Morbid Musical

 My years of life have taken me to many places and placed me in some
bizarre situations. And yet, through all my loves, all my losses, and
all my wishes the stairway keeps winding slowly upward before my eyes.
Taking me to new places and experiences.

Each new memory made
reminds me of old ones I had forgotten. Every new pain I take refreshes
old wounds I have once known to be closed. But only the memories of one
person paint a picture in my mind as solid and immovable as a mountain
ever time I see them.

And each time I wish to touch their skin
so that I may never forget its softness. I long for their fingers to
caress my cheek once more so that I may forever remember their gentle
caress. I desire to kiss their lips so I may now for certain what it is
like to kiss the lips of an angel.

But I cannot have these
things I wish for so much. For they are so close and yet will forever
remain out of my reach. And so I remain trapped and alone in this
confusing and lonely Morbid Musical the is my life.


And
so the notes flow by in a haunting melody to an unfinished master
piece. So I move with the flow of this chilling Morbid Musical hoping my
wish on a star will come true at last.