Submissions by Formion

Distress clouds the mind that once was happy.
Full of joy yes I once was, now trying to reclaim some sanity.
Music helps these words flow and I'm grateful for that.
For without music and my words I feel I'm nothing.
Listening to words from others helps mine flow.
No compromise they flow freely upon the edge of it all.
I look back and see the roads I have chosen, no such street sign.
Watching for that momentary judgement switch where I can turn my next thought.
Holding onto what I've known is all I can manage right now.
I'm closer to my end goal, I just...

How do I tell people that I'm not me, that I've been swept up in a dark and dangerous world. No one really knows what goes on in the mind and why, they are. I've been withdrawn now for the last 3 months, I don't know why, I was happy but now am just a wandering shell of what I once was, I can't sleep, I get startled way to easily, I want to do things but I'm not having energy or will to do things.

Gentlemen once were looked upon like greatness
I feel like I'm hiding away, scared
Alone in a world that goes by
Unnoticed, Ignored a ghost
Voices on the inside, help,...