Killing Me Softly With Hate

daddy hated me
and i hate him
i hate your guts
my very whim
i wanna see you scorm
to watch you hurt
make it burn
i'd do it today
eitherway
you'll feel like i did
you'll have no freinds
you'll be a misfit
words can't express my hate
a razorblade and gasoline
are all the same
so
i'll kill you slowly
like you did to me
make you feel lonly
like you did to me

Just a twist


Your words always cut me like a knife 
So I imagine killing you
Slowly with all the hate I have inside 
I burn away your body time after time
But i Awake to you always still here 
Touching me, mentally you're mind fucking me, 
Abusing my time
You don't care for a word I say 
I just wish that I could do as my visions show me
Cutting off your nut sack with a nail file sounds like a treat to me
I have no power over yours 
You will probably kill me before I even harm you 
so I'll find thousands of ways to fucking kill you everyday!!!! 

You claim to be a friend but a friend would not indeed
Try only for jealous twisting desires to succeed
You claim that you care but if you did you wouldn't dare
Sit into my family stare wanting only what's not to share
We were sisters but your lust for my man was the twister
Years we were raised together what happened to friends forever
You left to come back just awaiting the attack
You said you cared you wound't dare
I look at you once with love now with disgust
Tearing my family to shreds all I feel is dreed
For the day we met and paths again cross
for all the feelings aside you tossed
I remember the memories but they are not the same
When you took our hearts and treated it like a game
Tried to make it all the same your sickness is a shame
I think of your words and they sound so absurd
You said you loved us, now I see that was only words
I look at your picture not who I once knew
For all you told me that was and wasn't true
For all how your ugliness just grew
Love / Hate is it all the same
When your life is a twisted little game
8 August 2011
ARHC
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"You love me. You know you do, say it."
Though wouldn't you like to know how badly you messed up my nerve cells, making me manly and not the soft girl I once was and still try to be. I am damaged you dumb fuck, I hate you like I've never hated anyone, so much hate it brings hot tears over my waterlines... Though at the same time I fear you for what you've done to me.
"You can't leave me."
At the time I wanted to but once I tried to stand up for myself you pushed me onto my stomach and hurt my insides, I wish that was all that happened through our relationship, if you could call it that at all. Not only did you guide me into the darkness I am just now getting out of, you made me hate the feeling of most things sexual you ruthless bastard.
"C'mon, moan, you like it."
God, the pain and the rubbing of dry skin, how could I ever love this feeling of plastic inside of myself, between my thighs invaded my body in ways I didn't think possible. Everytime you hurt me, I wanted to hurt you back, fuck you with the handle of a brush or screwdriver to see how you like it. No, I'm sorry, don't put that cold metal up my other opening--but you never listened.
"I'm sorry..."
Words you never fucking meant, I was drowning in the tears and blood you made me swallow, if I could see you now I'd tear you down and pin you down. Bruise your body with a hammer so you couldn't leave me like I couldn't leave you. Insult your self esteem until you cried and begged me to stop, that it wasn't fair. I'll smile as I strip you bare and hold your dick in my hands, pushing and twisting the cold, sharp pointed tip of the screwdriver into your piece, tearing your insides and tugging at nerves like you did me. Only then I want you to say 'sorry' for what you did, scream it, cry, no one will hear you like no one heard me.
I'll ask you to moan because I think you like that pain, you like the bloodied area between your legs, everyone knows that.

I'd fuck you like you fucked my twelve year frame.
I'd tear you up from inside out like you tore me up.
I'd rape you with no mercy to your screams like you did to me.

Karma's a bitch, I told myself I'd get you back and I have---with words that bruise.

Tough Love

Fuck you
Go die
You ruined my life
You killed me inside
I wish you burn
Eternally in hell
And if you still survive
I pray I find you again
So I can fuck you with a razor blade
Beat you with a jagged whip
Exhaust my strength
Watch me grin
As I bash your head in
I won't let you die
So you better hope you do
Before I find you.

sick is a matter of perspective devilman.... ;)

Scumbag Bloodrag


I can not trust you. You have never proven your weight in gold.
I watch the things you do, and wonder if you'll be lonely when you're old
Your face greets me with a fake smile that is full of false hopes
When you were a child, did you want to be a scumbag? I think you reached your goal
I don't know how turned into this monster, you are not the guy I was knew
You have huirt your brethren, through and through
Speaking words that are untruthful and ullusive
You have no right to hold your title, your ways are putrid
Women and men have fallen to prey to them and never stood a chance
You ever betray me, I will hurt you at first glance
I await the day the gods allow you to be so foolish and unwise
I will unleash a rage on you until my fist cries
My anger has been supressed, locked away and depressed
He'll be happy to be set free, he'll treat you the best
My words are full of rage that heat the blood coursing these veins
I should have released it for all the wrong you done, all their pains
Their hearts all have been bled by your knife, pierced through the back
Your words calming them down, ending their thoughts to attack
Not me, I have eighteen years of rage supressed and locked away
Awaiting for the right wrong person to rub me the wrong way
My words are my weapons, and they slice like any blade
But my fist won't hesitate to destroy your face
I'll walk away satisfied with a blood rag
All from you, you scumbag

Scumbag Bloodrag


I can not trust you. You have never proven your weight in gold.
I watch the things you do, and wonder if you'll be lonely when you're old
Your face greets me with a fake smile that is full of false hopes
When you were a child, did you want to be a scumbag? I think you reached your goal
I don't know how turned into this monster, you are not the guy I was knew
You have huirt your brethren, through and through
Speaking words that are untruthful and ullusive
You have no right to hold your title, your ways are putrid
Women and men have fallen to prey to them and never stood a chance
You ever betray me, I will hurt you at first glance
I await the day the gods allow you to be so foolish and unwise
I will unleash a rage on you until my fist cries
My anger has been supressed, locked away and depressed
He'll be happy to be set free, he'll treat you the best
My words are full of rage that heat the blood coursing these veins
I should have released it for all the wrong you done, all their pains
Their hearts all have been bled by your knife, pierced through the back
Your words calming them down, ending their thoughts to attack
Not me, I have eighteen years of rage supressed and locked away
Awaiting for the right wrong person to rub me the wrong way
My words are my weapons, and they slice like any blade
But my fist won't hesitate to destroy your face
I'll walk away satisfied with a blood rag
All from you, you scumbag

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I'l kill u spill u drill u will u liv through wat ima bout ta do u shmuck u suck worth less than 1 buck outa luck better duck when im swingin the king is in the ringin e's pistoff been tipped. u ripped of rhymes of a higha design get back behind the line that u snort evry day , been hustlin all yo life & still recieve no pay so stay the      fuck away from a lyrical master or watch ya feeble flow become the next  major disaster !!!
     

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