Substance Love

The first time a crystal memory
Supergirl unleashed
Acceptance pulsing through me
I fell
I am yours, so easily
Like you were always there waiting
Devoted, Besotted, Dedicated
I followed wherever you led
Took what you offered
My hunger never sated
I chased you, pursued you to whatever end you demanded
My sacrifices
All that l am, all l have, all l know
I give it's yours now
Never enough
And....
Reality slipping back
Returning to solid ground
Oblivion unreachable
Briefly first but soon
I am back
More alone than before
Surrendering to life
Your gone for today
But l remember
You are unforgettable
Longing still wanting still
Snaking in to my thoughts and dreams
Unexpected and cunning
You whisper to my fears
Inviting, seductive
Never leaving my shadows
Falling into step beside me
Caressing  my darkness
Haunting my light
Never free
Demise the only release
Your time or mine
I choose