Dancing In The Rain

    Shadows and rainbows.  
So happy and free.
So low and dark.

   No umbrella to halt the rain.
Emotions pouring down.
Soaked from skin to bone.

   So much pain in such a tiny soul.
So many changes.
To much to absorb.

   Harder an harder the rain comes down.
Drowning in the puddles.
No rescue comes about.

   My filters are clogged.
Everything overflowing.
Soaking wet in pain.

   Wash away my filth, still it lingers.
Scrub my skin.........
Until its broken and raw!!

   Still the dirt and ugliness exists.
Though my heat beats on.
Slowly in pain, that's filled with rain.

   Unleash my pain!!!!
What shall this look like for all of you?
Dark, depressing, anger, rage!

   Full of blood.
For all the open wounds.
Hurt by all of you.

   Skipping stone upon the lake.
Nothing skips, for they all sink.
Evil lurks at every curve.

  No flowers bloom!!
To much gloom.
Look upon the tombs!!

   Gray rocks upon the rain.
Let my spirit start to soar.
Lightning clashes there is no stop.

   Sailing but no wind.
Slowly descending into the depths of hell.
What now shall come to pass?

   Past and present secrets.
Haunting me inside.
Burning deep within my bosom's core.

   It needs to stop!!!!
For it will not.
Still the rain pours down upon me.

   In large big drops!!
All my pain, soaked upon the rain.
Need to wash it all away.

 Therefore I cannot.
It just hangs over me.
So in all this gloom I shall remain.

   THERE IS NO END!!!!
   THERE IS NO END!!!!