Self Poems by New Members

You were so supposed to love me...
so many times you tried to kill me.  
And you passed my sex around.
Momma - I will never understand.

All I ever wanted was to be loved!

You passed away.  Your whole family...
thought you were faking even as you took
your final breath - I wish I could have...
...kept you safe from death!!!

I never stopped loving you!

So many unanswered questions...
keep me awake at night.
You'd been through it first -
how could you do that all to me?

All I ever...

I look into the mirror.
Didn't like what i see.
I understand.....Why.
No one would value me.
I'm not very nice.
Everyone can see.
I'm only good.
When I'm not bad.
All my life .
It's been like this for me.
Craving the positive.
Finding only negative.
Being perceived .
Not good enough.
Daily I fight this persecution.
Delusion and Perspective.
That I'm something that's wrong.