A Terrible Resolve

delete....Second entry written for this comp below
apologies

Sacrament for the Sacrificed

They dished it out so her lode would be heavy
assuming it would never be questioned
in fairness it rarely is
and the odds favored them


she was an enigma from the beginning
different from the surroundings somehow
destined to be more than they'd allow
at any price

and she rose like a Phoenix
but fell like an angel
only begged for a hand the first half of her fall

today they stand huddled like protesters
using words to highlight their best traits
speaking what will be history
as winners do
(let them think that for now)

sometimes they hoover for crumbs
in case some remnant remains of her truth
they put on those masks and walk like lambs
but
I watched her slaughter
painfully poisoned for a lifetime
they cut her life-line then cried
to hide the smiles

I watched
and people live on in many ways

I cradle her justice inside myself
crying at the stories she couldn't tell
and people live on
in many ways...

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Haiku/Senryu Renga: SUICIDE

1
knowing no home
a stranger in my own land
pour me another

2
German gin gives heart
pursuing a night’s partner
what’s your sign, honey?

3
partying alone
large crowds of people with beer
don’t Bogart the keg

4
sadness makes me leave
lonelier in company
you OK to drive?

5
late night on bad road
missing turn purposefully
the tree’s gonna win

6
awaking regret
broken body but alive
do you know your name?

7
in hospital bed
realizing the whole truth
it takes what it takes

8
my love for guitar
lying broken at my side
you think you’re Django?

9
with left hand shattered
having tried to kill myself
mission accomplished

mikimoondancer said:Sacrament for the Sacrificed

They dished it out so her lode would be heavy
assuming it would never be questioned
in fairness it rarely is
and the odds favored them

she was an enigma from the beginning
different from the surroundings somehow
destined to be more than they'd allow
at any price
......

Miki, thank you for joining in and sharing your poem in the competition. -- Jade💟

Hepcat61 said:Haiku/Senryu Renga: SUICIDE

1
knowing no home
a stranger in my own land
pour me another

2
German gin gives heart
pursuing a night’s partner
what’s your sign, honey?

3
partying alone
large crowds of people with beer
.......

Hepcat Geoff, thank you very much for sharing your poetic ink in the competition. -- Jade💟

What can go horribly wrong when it comes to life?  What would happen when nothing but chaos prevails, and ration has fled? 

Abysmal

Being held in the bounds of hell
Relishing the sin that begins with life
I can see it in your eyes you wish i wasn't here

But i preserver i am a seer
Through strife i endure
Chaos feeding his Jinn

Always pointing out the violence
Laughs in your silence
Can you feel the world is savage bliss

And

No one cares, blank stares
Its only a matter of time
Future Siren doom appears

To the infinite circle you'll hold on
The party must go on (eat speed rave repeat)
I know i cant belive it but im sick of that beat

This time ill be gone
To face it all without
Lost in i wonder

Stare death in her face
And say goodbye
One final time

Flying free
The darkness
Consumes me

Scared Little Secret

Lightning cracked !!! And a limb fell.
In my young mind monsters hands waited to grab me from the dark....
And grab ...
And grab they would....
Not the grotesque hands of my imagination....

to that later...now

And so i crawled into him. Safe.
So afraid of the storm..
The thunder pounded the thump thump
of my heart.....
"You tremble babygirl...."
he said and took me into what he called "safe harbor.." embrace...
the strong arms of a man
I was a little girl
"Safe covers"...I wanted it to be...
SO TRULY wanted safe arms and cover...around me.  
A Feel good around me..
He brought me close tight strong arms
held me so close outline of our bodies
pressed together..it did...feel good...
I blink tears hard away And say...he felt good.
And hard against my tummy...he... I felt....
hard long thick against my tummy...

"The storm excites me!" he said...
"Feeel?" he said. I closed my eyes tight. Hiss hand giant around mine so small led me to the thick long monument of excitement pressed between us.

"Erected by the storm and your bottom. You bent over for me Jenny, bent over right in front of me tonight..."
"In your nightie....didn't you!"
"Your showed me a peek right down your nightie to your breasts....they are getting full and round.
Bent over to show me your cute rear end Jennifer...."

He kissed my mouth...

His big hand held mine and rubbed the long thick....
"That makes me feel good he said...." "Thank you." he said.
The scare of the storm! The scare of the feeling in my body..I felt stirring, felt between my legs. OH! the scare!

I am going to comfort you...
His hand found  it's way between my thighs....I was shamed by my fall open. My legs fell open...
And shame again when i was pleased he called me "Good girl."
My Strawberry Shortcake panties were pushed down...rough.

"I will know" he said "That you like this touch if you are wet."
"You will show me that you are a naughty, bad, bad little girl!" he shoved a hand down.
Slid a finger between my privates and l knew because he laughed. I cried.
I cried because it felt good.
He pulled a glistening finger out, and slow traced my mouth with the sticky.
He kissed me on my wet mouth.
Made wetter still by my tears of shame.

"You dirty, dirty little princess." he said. "You are aren't you?" he asked.

With tears running down cheeks, I shook my head yes.

Just a reminder for this comp:  the entry limit is 2 writes, so please adhere to the criteria set up by the host.  If more than the limit is submitted, you may choose from your entries, which you'd like to leave in, then delete out any extras.  If there are entrants with more than 2 by the close of this comp, then all entries after the first two posted, will be removed/hidden from the thread.  Thanks!

Beukez said:

Abysmal

Being held in the bounds of hell
Relishing the sin that begins with life
I can see it in your eyes you wish i wasn't here

But i preserver i am a seer
Through strife i endure
Chaos feeding his Jinn
.......

Beukez, thank you for joining in, and sharing your poem in the competition. -- Jade💟

Hi Calamitygin,

The rule is clear: a limit of two poems entered in the competition.  Please remove one of the three of yours that are currently posted.  

Thank you. --Jade

Mistakes

grabbed the sandpaper by mistake
wiped my ass in the dark
now rectum is itching all fucked up.

woke up to the alarm clock
with my eyes closed I slapped my wife
in the face instead.
now I'm sleeping on the couch.

went in the cupboard and grabbed the
wrong container. poured salt in my coffee
drank it up and nearly went in a coma.

was feeling the stiffness in my biggest joint.
went in the bedroom with lights off.
spread my wife's legs, I thought. and applied
the motion that made the ocean.
Wrong house. sleeping in the jail cell.

oh well. what the hell.
oh well. that went well.
oh hell. oh hell.

Blissfully Dying Slow


Blissfully life ascending upon me
Life of useless wonders seems easy
I become a free floating smile
Sexually deviating air fills me
Something changes the wind chimes
For I have seen how black my eyes are
Underneath my suit, broken velvet
Life now seems strange
Lest I never need another fix
Years of wasteland ensue


Dying is another's job
Yet my shoes keep walking
I have awoke to realize
Near every life I touch
Goes by the wayside

Slow decay is
Life assumes my empty spaces
Over me, my terrible resolve
Woe unto me I shall die, blissfully

BoFantastic said:Mistakes

grabbed the sandpaper by mistake
wiped my ass in the dark
now rectum is itching all fucked up.

woke up to the alarm clock
with my eyes closed I slapped my wife
in the face instead.
now I'm sleeping on the couch.
.......

That did turn out rough, Bo, and thank you for sharing this ink in the competition. --Jade

Jade-Pandora said:
Okay Jennifer 👍 you've successfully submitted your entry quota limit first! Thank you for sharing both efforts to the competition. -- Jade💟

deleted this entry....and went ahead with the piece i had originally written for the comp. Got cold feet...but they warmed. Sorry for the confusion, was a scary write for me. Scared Little Secret is above.