Killer Thought (Part 1)

Dear Diary,
I came up with a new poem in class. The only thing is this one is different. It is based on a dream I had about a boy I will meet in the future. He is so mysterious that it seems I would do anything for him just to know….. to know if he was a ……I am acting crazy now. These dreams are killing me. Any time I see him his eyes are a crimson red, his hair black as night, and his skin an ivory pale. He smiles at me and shows me his...his fangs that are blood stained. He smile...is so mysterious that it stuns me. I touch my neck and I soon smell a metallic smell and feel a liquid on my neck. I soon come to see it is my blood. I wake up after that. What does this mean? The poem is like this:

Killing Me Softly

His smile freezes me
His eyes stun me
His beauty leaves me wanting him more and more
So why is he killing softly
Not with his words or his eyes
It is almost like he is a demon in disguise
Can't you see he is killing me softly with his love and kisses?
Not his eyes or his hands
I can promise you he is a demon in disguise
He is killing me softly, softly with his lies.