit is hardly true
which path can I take?
who is right for me?
it's only my heart to break
I'm killing loneliness, can't you see?