Cheaters

Walking in on A cheater

Why don't you answer the phone
Opening the door I heard noise
I should've known
Trying to keep my poise

You did not notice me enter
Neither of you two
I watch in horror
All the things you do

My temple starts to throb
Witnessing everything you did to another
Slobbing on his knob
As he told he'll invite his brother

Begging for more
You tell him to talk dirty
He calls you his filthy whore
Images burn into my mind for eternity

Walking out I shutter
My eyes and heart feel heavy
I whisper, "All I did was love her"
My palms become sweaty

Rage sets in
And I finally embrace this hell
You panic and remove yourself from the din
The man walks out and you yell

Blame me for never being there
But I will not allow this
It's your fault for being what you are
This is your mistake and it is what it is

A love lost to sin by your demands
A another man you had holding your hands

Broken hearted
I feel so retarded

Love, loss and pain
I'm going insane

What a lover
You're nothing but a cheater

Guess i'll never know


Let me know how much he loves you
tell me just once more.
When you do, watch my face
see my raindrops pour?

Show me again how he how he holds you
just this one last time.
See me quiver? See me shake?
and to think he was once mine.

I hear you two speak
those three beautiful words,
as I sit in flames
as the world around me burns.

This wasn't how i intended
not the way to go
what would i have left if we never happened?
Guess i'll never know.

I Held On So Long.

Those manicured fingers
scratching down your back,
do they know where you sleep?
Do they know what you have?

'Cause I know it's not much,
and now it's even less.
As I leave you alone,
tears slide down my dress.

Those red lips on your ear,
do they kiss you like me?
Have they given you secrets?
Have they made you scream?

Her honey-blonde hair,
wrapped up in your hands,
is it on your pillow?
Does it feed your demands?

Those darling brown eyes,
looking you over....
Did you know they watched me leave,
scanning over your shoulder?

When you said that you wanted to spend forever in my heart,
I didn't think you meant you'd spend forever tearing it apart.
We were high school sweet hearts ,destined to be together,
You said it yourself in your valentines letter remember?
I gave up opportunities because I wanted to take care of you,
I bought you the most biggest diamond to make you even more
happy when you said "I do".
We spent a week in Hawaii,making love in our honeymoon sweet,
Ordered room service  to make our moment of love complete.
You said that I was the one man that treated you like the woman
you are,
I loved you more than ever so I bought you a house and a brand
new car.
I gave you the American dream,husband and wife together in love
And vows,
At least that's what I thought before I caught another man sneaking
Out from the back door of our house.
I spied on you for a whole month to see how far you would go,
You must have slept with ten men so I guess it's safe to say that I
Married a hoe,
I asked you for a divorce and you denied all of my accusations of
Course,
You broke my heart in more ways than I could count on both hands,
I gave you everything and this is how you love me back?you definitely
Counterfeited my plans.
After the havoc I went through to get you out of my life,
You made me fear love and my emotions are twisted around insecurities
That I now fight.
You played me out!
True love is something that I now doubt.
Thanks for nothing.

Six feet deep..

Catching up to you
What you swore you would never do...
Brings dark to the light
All that was'nt right!
I try to keep it in...  
All my partners sin..
But it cuts like a razor
Making me hate her.
Please make it better!
Tell me you would never...
Step out of line again
Cause that would mean the end!
Too much do we have
To become what we had!
My soul you have takin
My heart bitch, your breakin!
Give it to just me
All that I see!
Together we can...  
I thought that was the plan!
If not...  Then make it go away!
Cause me bitch, I don't play!
I'll drink your blood like it's legal!
I thought you knew that I was lethal!
So if tomorrow never comes
Remember I'm the one...
Whose last face you'll see
Before you're ass is six feet deep!!!

I turn over the pages,
photographs when you came
and when you left.

How this young bunny has grow
and how she bounces to the same beat.
Revived like a child from asthma.

Feet carry me
and lead me somewhere free
where the music plays and the bass drops.

Steady my fingers
when the crawl to him
from the other side of a page.

Stop my pencil when it sketches him
and know I am mine,
my own property. I have been hurt before, I will be hurt again. It's all just living, baby.

“ It hurted Physically”

I remember like it was yesterday
As I rang your phone
Over, over, and over again 
Repeatedly no answer
No worries crossed my mind 
As I entered a cab to make my journey home
I just didn’t want to find myself alone
The drive felt like it would never end 
As I approached my house 
To my surprise your vehicle was there 
All the lights were on in the house
Walking making my way to the front door 
I overheard the stereo like never before
Blasting high while entering my home 
I smelled an aroma that was definitely unknown
Every waiting moment climbing the staircase 
Proceeding to my bedroom I would have never thought 
This would be displayed.
As I look through the crack of the door I saw her more and more 
The breathing was increasing and the heart beats came out of my chest
As tears rushed to my eye lids hearing her moans and groans
Was beyond belief to me can’t you see 
My husband!! My Husband! Why would you do this to me?
To make it even worst he was conspiring with his first cousin
As the thrust of their bodies’ swayed while I watched it seem like 
I watched for eternity 
Pinching me to wake up from reality my heart slowly dropped out of my chest 
Yelling over the music why?
I remember it like it was yesterday because they claimed; they were high.
Drug can make you do things, but I thought I was the only thing that could fulfill his high. 
Lessons we learn may teach you to better, but my only lesson learned was “birds of a feather flock together” during this time
Before this nightmare ends there was much more to endure I was the only one left battered and beaten on the floor
My pride and joy was flipped upside down because life is too short for me to wait for him to get his gun.
Love is not blind, but everything is clear to see to me
Only time will tell what love is in stored 
Thank you ladies and gentlemen I may close this chapter in my life now god bless. 

::BANG BANG::

passion 
that’s exactly what happened 
my own two eyes could see
loyalty got disposed by two...willfully 

in spite of me...he took a shine to you
his glow; you took it in...and 
what it would do

eyes looked crazed, but all true

nah...you should’ve known that move 
it would never do
that move was off cue...you know
honesty always shines through
right after dishonesty shows its "behind

unkind"
then, that inkling of distrust shows up
showed up...walked up because it suspected
walked down that hall
then it...inspected

then

::BANG BANG::

fired because it found them whispers and 
them lies
how they lacked luster
when you can’t trust her
they’re a flow buster 
so the party gets encircled like...G. Custer.

so...sue me
nah; Sioux you...y’all gave me reservations.

hesitations...nah
because
y’all took me for a featherweight
y’all Ms.Stake...thru.the.heart
but..

I'm a Chief who don't sit for NO bull
nor, do I understand...You n’ me both knew
you had a man 

yet it wasn't all cool...how y’all tested me
now you less than me
and...guess we'll see

::BANG BANG::

and know that
some with anger...they do get free

::BANG~BANG::

now it's write a check for that doctor’s fee
then onward 
to that

passion plea.

y’all was crazy G. 
now
how about me?

the one they call...Chief Jealousy 


...

Like Paper

I was perfect
No list of despair
My page was blank
And i wrote your name

We were together 
Madly in love
Then you looked to my friend
You tore part of my heart

No way I thought
I'm totally wrong
Then you told me the truth
And proved me wrong

Like crinkling paper
It's never the same
No matter how hard you press
The evidence remains

Near the end to the story
You broke my heart
Abandoned me for another
Then used what you got

I trusted you
With my mind, body, and soul
In the end what I got
Was a hearbreaking time

But I dont regret it
probably not like you
now my trust has be broken
all because of you

Not only did you hurt me
you left me with scars
the only thing I have left
is to wonder why

who's going to want what's left
all the pain I hold inside
my fears make me question
every person I coincide

what there hidden intentions are
all the bad things they may hide
maybe they dont care how i feel too
it made me see just lies

now its been over a year
i know i'm past what's done
and all i see in most people
is pain and hurt to come

kriticool said:::BANG BANG::

passion 
that’s exactly what happened 
my own two eyes could see
loyalty got disposed by two...willfully 

in spite of me...he took a shine to you
his glow; you took it in...and 
what it would do

eyes looked crazed, but all true

nah...you should’ve known that move 
it would never do
that move was off cue...you know
honesty always shines through
right after dishonesty shows its "behind

unkind"
then, that inkling of distrust shows up
showed up...walked up because it suspected
walked down that hall
then it...inspected

then

::BANG BANG::

fired because it found them whispers and 
them lies
how they lacked luster
when you can’t trust her
they’re a flow buster 
so the party gets encircled like...G. Custer.

so...sue me
nah; Sioux you...y’all gave me reservations.

hesitations...nah
because
y’all took me for a featherweight
y’all Ms.Stake...thru.the.heart
but..

I'm a Chief who don't sit for NO bull
nor, do I understand...You n’ me both knew
you had a man 

yet it wasn't all cool...how y’all tested me
now you less than me
and...guess we'll see

::BANG BANG::

and know that
some with anger...they do get free

::BANG~BANG::

now it's write a check for that doctor’s fee
then onward 
to that

passion plea.

y’all was crazy G. 
now
how about me?

the one they call...Chief Jealousy 


...


I wanted to choose this one, but this was the second one entered and thus I couldn't and Kriti never clarified if he wanted to use this one instead or if he wanted his last one to be removed.

It wouldn't have been fair of me to have chosen a poem someone entered second.

- Cinny

Cinny said:

I wanted to choose this one, but this was the second one entered and thus I couldn't and Kriti never clarified if he wanted to use this one instead or if he wanted his last one to be removed.

It wouldn't have been fair of me to have chosen a poem someone entered second.

- Cinny


 Clarification.. It's ALL GOOD Cinny.. 

We think [b]R4V3N's poem along w/ stormz_of_fire and LittleChaoChao were Excellent reads and GREAT Choices!! The entire thread~comp was fun, alotta good writes!  
Good lookin' Miki
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Glad you feel that way and can brush it off so well Kriti! Good sportsman ship. ! (:
Thanks for the entries everyone, they were great.

- Cinny