anxiety screams

 
my darkness peak and I succumb
it's twisted inside my mind
I feel it coiling in my guts
tighter and tighter then scream

in the dark it's cold but it's home
shelter in the bleak too long
it speaks
I talk back to it

my little pet...the gloom
eternal longings for something new
hide in the corner fighting for food

a blitzkrieg of sorrow
assaults my core
anxiety insults
you lewd childish girl
grow up you're so emo
the emotional victim of sin

it lives with me...my guilt
I feed it contempt
I watch it evolve
from something insignificant
to something out of control

it happens so fast...

life in the black outer realm
claims more than you know