Submissions by erasableink

entangled in your body
as we lay in silence , saying everything but nothing at all

Hidden in my brain
snapshots of your smile dwell in between the crevices of all my thoughts

flowing through my veins
adrenaline that slips into me as you whisper every enchanting word

resting in your hands
my heart beats, always at your disposal

I should pursue your mysterious smile and effortlessly cunning  jokes
blinded by exposure to his deceiving grin, an impassable barrier has awoke    

desperate to chase your silent eyes, stumble uncertainly through your bottomless mind
I linger,hiding nervously from his frightening glare, I am no longer one of a kind

craving time in which I am able to devote my days to unraveling the layers which make up such an irresistible character
constantly occupied trying to piece together the segments in which he left my mind,my body,my soul

Wishfully thinking that...

all these vacant white lines, yearning to be filled
my fingers gripping this pen won't move

so many thoughts rushing in waves through my brain
sloshing and splashing against the walls of my mind 

the cracks in my skull let the notions pour out
seeping down, spreading through out my body

it begins as affection, love, tenderness
turning to anger, regret, confusion

warm drops stream from weary eyes, dampen my cheeks, burn my cracked lips
leaving behind the worst parts: the belief that i am insufficient, the unceasing sting of self...

There are no words to describe the emotions that linger when you leave
should I miss you, should I hate you, should I scream or beg or plead?

Tell me that you need me, Don't say my turn is gone
I know you are a king, and I am just a pawn

Planning out your future, Oblivious as I stare
Maybe you're too busy, maybe you don't care

Am I mistaken? Are you blind? Do you watch me as I fade?
In your hand of useful diamonds, am I just a worthless spade?

The fog is beginning to lift, the mist is starting to clear
Treat me like i'm invisible then...