Submissions by Luna15 (chuckykillin56)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Sep 2015 4:02pm
4th Sep 2015 4:02pm
high school reject
I'm starting again
From the beginning
Ya think I'm doing great
But really I'm trying to catch a break
Shut I've been Ta hell and back
Let me tell ya this
My life ain't perfect
In reality I'm a fuckin high school reject
I'm always the suspect
All I want is some respect
Believe me I try
Just look me in the eye
Maybe you'll fuckin see it
And quit
But right now all I'm feeling are the hits
I wanna call quits
Cause I'm being torn Ta bits
Its sick
Ha I'm sick
Sick and tired of this shit
From the beginning
Ya think I'm doing great
But really I'm trying to catch a break
Shut I've been Ta hell and back
Let me tell ya this
My life ain't perfect
In reality I'm a fuckin high school reject
I'm always the suspect
All I want is some respect
Believe me I try
Just look me in the eye
Maybe you'll fuckin see it
And quit
But right now all I'm feeling are the hits
I wanna call quits
Cause I'm being torn Ta bits
Its sick
Ha I'm sick
Sick and tired of this shit
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2015 1:42am
22nd Jul 2015 1:42am
i am a fighter
lost
lost when I have a gps
hurt
hurt with no bruises or cuts
alone
alone in a crowd
alive
but not living
gone
but still here
broken heart
that's still beating
im a fighter
not like the ones in fist fights
but like the ones that are so close to giving up
but they never do
they fight through all the struggles in life
they are the beaten
the broken
the fighters
I am a fighter
lost when I have a gps
hurt
hurt with no bruises or cuts
alone
alone in a crowd
alive
but not living
gone
but still here
broken heart
that's still beating
im a fighter
not like the ones in fist fights
but like the ones that are so close to giving up
but they never do
they fight through all the struggles in life
they are the beaten
the broken
the fighters
I am a fighter
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Jul 2015 10:09pm
19th Jul 2015 10:09pm
war with society and ourselves
we all want war to end
but the real war is in our heads
deep within our minds
we battle inside ourselves
some lose to themselves
and lose their sanity
these people are known as
the depressed
the hurt
the broken
the insane
the "bad people"
the suicidal
the "criminals"
but we all have this in us
but some aren't as strong
and lose then become
what society looks down on
but its society
that brings these people
to do the unthinkable.....
but the real war is in our heads
deep within our minds
we battle inside ourselves
some lose to themselves
and lose their sanity
these people are known as
the depressed
the hurt
the broken
the insane
the "bad people"
the suicidal
the "criminals"
but we all have this in us
but some aren't as strong
and lose then become
what society looks down on
but its society
that brings these people
to do the unthinkable.....
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Jul 2015 11:22pm
18th Jul 2015 11:22pm
my P.O.V of depression
I sit in a corner and think
then with a blink
I sink
into another world
hurled into a dream
but its not what it seems
its not my happy wonderland I thought it was
it may be hard to understand
but its even harder to comprehend
I fell into a hole
now im a dead soul
trying to take control
to escape this red tape marking my skin
its my deadly sin
cutting through my armour
but it makes me feel calmer
in control
but im not
I've been caught
in a trap
now all I want is to take a nice long nap......
then with a blink
I sink
into another world
hurled into a dream
but its not what it seems
its not my happy wonderland I thought it was
it may be hard to understand
but its even harder to comprehend
I fell into a hole
now im a dead soul
trying to take control
to escape this red tape marking my skin
its my deadly sin
cutting through my armour
but it makes me feel calmer
in control
but im not
I've been caught
in a trap
now all I want is to take a nice long nap......
559 reads
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
23rd Feb 2015 3:06pm
23rd Feb 2015 3:06pm
effects
ask yourself this question
what is bullying?
to me bullying is when you hurt someone
physically or mentally
but which one hurts more?
for me its mentally
because physical bullying hurts you on the outside
then the pain gos away
but when you get bullied mentally
it stays
its like a scar
the words spit at you
they don't think it hurts as much as it does
but it hurts more than you can imagine
after awhile you get tired
tired of the hurt
the pain
the words
you go on each day losing more and more...
what is bullying?
to me bullying is when you hurt someone
physically or mentally
but which one hurts more?
for me its mentally
because physical bullying hurts you on the outside
then the pain gos away
but when you get bullied mentally
it stays
its like a scar
the words spit at you
they don't think it hurts as much as it does
but it hurts more than you can imagine
after awhile you get tired
tired of the hurt
the pain
the words
you go on each day losing more and more...
539 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Feb 2015 7:11pm
19th Feb 2015 7:11pm
Criticism
I know I'm not a great person
I know I make mistakes
But I make up for those mistakes
By doing good things
And it stresses me out
Because when I'm trying to reach your expectations
You criticize me even more
Causing even more stress
Believe me I'm trying my best
And hoping it's enough
For you
To rest
Take a break from criticism
But it's never enough
And never will be
Till the day I die
I know I make mistakes
But I make up for those mistakes
By doing good things
And it stresses me out
Because when I'm trying to reach your expectations
You criticize me even more
Causing even more stress
Believe me I'm trying my best
And hoping it's enough
For you
To rest
Take a break from criticism
But it's never enough
And never will be
Till the day I die
595 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Feb 2015 3:15pm
5th Feb 2015 3:15pm
broken, beaten, hurt
you tear me apart
and spit me out
leaving me there
broken
beaten
it hurts
im laying on the floor
too afraid to cry
to show weakness
so I keep it all inside
until it builds up
and becomes too much to handle
and I break
my shell
my wall
my armor
it breaks
and I let it all out
crying till my eyes are dry
screaming till I cant even talk
losing faith
till its all gone
and spit me out
leaving me there
broken
beaten
it hurts
im laying on the floor
too afraid to cry
to show weakness
so I keep it all inside
until it builds up
and becomes too much to handle
and I break
my shell
my wall
my armor
it breaks
and I let it all out
crying till my eyes are dry
screaming till I cant even talk
losing faith
till its all gone
725 reads
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
4th Feb 2015 3:04pm
4th Feb 2015 3:04pm
weak
I wish my wall was unbreakable
I wish I was stronger
physically and mentally
so I can protect myself
from this cruel world
it hurts being bullied every day
I don't think I can handle it anymore
im weak
especially mentally
everything gets to me
and I want to be free
from everything
and everyone
I feel even weaker
when the people at school bully me
and I cant stand up for myself
im scared
and I want to be stronger
physically and mentally
I wish I was stronger
physically and mentally
so I can protect myself
from this cruel world
it hurts being bullied every day
I don't think I can handle it anymore
im weak
especially mentally
everything gets to me
and I want to be free
from everything
and everyone
I feel even weaker
when the people at school bully me
and I cant stand up for myself
im scared
and I want to be stronger
physically and mentally
598 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Jan 2015 4:39pm
29th Jan 2015 4:39pm
The end goodbye
You hurt me and broke me
Tho I still gave u a second chance
I thought that u had changed
And u did
U got worse
So this is the end
I can't deal with this pain anymore
All these tears that u cause
And all this pain in my heart
So get out of my life
I don't need someone like u
We're done
Over
Don't come begging
Telling me that you'll change
U had you're chance
And u lost it
So this is goodbye
Tho I still gave u a second chance
I thought that u had changed
And u did
U got worse
So this is the end
I can't deal with this pain anymore
All these tears that u cause
And all this pain in my heart
So get out of my life
I don't need someone like u
We're done
Over
Don't come begging
Telling me that you'll change
U had you're chance
And u lost it
So this is goodbye
591 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Jan 2015 7:18pm
28th Jan 2015 7:18pm
Insane world
I'm looking for a place to call home
Somewhere I belong
But everything is crashing all around me
And I get caught up in it
All the troubles in life keep holding me back
Tearing me apart
Causeing a set back
Making me take a step back
And taking me off track
I try to break free
Then I realise this is reality
Reality is cruel and unfair
It sometimes scares me
But I fight back against this nightmare we call reality
And soon I might turn to insanity
Due to all this inhumanity
And people spitting out profanity
I'd plea...
Somewhere I belong
But everything is crashing all around me
And I get caught up in it
All the troubles in life keep holding me back
Tearing me apart
Causeing a set back
Making me take a step back
And taking me off track
I try to break free
Then I realise this is reality
Reality is cruel and unfair
It sometimes scares me
But I fight back against this nightmare we call reality
And soon I might turn to insanity
Due to all this inhumanity
And people spitting out profanity
I'd plea...
632 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Jan 2015 6:09pm
28th Jan 2015 6:09pm
Expectations
I try to be what you expect
But because how you treat me
I show disrespect
And I wish you could redirect all this hate
But hold on wait
You tell me to lose weight
Then the next day you say I look anorexic
I gotta debate
You need an update
Your making mistakes
You need to hit the brakes
Because you're giving me a headache
And I'm not afraid or ashamed
I feel betrayed
Cause you call me a disgrace
And try to get me replaced
And I'm fading away
Because I'm going the shady way
This is becoming crazy
And I'm getting...
But because how you treat me
I show disrespect
And I wish you could redirect all this hate
But hold on wait
You tell me to lose weight
Then the next day you say I look anorexic
I gotta debate
You need an update
Your making mistakes
You need to hit the brakes
Because you're giving me a headache
And I'm not afraid or ashamed
I feel betrayed
Cause you call me a disgrace
And try to get me replaced
And I'm fading away
Because I'm going the shady way
This is becoming crazy
And I'm getting...
579 reads
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