Submissions by 1WrongChoice (Adrian Webb)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
A loose union of emotions. Mostly dominated by three distinct viewpoints of life that I have. Husk H.R. and Faust. I'm making this as I go so I would love critique.
Epiphany
Feel like I be waking up just to go to sleep.
Get high just to eat.
And get drunk just to not think.
I'm living my life on the edge foot over the ledge.
And still refuse to take the pills to "clear my head".
I'm stuck falling in a deep emotionless dark blissful abyss.
Of realizing
Love
Doesn't
Exist.
Get high just to eat.
And get drunk just to not think.
I'm living my life on the edge foot over the ledge.
And still refuse to take the pills to "clear my head".
I'm stuck falling in a deep emotionless dark blissful abyss.
Of realizing
Love
Doesn't
Exist.
#confessional
#SelfReflection
#FeelingTrapped #SelfDiscovery
#FeelingTrapped #SelfDiscovery
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With intent to fade.
What's the point?
I really could light this joint.
And dim the tint of visions blur to black.
And inhale with pride that I'm obtaining something that I somehow tend to lack.
The feeling of content,
The feeling of bliss,
The feeling of obtaining a euphoric kiss from something I can't stand to miss.
Or I could take this drink.
Push myself to a newer edge a brink that ends with my hands on the edge of a sink, throwing up internal potions that works the magic of making it easier to think.
Give myself the armour of Achilles...
I really could light this joint.
And dim the tint of visions blur to black.
And inhale with pride that I'm obtaining something that I somehow tend to lack.
The feeling of content,
The feeling of bliss,
The feeling of obtaining a euphoric kiss from something I can't stand to miss.
Or I could take this drink.
Push myself to a newer edge a brink that ends with my hands on the edge of a sink, throwing up internal potions that works the magic of making it easier to think.
Give myself the armour of Achilles...
#anxiety
#loneliness
#alcohol
#marijuana
#addiction
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Nam Et Amisi Vos
Throughout the Winters cape i found you
While Wandering aimlessly,cold winds Battering and Scarring my Vessel
I had long Forgotten the concept and face of time
Warmth Had No Meaning
The Long Lonely trek through fields of peaceful yet Harsh White Snow
Have Made me an envoy of the winter and the beautiful lifelessness of it.
Deprived of all emotional and physical sensations i have become winter's claim.
Until I Got You.
You With your natural beauty broke me from the dead dry tight grip of winter
You With your curiosity of endless bounds awoke...
While Wandering aimlessly,cold winds Battering and Scarring my Vessel
I had long Forgotten the concept and face of time
Warmth Had No Meaning
The Long Lonely trek through fields of peaceful yet Harsh White Snow
Have Made me an envoy of the winter and the beautiful lifelessness of it.
Deprived of all emotional and physical sensations i have become winter's claim.
Until I Got You.
You With your natural beauty broke me from the dead dry tight grip of winter
You With your curiosity of endless bounds awoke...
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Baby Boy
Don't Take My Baby Boy
He's my pride and joy the one who brings light to the dark
His aura brings a energetic hue to the stark contrasts of life
He is my inspiration and my deepest pride
Tiny Heart Tiny Spark
Tiny Mind Tiny Bark
Don't Take Him Away
He can't bear the outside the cold cold embrace of the world
He won't be able to maintain the small spark that radiates and permeates all that is evil
For the Bold Devilish grin of the outside will lure him in and corrupt him...
My Baby Boy...I am Your Shield
Your Knight
Your Noble Vassal...
He's my pride and joy the one who brings light to the dark
His aura brings a energetic hue to the stark contrasts of life
He is my inspiration and my deepest pride
Tiny Heart Tiny Spark
Tiny Mind Tiny Bark
Don't Take Him Away
He can't bear the outside the cold cold embrace of the world
He won't be able to maintain the small spark that radiates and permeates all that is evil
For the Bold Devilish grin of the outside will lure him in and corrupt him...
My Baby Boy...I am Your Shield
Your Knight
Your Noble Vassal...
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Work
Work
Same Old Sounds echoing lonely down these long corridors.
It’s Depressing but reassuring at the same time.
They bounce from hall to hall through shrill cold air just to slowly drift into my eardrums.
They are my constant reminders that actually sit here in this same spot for 40 hours a week.
and that’s depressing.
but reassuring in the fact that these same 40 hours give me the bliss of a static environment.
and that i and only i am the sole energy that gives this place life.
But i wonder….
will these Same Old sounds echo down these long magical...
Same Old Sounds echoing lonely down these long corridors.
It’s Depressing but reassuring at the same time.
They bounce from hall to hall through shrill cold air just to slowly drift into my eardrums.
They are my constant reminders that actually sit here in this same spot for 40 hours a week.
and that’s depressing.
but reassuring in the fact that these same 40 hours give me the bliss of a static environment.
and that i and only i am the sole energy that gives this place life.
But i wonder….
will these Same Old sounds echo down these long magical...
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If I Had Label
If i Had A Label
I Wonder what it would say
I wonder what it would look like
what sticker would be on it
what elaborate colors it would have or witty catch phrase underneath my name
i wonder if it would be a liquor with a caution sticker wrapped around me
warning you of the experience you might have if you indulge in me in all my abyssal glory
I wonder if you would choke and gag on the lies i tell or if i would burn the inside of your chest with the harboring hate i have i wonder would i make your head swirl with these endless thoughts of self hate and regret....
I Wonder what it would say
I wonder what it would look like
what sticker would be on it
what elaborate colors it would have or witty catch phrase underneath my name
i wonder if it would be a liquor with a caution sticker wrapped around me
warning you of the experience you might have if you indulge in me in all my abyssal glory
I wonder if you would choke and gag on the lies i tell or if i would burn the inside of your chest with the harboring hate i have i wonder would i make your head swirl with these endless thoughts of self hate and regret....
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Life Sucks
Life Sucks.
"Not in its entirety but it sucks,
The choices that I have made in this reality have stained me on a mental realm so deep that I'm another casualty of the self destructive world that I have made.
And it's a damn shame,
That I have become the biggest plague unto myself a disaster a walking talking and breathing harbringer of destruction fueld by the endless regrets of decisions made in a rush.
Because I did it to myself,
And I know it so I can't be mad but these emotions inside lash out at me with claws laced with my...
"Not in its entirety but it sucks,
The choices that I have made in this reality have stained me on a mental realm so deep that I'm another casualty of the self destructive world that I have made.
And it's a damn shame,
That I have become the biggest plague unto myself a disaster a walking talking and breathing harbringer of destruction fueld by the endless regrets of decisions made in a rush.
Because I did it to myself,
And I know it so I can't be mad but these emotions inside lash out at me with claws laced with my...
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