Submissions by 3v3rbr0k3n (KaosGemyni)

I move forward and backwards at the same time.
Frantically running away from my past,
But avoiding my destructive future.

My future was decided 10 years ago.
The first of many stupid decisions I've made.
Five years ago my life change again.

Deciding to be the best father i could be,
that was the first decision I felt good about.
It made my life have purpose again

Though you made life have meaning again,
Darkness slowly followed in my wake.
I felt it creeping up waiting patiently.

Three years ago darkness...

Nothing will fix the mistake I've made.
Everything just fell apart so soon.
Trying to fix things is hard.

Let what happened go.
Yes it is easier said then done.
I can be the one you need.

One last time is all I ask.
Let me lift you, make you happy.
I want then just a physical emotions.

Life seems to be going nowhere.
When it wants to go somewhere.

Pursuing love with no end.
Sadly, always hitting dead ends.

The maze we call life is winning.
Destroying all hope of being.

Running and walking at steady pace.
Wanting things to fall in place.

Trying to keep your head held high.
End up hanging out to dry.