Could It Be

Psyche distorted,
Love her but I hope a baby is aborted,
Prayed to God before that,
Had instant calm,
Days later had instant calm,
Now I'm wondering,
If her time comes on,

Didn't question God prior,
But now I feel like,
The time is here,
God hasn't come,
With no answers, for this test of faith,
That I am on,
Troubling thing,
But like my parents tell me,
I am grown,
My choices are my own..

-L.J.S.